magical stardust ☺
J.
"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."
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TAGBOARD.
PEEKTURES.
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groove to the beat.
I miss those days where you can just goof around all day long.
IKEA-ed yst, got some of my furniture (okay well.. just the boxes)
Picked Const up from SR today before heading to Nex & Junction 8. Idk why there was this overpowering voice inside my head that told me I'd meet people I don't wanna see if I enter school. Weird much, esp cause I really miss that place loads.
And now, I really wanna head to the beach soon. Doubt we'll get the chance to after school starts and all, and I kind of not like how my back is a gazillion times darker than my front. Even my shoulder area and my legs. I wanna get an even tan, once and for all.
53A tmr night! :D
And I'm really hoping I can exchange my iPhone. This phone.. Lets just say it's faulty.Labels: its a good day.
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acceptance.
I'm going to bed as a happy kid tonight :D
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mega.
EXPO-ed with YunJia just now! :D
Intended to visit the mega flea but we got distracted by the Loreal sale along the way. Guess what, we spent $90 there -.-"
Hair, make up, etc. The stuff there're freaking cheap. Superduperultramega.
I still can't believe I spent so much D:
On the contrary, we didn't get anything at the flea. Nothing caught our eye I guess. Food Fair-ed for dinner; cheap food but not so fantastic in terms of taste. Drank some SOD bubble tea, it tastes like Chin Chow -.-"
Apparently it's some health drink or smth.
Tried taking photos but my fringe was being damn unobedient and YunJia didn't wanna take photos with me. So she started spamming my phone with her pictures instead -.-" And she didn't save her 'act cute one to nine' photo. lalalala~
Looking forward to JunHao's POP next Sunday! But his dad is picking us up from Bishan at 6:30am, insanely early omg.
Cheers to yet another awesome week ahead :DLabels: its a good day.
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words.
Was looking through the online collections of the blog shops at First Day, and I need to control my wallet. Freaking tempting, urgh. Maybe at month's end..
SIGH.
And now, I'm hungry D: Kept telling myself I'd eat my dinner later but when I remembered, it was alrdy past midnight. And I told myself I wouldn't eat full meals after midnight. Bleah. Feel like nua-ing at home over the weekend, unless I can go out and not shop haha. That's one reason why I should continue to pack my room tomorrow. For now, my bed's beckoning..
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Day 10 - A picture of your favorite sport or favorite athlete.
I used to think gymnasts were freaking cool. And I still do.
Esp those that can climb on top of their fellow gymnasts and do stuns/form structures.
Those that I saw on board Star Cruises when I was young, imbar.Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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extensively-damaging.
Possibly one of the best days this week!
Caught KungFu Panda 2 with bb! Like finally :D
She wanted to shop, so we headed to the new F21. Seriously, extensive damage. This cannot go on, else I'll be frigging broke. I need a job, really. If I'm unemployed, I have nothing to do. If I have nothing to do, I'm go to the library or swim. After a while, I know I'll hit the malls. Even if I'm by my lonesome. Sighhhhh.
Cam-whored, and we parted ways. Headed home, picked up my swimming stuff and out I went. I keep forgetting not to go to Bishan Swimming Complex on Fridays, its overcrowded with kids; annoying much. Only managed 18 cause I was rushing to meet some lazy boy; and in the end I think he couldn't uds English -.-
Stocked up my stationery since there was 20% storewide, and I got new earpieces! Mine died. Or more like vanished. And I can't use the Apple one, my ears are way too small.
Oh and Yami Yogurt's Strawberry flavour is nice! Shall try Durian one day. And some China lady next to me was making slurping noises while eating her desert. Got more unglam not?!
One last thing, did everyone chao keng today or something? I know its Friday, but it's damn packed everywhere. No, don't tell me its the school holidays cause most of the people I see are in their twenties.
Time passes damn quickly when you're having fun; and if you're wondering, no I don't miss work at all. Well.. Except for the income bit.
Just realized the recent posts are damn descriptive, haha what to do, I'm having fun heh. Picture time!
