Sleep at 4am everyday, and you will end up sleeping for an entire day after everything is over. True story.

Guess I underestimated my level of fatigue, I totally knocked out last night after I got home. Couldn't even rmb what happened after I finished downloading and watching Gossip Girl's latest episode. Try sleeping for 3 hours before going to school for an exam, head to town afterwards for lunch, a movie and some shopping, before heading to Little India for a 'Learning Journey', walk all around Little India before dinner, and walking all the way to Bugis thereafter for dessert. All these, after sleeping for an average of 5 hours a day. No joke.

Result of it all? Drifting in and out of sleep today. But I really enjoyed myself yesterday :)

Looking forward to our Malaysia trip soon! They were the only ones keeping me sane during Spring 2012, the only reason why school was actually enjoyable (:

What if you're a different person?
What if the person I know isn't the person you actually are?
What if you're just putting up a facade?

I don't wanna feel as though I'm trying too hard. But apparently maybe I am more interested in this than you. Will our plans actually materialize? Or will they always be left hanging in mid-air until I take the effort to finalize them? And of course, make me feel like I'm annoying you in the process? As much as I really want this, it's tiring constantly being the one to hold things tgt.

I really don't know. Maybe we should stop all these and start being acquaintances. Then that will solve a lot of my problems and I'll stop thinking so much and wondering how we can be good friends. Truth be told, I really hate feeling that this whole thing is so one-sided.

His timing is always perfect (:

Haven't felt so stressed for a long time. Okay maybe the only time I felt THIS stressed was on the eve of my double 3hour paper day during the A Levels.
I would probably attribute it to my fear of failure. Especially for Psych. I need to get at least a B-, I can't get any lower ): In terms of Socio Stats, I think it's more of the pressure to do well enough to attain a B+/A- overall that's causing me to feel this way. Doesn't help that the authors of the Stats textbook can't freaking write properly. I don't get why they have to lauch into a lengthy cheem explanation just to get their point across. >:(

Nonetheless, I'm thankful that He always sends people to comfort and cheer me up whenever I'm feeling down. (:


And I really really miss my girls. I miss all the daily hugs of reassurance from them, all the hugs to cheer me up, and all the just-for-fun hugs. Can't wait to see them after next week! Especially these 2 darlings! <3 Super happy that they're coming to SIM! UOL and UB respectively~
 
And I can't wait to pack my room after Finals too. It's a freaking warzone. Brought my MacBook back to eServ today to rectify the battery problem (and in a way prevent myself from watching shows before Friday) so I'm using my dad's old laptop, which doesn't exactly have a trackpad (cause Lenovo is annoying like that) and I usually connect one out of convenience. But now, the mouse is no where to be found. Partially ransacked my room but I guess the mouse really ran away. Along with my thumbdrive. So annoying. I can understand if the thumbdrive gets misplaced cause it's kinda small. But a mouse?!
 
Seriously can't wait for 11am on Friday. So many things that I wanna do, so many people to meet. I kept telling people 'after 27th April', so much so that I've forgotten who I'd agreed to meet. So if y'all forget to ask me again after Friday... Too bad.
 
Hyped up for Summer 2012 nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Esp after what just happened. :D
Super thankful, and I've learnt my lessons.
1. Karma is a freaking bitch.
2. Itchy fingers will never be in your favour.
 
Through it all, I really realized the importance of His timing. It always works out awesomely. Never doubt that. Yes, He might alrdy have arranged for the swop a long time ago. But honestly, it came at a time when I was feeling down, and trust me, the moment the swop was agreed upon, my spirits sky rocketed. No joke. So I'm gonna go to bed as a happy kid!
 
Meeting the BFF tmr! Just as well, I need someone to help maintain my sanity.
The best thing that has ever happened in Spring 2012 :)

As much as I really want us to be very good friends, I gotta accept the fact that we're from 2 vastly different worlds.

