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J.

"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."



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its a pity.

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SRJC all for you.


This post is dedicated to SRJC, a place that I miss terribly.

The best 3 things that happened to me in SRJC:
  1. SRGCE LiJiang 2009
  2. Quitting Council for ODAC
  3. Taking H2 History

The 3 worst things that happened to me in SRJC:
  1. Being a high-profiler
  2. Taking H2 Lit
  3. Experiencing the guilt of being a disappointment (so many times).

The top 16 (groups of) people I couldn't have survived the 2 years without:
  1. Regina
  2. Vanessa
  3. Shawn
  4. Constance
  5. Kuang Jie
  6. Michelle (ODAC)
  7. Mr Ong
  8. Miss Liu
  9. Short Nation
  10. 22nd SR ODAC EXCO
  11. Nina
  12. YunJia
  13. Serene
  14. JunZhe
  15. 22nd SC Councillors (not all, some)
  16. 22nd SR ODACians (and some from the 23rd)
Yup I know some people appear more than once; its just that I think they should get a special mention for being so awesome (:
100 things I miss about SRJC:
  1. Running into school from the bus stop.
  2. Hearing Mr Peter Goh saying, "White shirt, should be coming to school earlier!" whenever I walk into school when the music's playing.
  3. Avoiding Mrs Phay.
  4. Holding up my fringe when I see Mr Peter Goh in the vicinity.
  5. Avoiding the teachers in the Discipline Committee whenever I walk into school without tying my hair cause it's still wet.
  6. Times spent in the toilet during (boring) Math Lectures & Econs Timed Practices.
  7. Whining about how the toilets have no toilet paper.
  8. Asking the guys to get toilet paper from the Gents for us.
  9. Handing up my Chinese hmk in every colour but Black & Blue in J1 :D
  10. Studying at my bench at Good News Cafe.
  11. Smuggling food into the LTs.
  12. Getting annoyed when the LT tables slide down causing all our stuff to fall.
  13. Looking for power plugs in the LT.
  14. Retarded History Consults with Mr Ong, during which he becomes 'sleepy, retarded, high and irritated all at the same time'
  15. Guai lan-ing Mr Ong until he gets damn pissed at me HAHA.
  16. Hearing Mr Ong ask in Mandarin, 'Did you even pay attention during J1?!?'
  17. Hearing Mr Ong go, 'Eh I want Dewberry!' during consultations.
  18. Super duper ultra mega cold jokes of the History Dept.
  19. Seeing emails in my inbox from SRJC 2010 JC2 H2 Google group.
  20. Getting bastard-ed by stupid Mr Ong. Pfft.
  21. Pissing Mr Wong and Mr Ong off by calling them BMW and WOWS respectively.
  22. Watching Jermaine burst into shrieks of laughter everytime she hears 'MOSH'.
  23. Jermaine grabbing my hand and running away everytime she sees MOSH, breaking out into uncontrollable shrieks of laughter at the same time.
  24. Bringing food into the RR during Lit lectures and tutorials.
  25. Doing everything but listen during Lit. (okay not all the time, most)
  26. Spamming History and Lit consults.
  27. Unfolding my sleeve everytime i see Miss Zeenat; and folding them back everytime after she walks away.
  28. Laughing like mad during Econs lectures.
  29. Hoping Miss Zeenat is in a good mood every morning.
  30. 2A02'10 getting screamed at in the Assembly Plaza almost every morning.
  31. Hearing the councillor go, 'Thank you and have a wonderful day ahead, and please remember to pick up your litter before you leave'.
  32. Hearing Mr Tan go, 'Good morning SRJCians. Please look up.'
  33. Singing the College Anthem.
  34. Using my bag to cover my collar everytime I forget to wear my collar pin.
  35. Hearing the Councillor go, 'Good morning college, there are several announcements for today.'
  36. Random College Dances during fire drills.
  37. Sneaking into the library everytime I'm not properly attired.
  38. Wanting to eat ice-cream on damn cold days.
  39. Buying my milk tea/ham & cheese sandwich from the cafe.
  40. Complaining whenever the cafe runs out of hot-dog buns on Tuesdays -.-"