House Of Cards :D
Extensively-damaging Outing :D
Labels: HAPPY MEALS ARE FOR HAPPY GIRLS. LIKE JESSICA. ;D
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Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
 Well I guess no one can be more apt for this but the 3 of you.
Seen me through all my down moments, comforted me through all the shit.
YunJia and Serene, you guys have no idea how glad I was that the 2 of you appealed into SR. With a final score of 10 and 11, I’m sure you guys could have appealed into other JCs but instead, you guys joined me in SR. Had many enjoyable moments with either 1 or the 2 of you tgt!
Even the day when I burst into tears during the A’s; idk why it was just so coincidental, I burst into tears when I saw the both of you. That night, I knew you guys were stressing out over Math paper the next day, but the both of you still took the time to text and check if I was managing well since I had 2 papers the next day and my stress level was at its all time high.
Results day.. Yeah nothing needs to be said, but thanks YunJia and Cheryl for the dinner that night (:
And Serene, even though you couldn’t make it, thanks for texting to see how I was.
Really, I don’t know what I’d do without the 3 of you. <3
Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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house of cards.
All I remember about last night was that I forced myself to go to sleep around 1am, and I got awoken by the rain later on, it was as though someone was pouring water on me. Yup, my bed is just next to the window. Closed the window smaller (that sounded odd but I'm not writing a GP paper so yeah) and continued to sleep.
Woke up around 9-ish and I knew all at once that I needed more sleep. Texted Const to postpone the meeting time and it was back to bed. Seriously, the amount of sleep I need amazes me. Makes me wonder how I survived last year with 4 hours of sleep almost everyday.
In the end, we felt too broke to cycle and decided to sit on the rocks to chill. And we started singing. Okay I know it sounds stupid for anyone to go to ECP to sit on the rocks, but... Who cares? Strolled to PP and I felt like getting KOI. It's been ages since I last drank KOI, for the simple reason being I don't see the point in paying so much more for something that's ordinary. Today was a one time exception. And I don't actually know why its called Bubble Tea when the pearls are not called bubbles. Shouldn't it be called Pearl Tea instead? Doesn't make a difference to me cause I don't like the pearls anw. I only ask for pearls once in a blue moon.
Walked around.. And we ended up cam-whoring in Cotton On's changing room. I like their sales, really. Except that its hard to find my size for most of the nice clothes. I want their nice high-waist skirts, but there's no size 6. Today I saw a 6, and I literally jumped. Only to realize that it was for another design. Hate that feeling okayxz.
Right now, I'm kinda burnt. But it was a great day.
Nicer photos from my camera to be uploaded later; I'm waiting for them to load.
Tmr shall be another good day. (:
AND PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY JOBS TO INTRODUCE ME TO, I'M BLEEDING MY BANK ACCOUNT DRY VERY SOON.Labels: its a good day.
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laze.
Lazy day, I've been awake for only 8 hours. Likeapro I know.
Everything got canceled one at a time, so pretty much lazed around the house today while I read my book :)
Noticed that I had a new email just now, and I thought it was just a Facebook notification that someone else had commented on a post on my Youth Group's Facebook group. Saw the email address, oddly familiar. Opened the email and I was overjoyed. Until a while ago when Izza told me that the email doesn't mean you've been accepted; it's sent to all applicants.
Urgh.
Looking forward to the next 2 days! (:
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Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.
"Its called a garden when there's a flower in the middle of a grass patch :D"Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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food.
Sudden craving for marshmellows;
sudden craving for Sogurt;
sudden craving for cheese cake;
sudden craving for Starbucks.
But I'm just too lazy to get out of the house.
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history.
 After watching X-Men, I have a sudden urge to dig out my History Lecture Books and revisit the subject I love so much.
Honestly, I think the reason many people detest this subject so much is because they don’t understand and appreciate its true value and significance.
