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J.
"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."
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TAGBOARD.
PEEKTURES.
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Windwhirl in my head.
State of confusion, messed up inner-thoughts that I have problem articulating.
It really felt different. Even until now, I have flashbacks of random moments. And I'll always remember the tinge of disappointment at that point in time.
Was about to console myself by saying that you're the first such person I know of. Then again, I realized it's an excuse.
Labels: and i don't know why.
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BITCH PLEASE.
Day out with the bitch! Like finally. Kept postponing all previous outings.
Stupid ass, keep calling me a carslut. When she was the one who offered to drive cause she felt so bad for constantly canceling on me. Tskkk. Buay paiseh one lor. Epic shit, the ERP gantry outside ION started operation at 5:35pm and we went though it at 5:36pm HAHAHA.
Had Manhattan's $3.99 deal, the queue was damn long zomg. But we jumped queue eventually. benefits of duo-dining (Y) Super gross though. They served the food in those kinda boxes. Firstly, the box was too small to cut and eat the fish properly. Secondly, the mayo was all over the place, most of it soaked up by the fries. Thirdly, everything was soggy and oily. They should be thankful that it wasn't my first time patronizing MFM. Else... Sorry, I won't be back ever again.
Caught ATM! Random decision, but we made the right choice. Catch it if you can! It's a Thai show btw. Uber hilarious, although some what scary. I swear I totally jumped at some parts. And I was freezing midway.
me: wah piang I damn cold.
YenPing: I'm not a guy, so don't expect me to hug you.
BITCHHHHHH.
She was late to meet her friends cause she caught the movie with me [awwwww :')] and when they called and found out she was with another girl they asked if I'm her date.. To which she replied "no! she's straight as fuck." HAHA idiot.
Anw, thanks for the ride home, bitch! She insisted on dropping me off at my block, then started saying I buay paiseh when she had to keep turning here and there. Tskkkk this woman damn hard to please sia.
Realized that I haven't been gone out on a school night if I had class until 5pm ever since my birthday. Okay random. And I saw quite a lot of people I knew! Stupid bitch kept last-warning me. Not like she didn't see people she knew also, hmph!
But in spite of it all, I had loads of fun tonight :D
Wanted to take Polaroids but someone complained that her fringe was damn short. Hahaha and she received a lot of attention from random people cause of her hair. Not like she minds anw, skin like thick only.
Labels: HAPPY MEALS ARE FOR HAPPY GIRLS. LIKE JESSICA. ;D, i love my friends :), UB.
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BUMMER.
I SERIOUSLY SWEAR THIS SEMESTER IS OUT TO KILL ME. MY GPA'S SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA CUI. CUI TO THE POINT THAT IT CAN'T GET ANY WORSE.
Psychology, y u no love me? >:(
P.S. My lecturer needs to learn the difference between matching and fill-in-the-blanks. The latter is not the same as the former. Labels: UB.
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BROKEGIRL92
I'm seriously considering having a part time job, cause I'm frigging broke. And I still want to go traveling/shop. Why must Summer come at a point when I'm broke? >:( Window shopped at Aeropostale that day with W, and I want their shirt/baggggg. Hope C goes to the outlet store. *crosses fingers* Sidenote, I met bb today! She came to my house to return me files and guess what else came along? My Baggu bag! Teehee thanks bbg! <3 Can't wait to meet her after next week :) Labels: money makes the world go round.
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Battery woes.
Studying for NTR is a nightmare. Gwend/WanRu were saying that it's kinda interesting watching an Arts student try to study Science. Tsk.
Anyway, my MacBook is homeeee! Posting this from my mac :D BUT. It has to go back to eServ again. I seriously think eServ does slipshod work. Asked them to check on my battery cause my Mac auto shuts down at 40% and they tell me there isn't anything wrong, might have been due to hard disk error. Fair enough, but then explain this.
Full of rubbish one ehh. Tsk.
Labels: UB.
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This lil' Guiding light of mine, I'm gonna let it shine.