  41. Walking under the open air staircase cause I'm short enough! XD
  42. The security guard blowing his whistle at 9pm to chase us out of school.
  43. Complaining about why the school refuses to remove the GCE boards from outside The Study cause my super unglam shot is there.
  44. Getting shocked at the horrendously long queues in the canteen.
  45. Standing while eating in the canteen cause Short Nation's too lazy to find a seat.
  46. People giving us weird looks and asking if we wanna sit at their seats HAHA.
  47. Complaining that the J1s are depriving us of food and study space.
  48. Seeing my shoe get red after walking on the track.
  49. Getting the black stuff stuck on my skin after sitting on the synthetic grass.
  50. Chiong-ing to the shower after PE.
  51. ODAC!
  52. Tau-Huey sessions after training.
  53. Seeing a group of blue people jogging tgt on the track.
  54. ESTACY CHEER! :D
  55. Being summoned to see Mr Bernard Tan.
  56. Going into the PE office to ask for the CCA Room 2 key.
  57. Complaining that the ODAC Room smells :/
  58. Yao Yang's insane trainings.
  59. Mass warm ups :D
  60. Wearing my blue ODAC shirt with pride on Wednesdays and Fridays.
  61. Waiting eagerly for the bell to ring at 4.30pm and 3.30pm on Wednesdays and Fridays respectively.
  62. Retarded debriefs by Mr Bernard Tan.
  63. Whining about how tiring training is heh. (Vice President somemore HAHA)
  64. EXCO meetings to plan trainings.
  65. Rushing to get the keys from the teachers everytime we need to use a venue.
  66. Reminding Miss Liu to book the venues!
  67. INSANELY long waiting time for Miss Liu to arrive.
  68. Addressing the whole ODAC & being asked to give my comments/feedback after almost all activities.
  69. Being laughed at when people recall my maiden cycling attempts ):
  70. Being called Chicken Little.
  71. Being known as 'the ODAC Jessica'.
  72. Doing proposals until the wee hours.
  73. Sweating like mad after trainings.
  74. Being hyped up and uber nonsensical after every ODAC session (yes, this is what ODAC does to yours truly :D)
  75. Getting annoyed when people say ODAC damn slack. (I still do.)
  76. All the retardedness of ODACians.
  77. Irritating Mr Bernard Tan when all ODACians send him the same sms at the same time.
  78. Laughing at the stories of Mr Tan.
  79. WRITING OUT ATTENDANCE LISTS FOR SIA YAO YANG CAUSE HE ALWAYS FORGETS TO BRING HIS ATTENDANCE FILE.
  80. Mass texting everyone on the eve of trainings.
  81. Going on expeditions & breaking barriers tgt as a family.
  82. Doing retarded things like sing while otw down from Mt. Ophir.
  83. Avoiding Yong Siong cause he always tries to take unglam shots of people.
  84. Being lazy to run during PE cause the sun is always so damn bloody hot.
  85. Hoping that the teachers standing along the Will Run route during PE won't know that I'm the ODAC VP (yes I'm always hoping but part of me knows it's only wishful thinking and that no matter what, I can't slack during PE -.-")
  86. People being surprised that I'm from ODAC and seeing their stunned faces when they know I'm the VP o.o
  87. Wishing there was a longer study leave break.
  88. Wishing we'd stop being spammed with hmk.
  89. Secretly hoping that what we didnt complete wasn't due for submission.
  90. Not being able to wake up in the morning
  91. Going, 'TGIF! Eh shit, A Level's are coming.'
  92. COUNTING DOWN TO THE END OF EVERY LESSON.
  93. Dumping books in the locker and carrying quite empty bags around school.
  94. Getting texts from the P and YH ever so often.
  95. Having waffle & bubble tea cravings almost every other day.
  96. Walking into the SSC to chit-chat with the Aunty.
  97. Groaning about how annoying long the school days are when there's STAR period.
  98. Hearing Madam Vaani go, "Good evening my dear teachers, the office will be closed at 7.30pm. Thank you and have a good day".
  99. Singing 'If We Hold On Together'.
  100. Post-it's exchanged amongst Short Nation's 3 citizens! :D