I liked it initially only cause it was interesting. The past 2 years of studying History made me see History in a totally different light as I began to see the subject as one that allows us to capture the different aspects of human nature so as to better understand why people do what they do now. Not like I didn’t do that in Secondary School but now I realize the main reason for America’s dominance in the world. And its not just because they’re the largest country. I remember reading a comprehension passage back in J2; I think it was the Prelims or a Timed Practice. It was smth about America and their promotion of the Singer sewing machine or something. I read it and realized that this was in line with their imposition of the open-door world policy on everyone. Its contextual knowledge like these that enables you to see the passage from another point of view. Now, I start to realize that some of the US’ actions are nothing near being altruistic, they love doing things to benefit themselves.
One thing I still don’t get is the reason why they invaded Iraq. Yes it was because of Saddam Husien but honestly, its more selfish in nature. They just wanted to use their dominance to their own advantage, no?
Anyway, while watching the movie I started replaying the events of the Cuban Missile Crisis in my head. And okay, I kinda got confused a little at the sence when the ship was crossing the mark. Even though everything else sounded familiar: the embargo and the submarine, etc.
Shall read up a little since I have time to kill this week; and clearing my room bores me after 2 hours each time.
If not for the fact that studying History in Uni has little career prospects, I'd jump at the opportunity. Yes you can be a teacher, but honestly, students like me are the reason why I'd NOT want to be a teacher. Honestly, I take my hat off and salute Mr Ong for tolerating people like me.
To all the teachers who've taught me History, thank you for presenting History in such a fascinating manner. All except Ms Tan Ghim Hua of course, you made History freaking detestable. Bleah. I'm still amazed I swore after my O Level paper that I'd never touch History again.
History, I miss you.
Labels: we scare because we care.
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magical stardust.
It's only Day 2 but I feel as though I've accomplished alot.
Today, I had lunch with Short Girl and I met Cavan at the MRT Station! Stupid boy, skin damn thick. Asked me if I can help him with the album compilation that's been handed down from the 21st batch.
Pfft, this Publicity IC a bit lazy uh. Just a bit.
Bishan-ed to meet Char, we ended up with couple wallets, the exact design I've been wanting to get for close to a year! :D
Headed to the swimming complex, 20 laps :)
Randomly decided to head to the library otw, ended up with 6 books to read.
After watching X-Men, I wanted to read up on the CMC, but I couldnt find any book on the CW. Bleah. Saw one book lying around in my brother's room about the CMC sometime back, let's hope he still has it!
Tmr.. I'm hoping I won't be too lazy to head over to the Comcenter to change my phone! Tentatively meeting Charmaine for Sogurt too! :D :D
Looks like this week's gonna be productive! Except on finances, that is.Labels: its a good day.
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unwanted.
 Just remembered smth, urgh.
Labels: replay.
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Day 07 - A picture of you and someone you'd be lost without
Y'know what? I really have no idea.
Skip to Day 8 please.Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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unemployment.
Day 1 of freedom felt awesome. Had fun shopping with Charmaine today! (Today's photos [whatever there is anw] shall wait till the next time.)
P.S. Zhixin, Huijuan wants her Sogurttttttttt! >:(
And my body clock's screwed. Ever since I woke up at noon on Saturday I've been sleeping around 3-ish 4am, and I wake up around noon the next day. Except for today; not like it helps anw.
Prolly gonna wake up early tmr to either swim or run!
Shall continue with the 100 photo challenge later on! If I don't feel like sleeping within the next hour.
As much as I'm enjoying the freedom I have now, I know I need a new job. Sigh.Labels: its a good day.
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red dot.
Can't really rmb the last time I spent an entire day at home, much less a Saturday but lazing around the house felt good. Was texting Char the whole time too, so it didnt really feel like a boring day :)
My mum didn't head to church this morning and I kinda felt lazy :/ She told me that last night so I just slept in today lol. Woke up around noon, got ready to meet Const and head to the Assisi Hospice Care FunFair! My dad bought tickets from someone at work and he gave them to me. I think we went too late, there wasn't really anything to buy except for food. Met Samantha Branson there (:
Took the shuttle bus back to Novena Square, Cotton On-ed. Pfft Const saw a denim vest going at $20. It was alrdy on sale but when we paid, it only cost $5 whatthefreakkk. And Const, it's just fortunate of you. Cut the 'see face' thing okay hahahahaha. Bhb only!