Went back to Zhonghua just now! Last campfire. Zomg, felt so old! 4 years since we graduated, sad that Guides has crumbled. So many memories there; all our crazy retarded moments. Sucked that it rained, we were really looking forward to a real campfire.
Relieved the good ol' Guiding days while being (painfully) reminded that we were old. High-ed and enthu-ed like we always did, but after a while we got tired. Sad reality. And this generation likes K-pop! All the dance songs were K-pop songs. Generation gap. Oh oh. When the Scouts performed, one of them came down to hi-5 with the audience etc. Jessica See put her hands out to hi-5 but he totally ignored her hahahaha. She was so shocked and her hands were still in the air as she stared at him running around the hall. Epic shit hahahahaha. Should have seen her expression; PRICELESS.
They didn't sing Titanic! Our favourite song of all time. 'There was a stream too'! Hahaha we were trying to recall its name and we talked about the shoe, chair and what not. Watched them light up the campfire afterwards though! Display. Hahaha. It was freaking cool. We were all waiting to see if it was a success and TaiLim was near us.
Jeslyne: fail how uh.
TaiLim: fail uh.. I'm not from Zhonghua.
Wts haha. So many of the juniors went over to become Ventures! They were more involved with the Scouts after our batch, jealous much.
Mr Ang was giving out tokens of appreciation on stage and we were wondering how it feels like for someone his age to don the Scouts uniform, hahaha.
Climbed the freaking awesome structure! Damn slippery though, cause of the rain. Still damn cool! Anw, the fire was damn warm (obviously). Imagine if we had the campfire at the parade square. The heat from the fire plus all our high-ness, woah. I actually miss the smell of the campfire.
Miss the girls like mad! 4 awesome years spent together, I remember how I'd look forward to Fridays, and how we told the seniors we wanted to learn drills when they wanted us to cheer back when we were in Sec 1. Hahaha they were all shocked.
Okay I'm still damn high nowwwwww! Once a Guide, always a Guide. They were surprised that I could still remember the Guides promise, heh. Labels: zhonghua girl guides (:, zhonghua memories
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Naps are my best friend.
My body clock's so screwed that I feel like a kid who needs her afternoon naps. Labels: UB.
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K Session + Dim-Sum with 2 awesome groups of people.
Met up with the two groups of people who never fail to make my day today!
It's been a long time since we last K-ed, I actually forgot how fun those sessions were. Standing on the sofas and jumping about, getting high together.. Hahaha one time the staff even had to come in to ask us to get down from the sofas.
So joke, we all thought the session was at 2pm. Us being us, forever late. Was on the train around 2:15pm and I randomly scrolled up to read the conversation. And I realized that the session was at 3pm. And only Nadia knew cause she booked the slot lol. The rest of us were under the assumption that it was at 2pm. In some sense, we were all early. For once.
Uber reluctant to leave midway, haha they were all encouraging me to be late since we were all high and having so much fun. Really glad I decided not to skip the K session just so that I could surprise Gab at his hall. But I was kinda late too luh, hahahaha. Unintentionally later than expected. Cause there was a jam and gothere.sg doesn't filter in traffic conditions ahaha. Oh and WaiKit concluded that ChunWei and I can't sing Chinese songs tgt cause the both of us can't read the lyrics. Heh.
So cute, we all lied to Gabriel and told him that we were going for Indian food since we were meeting at Little India. Kinda obvious that he was damn sad. Who asked him. Stereotype only. "Meeting at Little India? We having Indian food uh." For once he couldn't read our minds (Y)
Dim-sum was awesomeeeeeeeeee. Won't mind going back there soon. One can never get bored of dim-sum; there's such a wide variety to choose from! Saboteur-ed at Starbucks, epic shit. Once we found out who the Sabotuers were we'd openly discuss the plan lol. Oh and I won the round when there was only one Saboteur. Zaiiiii.