Conclusion: I miss SRJC a hell lot.

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wake me up when September ends.



Today that thought occured to me again, it's just plain wishful thinking. I know it is, but somehow I'm just reluctant to admit it.

During a short conversation with W just now, i realized the main difference btw guys and girls. Guys don't believe in planning, they just give things a shot as and when the situation arises. Contrary to that, girls plan to ensure a successful execution. It's not that guys enjoy the moment while it lasts, it's just being prepared for the future. Rmb the Ant & Grasshopper fable? Maybe that's why they say a female's place is usually in the kitchen, cause we have the tendency to plan ahead. And they need females to complement the happy-go-lucky nature of the males.

That aside, I don't mind getting my results back tmr. It beats all the gazillion scenes running through my mind 24/7. And no, it's not that I'm not busy enough. It's just that I've mastered the art of multi-tasking. Teehee.

Seriously speaking, the suspense is killing me. Can't I just get it over and done with? Gah.
You made it sound as though it was perfectly normal. Truth be told, I wish it was. I miss you alot, really. :/

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revelation.
Note to self:
What's done is done; it's time to face up to reality.

Ah but yeah, I'll move on after results day. If it's bad, a large part of me has decided to take the papers again as a private candidate. Last resort. I don't think I wanna go back to school. If I can, that is. But I don't want the stress and all that being a school candidate brings. Once was enough, the thought of going through all of it again's really a turn-off, really.
Besides, it sucks that so many bloody people know me.
Oh wells.

Can MOE please just announce when they're gonna release the results? And put me out of my misery. Bleah.
After realizing how close the day is, I've been having nightmares about THE day.
Once, I dreamt I received my Chinese SCRIPT back. Don't ask me why.
Another time, I dreamt I failed HISTORY. Like ZOMG. I'll cry if I do, cross my heart and hope to die if I tell a lie.

Oh well, I guess only time will tell.

And I'm glad He kinda calmed me down alot, through the people around me.
Thank you, Daddy God! <3

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man and women.




I was so close to getting my pudding milk tea today, after craving for it since last week. Alas, I didn't get it in the end, all because of a snail D:

Got my Chocolate Milk Tea from KOI in the end, but it wasn't as shiok as Gong Cha. Recently I've realized that Gong Cha is incomparable to KOI, the former wins hands down, really.

But yeah, I had fun tonight, even though it was just sitting at the Bus Interchange eating my Double Cheeseburger and drinking KOI while talking. At least I won't be going to bed hungry today (:

Saw people I didn't wanna see, gosh is the world that small?

Meeting the Guides tmr for Sentosa, I hope I can get the Sun. So far, ALL of my attempts at tanning have failed miserably, I hope tmr will be successful.
Ah but idk how tmr will be like, meeting up with people we haven't really spoken to for the past two years. I guess only tmr will tell.
(Sucks, but why wasn't my clique invited? :/)

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extreme left please.



Y'know, it's annoying; I'm sick and tired of these bullshit, really.
And as much as I would love to deny it, the value has dipped significantly. It's still dipping now. This hasn't happened before, but there's a first time to everything I guess.
Sucks but it's awful that sometimes I wonder if I'll regret what I'm doing; part of me thinks twice, but the rest of me just screams and tells me to put myself out of this agony.

Oh well, you'll come back if you bother. I gave up bothering, status quo it shall remain.

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signs and wonders.



Received yet another sign, I guess I should remind myself that freaking out now's not going to do me any good.
I've a feeling that I'll be amazed on that day. Look at what the 'God wants you to know' app on Facebook told me today.
I've a feeling that the results will astound me, really.

Seriously, I should stop thinking about results day and let Him take control.
Some might think it's just coincidence, but I don't;
I know You're in control of it all. (:

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countdown.



dear diary, I'm really damn nervous about the results. like super duper ultra mega.
we were talking about it last night and yeah, the reality of it looming over us like a luminous cloud scares me. a hell lot.

honestly, I'm praying I'll learn to trust and have faith in Him; I know without a doubt that everything that happened to me before and during the A's was no mere coincidence. just that I really need to learn to trust.

i want results day to be one whereby I'll cry out of pure joy, instead of agony. I don't want to be at a crossroads after the results, not knowing what to do.

Dear God,
Please help me to accept what I see on my results slip, help remind me that You have a plan for me.
Amen.

booze and untold moments.



I swear today was the cui-est day ever since the A's ended. No wait, make that after the tortourous 6hours worth of papers on the 11th of Nov 2010.

Too tired to put on my contacts, wore spectacles to work instead and my colleagues started laughing at me, saying I looked like Chicken Little. ):
But yeah it was damn bloody obvious that I looked cui today, any idiot could tell.

Impromptu meet-up with Nelson and KuangJie was planned while I was at work, and i was contemplating if I should nap after work before heading out to meet them, but thanks to SohLeng, I didnt.

Here's what happened. She was going to a condo near my house for a party, and i offered to bring her there since she didnt know how to. Arranged to leave office at 6pm SHARP. but at 6pm, I was busy helping her to fold her present as well as helping her to wrap it up nicely. Gah.
The award winning bit comes later. She tried to flag the bus later, but it freaking zoomed past her. And there was only one bus from Tai Seng that goes to the place she wanted to. Awesome stuff. Next bus scheduled for 6mins but it never came. Checked the SGnext bus thing and realized there was slow traffic HAHA. In the end I reached home more than one hour after I left work -.-"

Met up with the 2 guys at NEX, wanted to head to the Sky Garden but we were afraid it'd close soon, so KuangJie and me ended up bringing Nelson on a tour of Serangoon while looking for a place to sit, drink and talk.