I'm torn between the desire to be a good friend and the fear of being intrusive.

But I'm actually really curious to know why I'm feeling this way.

8 days to Finals.

I really regret playing so damn hard last semester. Cause there ain't anything to pull up my cui GPA this semester. Urgh. Screw modules like Nutrition and Psychology, seriously. I don't get why these non-related-to-our-major modules add up to our GPA.

Psychology is a pain in the ass. Always has, always will be.
Can't wait to get rid of this damn module next week. Superduperultramega thankful that I'm not a Psych major, seriously.



 

Y got me all excited for Summer Abroad/UB Bound all over again. Best part is that the bitch can drive! Woohoo, road tripssssss! Talking to her somehow never fails to perk me up.

She was damn cute this morning I swear. Passed Mavis a note for her on Tuesday, asked her to deliver during their Psych stats. But M couldn't find her, so I had to ask Y if she was in class. She started getting suspicious and all, kept saying i very sneaky. Hahaha mindfucked her totally. Noob shit eh, I kept telling her I was at home and she still couldn't guess that I got someone else to deliver something. Teehee but I still managed to surprise her! (Y)

I was laughing like mad while Whatsapping her in bed. Epic.

So cute, she asked if she could tweetpic it. Decided to Instagram it thereafter for 'more privacy'.

I know you won't see this, but I love you tonnes! Thanks for always making my day :)
Really hope we can go for Summer Abroad/UB Bound together :D

She doesn't buy me food, so I need to settle all my meals on my own. When I buy food, she complains I'm taking up space in her fridge.

WHERE IS THE LOGIC?!

It's at times like these that I'm more determined to go for Summer Abroad/UB Bound. At least I get to spend time away from home.

There is a limit to my patience y'know.

Met up with the Council clique today! Haven't seen Nelly since late last year, and he's gonna be banished to Brunei for the next 2 months ):
Hurry come back so we can go for Strictly Pancakes alrighty!

Caught American Pie, and it was pretty hilarious. Hahaha during some parts Rahul turned to me and asked me to cover my eyes. Ironic much, since I'm the oldest of them all.
After the movie, he was asking Reg how the movie was. Couldn't catch her reply, only caught his next comment. "ohh, better than this one, sit there and laugh laugh laugh."
WALAOOOOOO >:(

People should stop MIA-ing. Sigh. But also a bit hard luh, we've all moved on in life, it's hard to juggle your current phase and previous phases of life all tgt. Sometimes, some balls will drop out in the process, and are picked up only later on.

In spite of it all, meeting these people always brings a smile to my face. :)

Look who called me today! :D :D :D :D
Couldn't pick up the call cause I was having Psych, and he texted!


HAHAHAHA couldn't stop laughing afterwards.
I really wanna go for Summer Abroad/ head to UB in New York for one semester! *fingers crossed*

Imagine how fun it'd be if we all go together. Madness.

Met the colleague to window shop after class today! H&M has nice stuff. But I'm broke ):
Superduperultramega filling dinner at Paradise Dynasty, partly cause the sharing ration was 7:3 D:


Their 小笼包 is awesomely good btw. Just like almost all the food we ordered actually. Level 4 of ION, go try!
Ironically, I ate 70% of the food but only footed 30% of the bill. Heh.

I just realized the beauty of livejournal. You can private some posts, yet read it tgt with your public posts when you log in. Exactly what I've always wanted.

Although their interface pales in comparison with blogger's. That I cannot deny.
Hence.. You'll see me more often on livejournal.

I think my Research Paper's in a terrible state right now.

Knew from the very beginning that my presentation was all wrong. Hahahaha true enough. Kena shot like mad. No conclusion slide somemore. And somehow I forgot to include the counter argument. Win alrdy, seriously.

Need to hunt for new sources soon. 

And I've been uber bitchy today. Right from the moment ESL ended till a while ago.

Free Cone Day tmr! :D