Feels great to have my life back. It's been quite a while since I've last had so much fun in one day. Laughter is indeed the best medicine. It's back to reality tmr, back to re-typing my entire annotated bibilography cause I have to add in more sources.
To both groups of people, thank you for making my day. I'm really glad to have y'all in my life Labels: HAPPY MEALS ARE FOR HAPPY GIRLS. LIKE JESSICA. ;D, i have awesome workmates., ODAC is love (:
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Happy Kid is me.
Love meetups with 不可思议. Somehow, they're just different from all my other groups of friends.
Old habits die hard anyway, I can never trust my best friend to be on time. Hahaha I know you'll be reading this. But I love you in spite of it all!
So joke, we wanted to eat roti-prata but the place was closed for renovation until Monday. Ended up having Astons. AND WE SAW A GROUP OF SR TEACHERS. We were looking for seats, and there was a small table next to them. At that point in time I didn't realize they were SR teachers cause the ones seating near the empty table were new teachers. Thank goodness we found another table. Didn't help that they were seated in front of the Aston's stall. YunJia and me walked to the stall and they went, "eh." And apparently she heard them calling me. Sorry uh, I didn't hear. So awkward can. All the Econs teachers plus one Geog teacher plus some trainees. Only Mary Choy taught me before (for banded lectures), but they all still knew me anyway. They even know my name, oh gosh.
That's one thing I really dislike about SR, I'm too 'known'. I can't be bad, it's like I'm forced to conform at all times. Urgh so annoying.
The other day, J and I were otw to Bishan when we saw SR canoeists at Macritche. He called out to Miss Ng, and she waved at us. For a while I forgot that she knew me. Sighh. I'm kinda enjoying Uni life now, when I'm less known. And I plan to keep it that way. It's really tiring keeping up with appearances and what not. For once, I want to be able to be who I want to be, instead of having a gazillion eyes watching you all the time.
Anyway today was ultra blur day. On the way back, we wanted to take 52 back to Bishan, and we forgot to check the direction. Realized smth was amiss after the bus started moving in the direction of Marymount station, hurriedly alighted and walked to take the train instead. In the train, we blindly got off at Bishan. No idea why. Hahaha I was wondering why the station looked so different, and we entered the train again. Epic day, really. And somehow, we always end up having HTHTs just as we're about to part. As always, we end up sitting at some random place to catch up before going home.
And I really look so pale today. All because of the stupid blood that's being drained from my body. I looked pale even with blusher, urgh.
My MacBook is another epic story. My life right now sucks. I'm just hoping that someone will help me to recover all my data. I can't afford to lose so many things, esp all the photos. Sighhh. But one thing's for sure: I have to re-type my annotated bibilography cause I know there're bound to be changes in my source list. And I have to re-save all my current sources again. WHY OH WHY. Why can't my Mac be ready soon? Or rather, why must my outline be due this week. Tskk. Labels: i love my friends :), SR memories., 不可思议
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Finances.
So broke now. You should have told me that you weren't giving me pocket money when I'm on holiday y'know. Instead of waiting for me to ask where my money was a month later. And during that month you should pay for my dinner and toiletries and what not.
If I had known, i'd be more stringent in my spending in Dec. It's really not fair. You make it sound as if I have a reserve to rely on when I'm not schooling. Okay technically I have, but you are unaware. Two reserves actually. Another is in the form of aunties.
No shopping till 31st March. Except maybe for a bag cause the one I have's gonna give way soon.
How to save for BKK like that you tell me? In some way, I'm thankful that I have 3 semesters a year. Less holidays, more money.
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Good Riddence, February.
I think February was a sucky month. Hardly met anyone and had fun, it was always school, home, or going out to study. Amazingly, the moment March swung around, I had my life back. Bumped into Grace otw to school on 1st March! Talk about coincidence (Yeah, I know she's living opposite me but she's living in hall atm!). Met Jasmine (who's finally back from her 6 month internship in Shanghai), attended NianDeng's 21st (where I was the youngest guest again, no surprise), caught up with half the Bitches over lunch! Meeting 不可思议 this week, gonna sing K with the ODACians and celebrate Gabriel's bday with the workmates this weekend. And maybe head to the IT fair to get my HDD.