Visited the new F21 at Orchard Xchange, and I'm pleased with my buys today. Okay I need to cut down on my purchase of slippers/sandals and start getting more pumps/heels/wedges instead.
Met up with the ODACians for dinner at Demsey! Red Dot Brew House (:
Food wasn't that fantastic, and we ordered a tower of green beer which we all had trouble conquering.
In the end we played 'I Never' to finish up our own share and I was the only one left with beer. ChunWei turned red after half a glass, lousy only.
But all the guys turned red, oh the irony.
Celebrated JunQiang's birthday and we made him lick his plate lol. The staff decorated his cake plate with chocolate words, you should've seen the video hahaha. Uber epic.
We were eating his birthday brownie and we helped ChunWei to take some since he was quite far from the plate. I handed him the spoon and he went, "you wanna feed me?" Walao skin thick like idk what only.
Ben & Jerry's later, then it was home sweet home.
Cabbed back with ChunWei, JunQiang and WaiKit. I was in the middle and the driver went uber fast, I had a hard time trying not to bump into ChunWei lol. But I succeeded luh (:
Feels damn weird not going home with WanRu after ODAC meetups; hope she's fine in the States!
Did i mention how awesome it is not to have work on Monday? :D
Meeting Charmaine tmr!
I'm gonna pack my whole week with meetups!
And i want to run run run! Hint hint Short Girl!
For now, time to remove my lenses and hit the sack! Had a great time today (:
Goodnight everyone! <3
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goodbye StarHub.
Last day at work yesterday and now, the feeling's awesome.
Like a huge burden lifted off me! :D
Dinner-ed with the work mates, and they waited for me for one and a half hours cause I was clearing my cases and at the last minute, I realized there were other cases under another substatus.
But now, the feeling's one of extreme jubilation ((((((((((((((((((((:
Fish & Co-ed, and I had my Grilled Calamari! Frigging awesomeeeeeeee :D
Celebrated LingRong and HuiTing's birthday too, epic max.
We all had alot of fun last night hahahaha.
Photos with Yan Chng, I was too lazy to take any yst.
Pictures from our last meetup! (:
For now.. I'm too lazy to do anything. Guess I shall start packing my room today. Doubt I can finish it all in one day, but I prolly should get started. And do up my photo wall too!
YES, I SHOULD STOP PROCRASTINATING.
Anyone wants to have dinner tgt later/catch a movie?
Really, this feeling of not having anything to do's awesome. Too awesome till it feels kinda unreal.
I know I have to get a job soon luh. But one thing's for sure, I'm gonna play for one week before settling down again. Make that AT LEAST one week.
P.S Charmaine Chung Zhixin I know you're reading this: SORRY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT SO LONG YST! She came back to visit her colleagues and wanted to say hi, but I was too caught up with clearing my cases to leave my desk. And when I wanted to go say hi, my Team Leader was standing next to me D:
Sorry kae! I still love you <3.Labels: HAPPY MEALS ARE FOR HAPPY GIRLS. LIKE JESSICA. ;D, work-a-mania
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gazillion.
No that's not always the case.
Even though part of you knows that it will not be there forever, a large part of you wants it to be forever.
Yes, you know it's just a matter of time. But when the time comes, you realize that in spite of all the preparation, you still cannot accept it.
It's complicated.Labels: i'll never be able to fully comprehend.
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nothingness.
Honestly, its annoying.
I hate how almost everything triggers my memory.
I hate how the name pops up everywhere. And no, I'm not joking.
I really want to dump part of my memories into the recycle bin and leave it there.
The worse part is that I've got a freaking strong feeling that something will happen.
Premonition? Although it seems damn ridiculous.
I really really hate how this feels now.
It doesn't help that I haven't been in a good mood recently.
Screw this shit, really.Labels: i'll never be able to fully comprehend.
