8th August 2012; a truly happy day. Met bb for lunch after sooooo long! Plus it was after the much dreaded SOC 211 paper. Love you loads bb! I anticipate more frequent meet-ups in the near future :)



Back to SR later in the evening! Thanksgiving Concert was a blast. Met Nelly & Rahul earlier and we walked around campus; it felt good to be back.


The performances were superb as expected; we really had a good laugh. Mr Ong was laughing at how ridiculously hilarious the teachers were; I think he forgot that he used to be one of them up there hahaha. Epic moment when the teachers went up and we were trying to make him go up too.

Missed the sing-along sessions so badly. National Day songs and If We Hold On Together :')
The latter is a song truly SRJC-ian. And you should have heard how loudly the College Anthem was sung. Really so proud to be an SRJC-ian. SRJC ALL FOR YOU ♥ ♥


Caught up with Mr Wong at the concourse thereafter and I have no idea why I ended up called him Mr Ong. I went, "Mr O-" before realizing my mistake and I decided to shut up after that. He realized it obviously and kept harping on the fact that I can only remember Mr Ong even tho he taught me in J1 heh. Sour grapes much ahahaha. I was asked to talk to his elbow ):
Later on I saw Miss Ong.

me: eh Miss Ong, 你越来越漂亮 leh!
Miss Ong: thanks thanks.
Mr Wong: aiya she can only remember the Ongs. you and Mr Ong.
Miss Ong: you also Ong what, just that there's an additional W in front.
Mr Ong: i think she only remember the pretty and handsome people.
Mr Wong: (smth that I can't rmb)
Mr Ong: (to me) eh i think he doesn't get it leh. HAHA

Dinner-ed at Upper Thomson, and I got a shock when we reached cause the Council juniors were there too. Massive load of orders, and when the guy wanted to repeat all the orders, Kuang Jie went, "I think even if you repeat we also don't know." I think he's secretly a part-timer at The Roti Prata House.


Udders-ed thereafter and zomg, try having Rum Rum Rasin and Tira-miss-u together in a cup. The alcohol content will totally blow you away. Nelly turned red, as usual HAHA. But still nom-nom nonetheless!  I totally forgot that one of the items on Nelly's to-do list after returning from Brunei was to go to Udders. Whoopsy. Had to be reminded of my upcoming exam when I said that we should all go home cause Mr Ong went, "oh yar, you have an exam on Friday!!" Sighxz.

Got a lift home from him and hahaha the car ride was uber epic. I'd do anything just to relieve that 6 hours all over again, really. Haven't really been so happy happy for a long time. The happiness I experienced a week or two ago is on a totally different wavelength from what I'm still feeling right now.

Yes, things might have been different if I had stayed on in the Student Council. We were talking over ice-cream and they were saying that I'd most probably be in EXCO and all. Nonetheless, I'm glad I left Council but met 'em all. Ever so thankful that they accept and treat me as one of their own members. Initially I felt a lil weird cause it was just me and all the councillors but after a while, I kinda got used to it. Feel like an honourary member of the SR Student Council sometimes.

Through the SC, i met the most awesome friends, especially Nelson and Rahul. Thanks for everything, really love y'all deep deep! ♥


Actually, there are more things that I'd really love to pen down regarding 8th August 2012, but I cannot do them here for obvious reasons. All I can say is that I'm glad certain things did and did not happen :)

Dreamt of you the other night, it was just like the old times. All the jokes, bastard-ing and what nots. I miss having you in my life. But ah well, I tried didn't I. And to be honest, I kinda knew that we'd drift apart gradually. Guess I should be thankful that we managed to stay in constant contact for one year. Not looking forward to the day when we're out of one another's lives for good. If that day ever comes.

As we move on from one phase of life to another, it is inevitable that some people get left behind. Leaving you behind is something I never wanted, but oh well. We're just too caught up with our current lives I guess. Really glad that you were an impt part of my life for a period of time :>

They always say that expectations lead to disappointment. What they didn't know, is that you can be disappointed even without expecting.

True story. Last year, I didn't expect, and I was really taken by surprise. I still rmb everything like it just happened yst. This year, no expectations at all. So imagine how glad I was. But the disappointment came afterwards, when I didn't make use of the opportunity which was right in front of me. And it sucked. I spent the next few days mulling over the matter, wondering why on Earth I was dumb enough to let the chance slip by me.

But y'know what? Maybe it's for the better.
I should prolly stop thinking about this.

Nothing has changed, I guess it remains a fact that you were and will probably always be my secret fascination.

Looking at some things just brought a smile to my face. Unexpectedly. Somehow, they reminded me of those memories I doubt I'll ever forget.

They were good memories, really. Somehow it feels as though those just happened recently. It was really nice relieving some of those random memories with you that brought a smile to my face. Glad you still remembered what happened, even though I know that some memories were really random. Guess it means that perhaps the memories meant smth after all.
Yes you, W.

Yup, she was right. Maybe it's just my secret fascination.
No matter what, that will always have a special place in my heart.

Sometimes I still wonder if it really happened, or was it just a figment of my imagination. Previously, I half-convinced myself that I was thinking too much. Perhaps nothing actually happened. But the recent happenings made me rethink my stance. Maybe they were real after all.

But now, that is history. History that I will always look back at and smile at the memories.

Thank you (:

Sometimes, it still mystifies me.
Or was it actually a figment of my imagination?

Y'know how somethings in life are uncomprehendable?
Well, this is one of them.

I look back at that period and I actually find it hard to believe that what happened, happened.
And how there's literally nothing left of it.

Just memories.

Maybe I still wanted that special place after all. 
Maybe all along, all I wanted was to remain as a memory. 
Maybe at the end of the day, I should prolly be content with the fact that I have a physical memory. 
Afterall, actions speak louder than words.