 
Trust me, I had my fair share of blonde moments too. Was at Old Airport Road Hawker Centre on Sunday, and the queues for the Prawn Mee and Lao Ban tau huay kinda intersected. Mel and me blindly queued for close to one hour for the former, wondering why on earth the queue was moving so slowly. Wasn't it just take and go? S realized smth was amiss after seeing someone walk straight to another queue. And since we queued for so long, we just decided to eat what that stall was selling: Prawn Mee/Lor Mee. We both wanted the former but too bad, sold out. AND WE ATE LOR MEE EVEN THOUGH WE DIDN'T LIKE IT. Wth please. Hahaha but to be honest, it was kinda nice. Coming from 2 people who don't like Lor Mee, I guess it says a lot about the stall huh. Was on the bus home yst, and when I sat down, J looked at me. "You got so short meh?" Just because my feet didn't touch the floor. Tskkk. Suddenly, "eh why your bag lao zui one!" Thought he was joking, him being him. Then I realized THAT MY BAG WAS DRIPPING WATER. It was my Nutri Soy. Disgusting please, most of my stuff and my bag was wet with freaking soya bean. And it didn't help that it was white liquid. Freaking gross, yuck. Before he alighted, J went, "haha I saw an unglam moment." Walaoooo. He called me a loser, hmph. And so did D, when I told her what happened today. Anyway, end of February = 2 more months till this disgusting semester is over! Next semester's gonna rock, cause I'm taking all Socio modules! No more rubbish modules like NTR (Y)
This is what happens when I take modules in which I have totally no interest. Don't like UB's system whereby we have to take General Education modules. Yes they provide a change from the modules of our major but they should seriously let us take something we are interested in. NTR is totally wth. If we had to take a Science module I'd take smth Physics-related. Not some Bio-Chem module. Urgh.
Not sure if it's cause of the teacher or not, but Pysch is another depressing module. Über high chance that I'm not gonna take any Psych module at all.
Labels: i love my friends :), UB.
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Desperate People.
You cross the great divide, You took our place
You offered up Your life, for we have failed
The veil was torn and love remained
You are holy Lord
Distraction costs us, how we seek Your face
We offer up our lives to bring You praise
A love the walls cannot contain
You are holy Lord
We're rising up in spirit and in truth
A living sacrifice we worship You
People undivided Lord hear us sing
We are Yours and You are our King
This is our love
Hearts joined as one
Desperate for all You are
Lord break down these walls
And see how we love
Desperate for all You are
We chase Your heart
We didn't come to leave here entertained
Or worship under any other name
We're crying out for You alone
You are holy Lord
We're rising up in spirit and in truth
A living sacrifice we worship You
People undivided Lord hear us sing
We are Yours and You are our king
This is our love
Hearts joined as one
Desperate for all You are
Lord break down these walls
And see how we love
Desperate for all You are
We chase Your heart
Show us the way to Your heart
We found our voice
We found our cause
We're on our knees, the carpet's worn
We join our hearts
With distant shores sing to You Lord
This is our love
Hearts joined as one
Desperate for all You are
Lord break down these walls
And see how we love
Desperate for all You are (x2)
We chase your heart
We chase your heart Labels: lyrics.
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Disappointment vs Expectation.
They always say that expectations lead to disappointment. What they didn't know, is that you can be disappointed even without expecting.
True story. Last year, I didn't expect, and I was really taken by surprise. I still rmb everything like it just happened yst. This year, no expectations at all. So imagine how glad I was. But the disappointment came afterwards, when I didn't make use of the opportunity which was right in front of me. And it sucked. I spent the next few days mulling over the matter, wondering why on Earth I was dumb enough to let the chance slip by me.
But y'know what? Maybe it's for the better.
I should prolly stop thinking about this. Labels: from everlasting to everlasting.
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