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change is constant.
We were talking that day, and Cheryl mentioned that we've all changed.
True that, we're no longer the same person as we were when we were back in Zhonghua.
While walking home with her, she stared at me for a while and said that I've changed alot. I look different now. Fringe, hair length, contacts etc. After some silence, she added, "I think you view friendship differently now."
In some sense, yeah.
I've met gazillions of people, and they've taught me alot.
I've met some who I didn't expect to stay in my life; but they surprised me by turning into fair and rainy friends.
I've met some who I thought will be in my life for long; but they proved me wrong.
I've met some who I thought were truly God-sent and will remain for eternity; but we ended up drifting further and further apart.
I've met some who I thought were just hi-bye friends; but they turned out to be people I could easily tell my secrets to.
I've met some who I thought were just hi-bye friends; but they turned out to be those who could tell when something was bothering me.
I've met some who I thought were just hi-bye friends; but they surprised me by walking me through my darkest moments.
I've met some who I was close to, then we drifted apart cause of stupid things and I thought that was it; but they turned out to be people I know I can open up to.
And of course, I've met some who I thought were awesome people; and they proved me correct (:
Let's just say that life is unexpected.
Back to the main point of this post.
Well. In my honest opinion, yes I feel that I've changed.
- I've toned down alot. If you're reading this and saying, "yeah right, she's still so hyper and all!", let me tell you that I was way worse in Secondary School.
- I have this tendancy to think too much. I read too deeply into things. Lets just say I've become way more sensitive.
- I've hardened up. I'm no longer the girl who will be nice to you even though you treat me like shit. I won't go up to you and slap you or anything like that, but rest assured that you cannot take me for granted. I learn.
- I'm not someone who's a pushover, I stand firm on my own two feet now.
- I'm no longer someone submissive, I won't do anything you ask me to, especially things that you're capable of doing yourself.
Maybe its just what happened during my 2 years in SR.
No, don't get me wrong. My 2 years were awesome. And its even more awesome due to the fact that I've matured. Just take it that.. Things happened, and they've changed me. To be a better person.
At the end of the day, I still miss the old me. The old happy-go-lucky me, the one who has a smile fixed on her face. Now? Sometimes I just have to stick a smile on my face, bite my teeth and carry on.Labels: rants.
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sanity.
Didn't run this morning (inserts big sad face) cause some Short Girl couldnt wake up! Second time alr, pfft!
Short Girl, if you're still up and you happen to read this; PLEASE PLEASE WAKE UP ON TIME TMR PLEASEEEEE.
Oh and idk why, I feel damn fat but I can feel my waist shrinking D:
Maybe it's just my imagination that it's shrinking.
Work sucked; picked up Inbound calls for more than 3 hours today cause there was some product training for everyone except the A Level kids like us. I must be the most fortunate girl on Earth today. I picked up 3 disputive calls CONSECUTIVLY, all demanding for a Manager CallBack.
Told my TLs my plight after they came back from their training and all who heard me started laughing. Really, got so suay or not?! It's suay enough to get one. Imagine 3, all back to back. Awesome shit. Bleah.
Dinner-ed and Udders-ed with 不可思议, walked back home with Cheryl afterwards. I the girls a lot :))))))
Sigh.
I hate how this feels right now. It's like I don't even know what's the matter.
Maybe sleeping it away will help.
Goodnight world, see you in 6 hours. Labels: rants.
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recycle bin.
I guess it's a good thing after all. Yup, we can never reach our destination if we aren't willing to lose sight of the shore.
But. A part of me wants them to be restored from the Recycle Bin or it's equivalent.
Just to look back at them one day and reminisce the good ol' days. After all, I'm a sentimental person.
Sigh.
Urgh okay I need to head to bed now, gonna run with Short Girl tmr! I feel uber fat now D: And I'm determined to make sure our run takes place tmr. In the event it doesn't, I'm making sure I'm
not the one responsible.
Meeting 不可思议 after my 3rd last day of work for dinner tmr! :D
G'night everybody!Labels: rants.
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Day 06 - A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Maybe not only for a day; but I want to be in your shoes right now.
I want to go for History lectures and laugh at Mrs Teng & Mr Yew’s cold jokes or at Mr Ong & Mr Wong’s retardness.
I want to go for History consultations and get asked for Dewberry, stare bewilderedly at Mr Ong when he asks me some cheem question, or even to laugh at our stupid jokes.
I want to go for Econs lectures and wince everytime the lecturers speak so loudly into the microphone, or laugh at their ever so lame and entertaining jokes.
I want to go for Lit lessons and see the texts in a different manner whenever we engage in some discussion about the characters in the texts.
I want to go for Math lessons cause Math is really fun, not to mention the fact that Math lessons are the only time that I can actually feel smart.
I want to be a student in SRJC all over again.Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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lost in transition.
Fairly fun weekend; town-ed with Charmaine after my 4 hours of OT on Saturday! Flea-ed at Scape, and we told ourselves we'd not buy accesories. In the end, we bought more accessories than anything else -.-"
But we have couple bracelets nowwwwwww! :D
Met Const for dinner, and she tried to use her DSLR like a pro. TRIED. hahahahaha.
Did cam-whore as much as we wanted to today, :((((
Met YunJia today!
Lunch-ed, shopped, and we caught X-Men! Frigging niceeeeeeee.
Walk-ed around PS afterwards and all these while I was whining about how badly my toe hurts. This serves as a reminder for me not to wear my Charles and Keith heels if I have long nails. Pfft. The torture today was more than enough.
And my phone died on me midway while we were cam-whoring, pfft!
smartgirl92 forgot to charge her phone until 10mins before she was about to head to bed and she didn't wanna overcharge her phone by charging it overnight, so yeah :(
YunJia, hurry find a day when we're free pleaseeeee! You wanna go shopping with ne as much as I wanna go shopping with you! :DLabels: HAPPY MEALS ARE FOR HAPPY GIRLS. LIKE JESSICA. ;D, its a good day.
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Day 05 - A picture of you and the person you’ve had the best memories with.
 Hi YunJia! :D
During Secondary School, I think one of the best experiences I’ve had would be the Guides International Camp in 2007.
Meeting Guides from different schools and countries, taking part in different activities I never had the chance to previously such as wakeboarding and fencing; sleeping in a tent for 4 nights in a place away from civilization.
In JC, apart from all the ODAC moments, SRGCE Lijiang was the next best experience. All the trainings, trip preparations, right down to the trip itself.
You happened to be involved in both activities too! We were in the same patrol and we slept in the same tent during the International Camp, participated in all the activities tgt. Went for GCE trainings tgt, hung around tgt quite a lot during our trip even though we were in different groups.
Oh and thanks for taking care of me during the trip cause my sprained ankle got worse!
Love you mummy! <3
Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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flashbacks.
I really hate these kinda flashbacks cause they remind me of the past.
You have no frigging idea how much I miss those moments.
Its at times like these that I wanna press Control+Alternate+Delete, select Task Manager and end those memories as though they're programs. I wish my mind worked like that.
because I know they'll never happen again.Labels: i'll never be able to fully comprehend.
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Day 04 - A picture of favourite missed memory.
Yes, I miss every single bit of ODAC.
Be it all the insane trainings, exhausting hikes & expeditions, right down to all the planning and coordinating and hoping everything would go according to plan.
I’ve never felt so attached to my CCA before.
NEVER EVER.
SR ODAC, thank you for all the memories.
To all ODACians, I love you guys (:
EXCO, thanks for tolerating my nonsense too! :D
It’s really been a pleasure working with you guys.Labels: 100 pictures challenge., ODAC is love (:
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all over again.
This feeling sucks.
Yes, all things happen for a reason. I need to remember that and move on.
Freaking easy to say, super duper ultra mega freaking hard to abide by it.
Yup, words are cheap. Saying it and convincing yourself at that point in time’s easy.
What happens later on is a totally different story.
Sigh. At times like these, I really really wish I can turn back the clock.
I know it’s a gamble, but I’m willing to take the chance.
Oh wells.
In spite of that, I know without a doubt that one day; I’ll look back with a grateful heart and thank those who convinced me not to go for round two.
What to do, time waits for no one.
Okay time to move on.
I hope I really move on instead of looking back.
I just got reminded of the rainbow I saw the day I submitted the applications.
Yes, I know everything’s in Your hands (: Labels: rants.
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Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
 Haven’t really watched full serials for a long time, but the last serial I caught was Romantic Princess, and I loved every bit of it. Shall catch up with all the serials soon!
Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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finances.
I'm really thinking of getting myself a Polaroid camera. But high maintainence also uh D:
I looked into my wardrobe and there're still things I wanna get. Things I thought I could get from HongKong. Ah okay we shall stop talking about depressing stuff.
Thank goodness its the GSS. Then again, I want to save up for my end year trip! I really hope it materializes!
*crosses fingers*
1. Const and me can find a common period where we're both free from school.
2. Miss Liu won't be away on GCE/be busy with Orientation 2012!
3. We can find more people to go along.
Prolly gonna play for a week or so before I get another job! I contemplated playing all the way, but I realized I need cash. Looked back and I discovered the reason why I'm spending so much. I've essentially been self-funding ever since I started working. No dinners with the family ever since (okay maybe one or two. Yes I just found out the horrible truth), so I'm left on my own for 3 meals a day, 7 days a week. Well you could say that I've been paying for all my expenses apart from lodging.
NOW I KNOW WHY MY MONEY'S BEEN DEPLETING SO DAMN QUICKLY D:
Shucks, okay I really need to start saving up and start reducing my standard of living.
That aside, hello Friday!
And it means I'm left with 6 days of work! :D :D
Meeting Jasmine for ice-cream after work too!
Triple joy (Y)Labels: its a good day.
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Day 02 - A picture of you and a friend you have been close with for a while..
Jasmine! Hello neighbour! I've known you since, sec 1? Same CCA, subsequently class mates in Sec 3 and 4. From neighbours in class to literal neighbours after you moved house! (: My first job was with you too! At Pepper Lunch. Thanks for always offering to meet me whenever you know I'm upset etc; thanks for being there for me and for being able to sense when smth's not right! Love you love you love you! And we meet quite often now too! Meeting you tmr for ice-cream! (Y) Take care when you head to California for the next 3 weeks alrighty! Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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Day 01- A picture of you with fifteen facts.
#1. I always get mistaken for a Malay/Indonesian/Filipino, but I'm a 100% Chinese.
#2. I cannot stand structure. Don't give me something to memorize and expect me to regurgitate it word for word; it rarely happens. I function better through internalizing content and reproducing it my own way.
#3. I cannot sit still for too long, I need to constantly do things to keep myself occupied.
#4. If I really want smth, I'll put in 200% effort to get it done. Otherwise.. Have fun getting me to do what you want :)
#5. People suspect that my main language is Gibberish. And I think it really is.
#6. I'm uber hyper, and when I get high or even tired.. Good luck to you :)
#7. I love pink; but I can't take it if everything around me is pink. Moderation is better.
#8. Coffee is absorbed by my body in a weird manner; it either has a maximum impact on me, or a minimum impact. Extreme ends of the spectrum.
#9. I'm inclined towards the Humanities, Math and Science ain't my cuppa. Well, except for H1 Math in JC.
#10. Often times, I cannot seem to be full.
#11. I look the same, ever since I was a kid. No, I'm not kidding.
#12. I came from a "Chinese" school, but my mandarin is kinda horrible.
#13. Believe it or not, I got a distinction for my A Level Chinese Oral :D
#14. I believe that everything happens for a reason.
#15. My hair has never been longer than the length it's currently at. Yes, I've a weird habit of cutting my hair damn often. Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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rainbow connection.
I told myself I'd OT from 8.30am to 10:30am today.
At 7:30am, I off-ed the first alarm and told myself I'd OT for only one hour.
At 8:30am, I was too lazy, I told myself I'd OT for half an hour.
At 9am, I gave up and snoozed my alarm for the fourth time until 9:30am.
My body clock is screwed up, seriously.
Anyway, gonna start the 100 picture challenge! Not gonna do it on Facebook cause I don't want the whole world to know. Okay I know people like Const and possibly Jerm's gonna read this and go, "Your blog traffic's high too."
1. I'm still in denial of that fact.
2. Even if its true, less people know my blog than my Facebook. Labels: 100 pictures challenge.
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mayhem.
Decided not to take up the Business (Management) offer cause I'd be at a disadvantage for many modules.
Met up with Const for dinner! And we were both handling our impluses to shop hahaha. At one point in time, "okay stop stop. Head to FourSkin to get the shirt then go eat!"
In the end, we wanted to buy so many things at FourSkin hahah. Thank goodness we didn't. We can handle our implusivity yo. :D
And Miss Liu! If you're free enough to stalk my blog I found someone elso to go overseas with us already! Okay I haven't even started planning hahah. But Const wants to come along! :D
Hi Const I know you'll read this. We all know that you're a bimbo.
Incident #1
I'm so cold, I'm walking like a penguin; now I know why penguins walk like that.
Incident #2
why does the air from the hand-dryer smell of cigarettes? did someone smoke into it or smth?
Awesome day today, but for now, sleep. 8th last day tmr! Labels: its a good day.
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doubts.
Why do I have the feeling that things would have been better if I retook the A's?
But no, I made the choice not to, I guess I shall just live with what I have right now. I really feel like giving up on Business. For some strange reason, something is holding me back. This ain't helping.
You too, I really really need your two-cents worth here.
Urgh. Preference versus practicality?
Business (Management)
1. Still people-centered.
2. Broader career prospects.
3. Cheaper
4. My weakest non-science subjects
5. Practicality overrules
6. Not a single bit interested.
Sociology
1. People centered.
2. More inclined towards Humanities.
3. Broad career options too.
4. superduperultramega expensive.
5. My cup of tea.
Okay honestly, I have no idea but smth is telling me to go for Business. Even though everything above kinda points to Sociology.
I need to accept Business by Wednesday, and pay for 1st Semester, amounting to around 6k. I can get a refund of 95% if I withdraw more than 14 days before the course commences, but that's still about $300 gone. I don't want to waste $300 just cause I cannot decide.
Then again, its kinda up to me.
Am I willing to work doubly hard to be on par with the rest for Statistics and Econs and Accounting?
Do I have what it takes to perservere?
Urgh.
Dear God,
I really need your help now.
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us.
Looking through old pictures, recalling old memories, reliving old moments, laughing at old conversations, reading old letters and post-its.
Everything's old; nothing is new.
Sometimes I really miss you alot. Then again, I'm tired of always trying to make things work out. It takes to hands to clap.
Sigh. In any case, thank you for walling through my life and making a difference.
xoxo, Jessica
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tidal waves.
Bleah I missed the NTU Appeal deadline by seconds cause I couldn't decide how to end the sentence. Lame right, I know. Emailed in and I hope my appeal goes through!
*crosses fingers and toes*
Anyway today was a generally good day! Couldn't really wake up for Service plus the rain was uber heavy. Slept all the way to 2pm and believe it or not, I was still freaking tired. Missed the ice-cream treat at Salted Caramel, dang.
Met up with the workmates for desert, snacks, window shopping, dinner and more window shopping. Haven't laughed so much for a long time, hahaha. Photos another day alrighty!
Oh and yes I need to call SIM tmr. Someone remind me pleaseeeeeeeee!
That aside, my body clock's damn screwed now wth.
But I'm looking forward to an awesome week! Meetups, meetups and more meetups! :D Labels: HAPPY MEALS ARE FOR HAPPY GIRLS. LIKE JESSICA. ;D
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decisions.
I REALLY CANNOT DECIDE D:
On a side note, 10 working days left! (Y)
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