Seriously, N has a damn healthy liver, he turns red damn easily = easy to get stuff out of him! KJ and me were interrogating him, and he videoed the entire thing down HAHA.
But yes Nelson, I promise not to show anyone the video; cross my heart and hope to die if I lie (:

First Choice's Apple Cider is nice! :D
Okay just saying.
Anw, SBSTransit's web has incorrect info. Like seriously. Checked and saw that the last bus for N from that bus stop leaves AMK int at 00:06, but slightly after midnight, the last bus had alr left the bus stop -.-"
Walked further up to another bus stop, another bus was coming. But N strolled there and didn't bother running to reach the bus stop. Missed that, nvm there was still another one. Saw the bus coming, asked him to run to the bus stop since it was so near, HE REFUSED. KJ and me got so fed up, I swear I wanted to slap N upside down. KJ flagged a cab for him in the end, sonetimes N reminds me of a small kid, really.

Walked home, and I'm really super duper ultra mega tired. And my hair refuses to dry. Bleah. Yes yes I'll sleep soon, QianMei texted to scold me cause she saw how cui I was during work and yet I was still awake and active on Twitter/Facebook heh.
Love you, you little Cherry Stalk! <3

Nelson and KuangJie, thanks for tonight; thanks for saying you guys didn't care how I looked when I said I looked super duper ultra mega cui; thanks for the fun session; I really enjoyed myself amidst the cui-ness.
Although yes, I'm sorry that I'm just damn biased towards that someone HAHA
<3 <3!

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do you love me?


Today was Lit Night 2011, and going back to SRJC felt nostalgic.
Idk why Movie Under The Stars wasn't as nostalgic as tonight. I guess it was cause we went back to the place we had lectures and all.

Went to the LT5 toilet with Jermaine before the show, it felt as though we haven't stepped into that place for ages. All the memories of camping in that toilet to escape the lectures/timed practices came flooding our minds. I'd always visit that toilet to kill time during Math lectures, as well as during the Econs Timed Practices which I always never knew how to do more than half. And Jerm would always frequent that place during the 3hour History Timed Practices.
Brought back a hell lot of good memories.

The performance wasn't as superb as our batch's, but it was still a okay. Arjun was awesome, really. He reminded me of Minnie Mouse! Hahahaha.
The new P's speech at the end of the whole thing reminded me of Mr Tan, and yeah, I miss him :/

Talked to Mr Ong for a while afterwards, and I miss that irritating person a lot, zomg. Annoying much, said he didn't mind a blue Will Run tee. Got it for him, and he went on about how disgusting the blue was -.-" Turns out he meant he didnt mind Ocean Blue, not Electric Blue. So much for being an advocate of HABITS @ SRJC huh. Hahahaha.
Made him a mini Bright Yellow shirt, with the original intention of pissing him off since he said he was waiting for me to sew a shirt for him! But now, I think the shirt is super duper ultra mega cute! Cute to the extent that I wanted to keep it for myself!
I might wanna make another one just for myself, its irresistibly cute!





Caught up a little, and I got my Cetus badge! :D
Blur king, he somehow thought I didn't get any and he wanted to get me all 5 badges. Seriously, would I pay for something and not realize I didn't get anything? Tsk.
Thanks anw! (Y)
But you'll have to wait till 4th March to get your WillRun tee! Too badddddd.

Had a random call from JunJie from Tekong!:D

Dinner-ed with Reg at Wendy's over @ NEX, bumped into Michelle and company!
And I ended up taking the train home cause I was too tired to walk home.
However, after my shower, I was wide awake.
Not very helpful huh, since i'm on 8.3oam shift tmr. Gah, I'm always too tired to wake up in the morning.

Somehow, days after work spent in SR are always enjoyable moments <3

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he is.



He Is

by Mark Schultz

Father, let the world just fade away
Let me feel your presence in this place
Lord, Ive never been so weary
How I need to know youre near me
Father, let the world just fade away

Till Im on my knees
Till my heart can sing

He is
He was
He always will be

Even when it feels like there is no one holding me
Be still, my soul
He is

Father, let your Holy Spirit sing
Let it calm the storm inside of me
As I stand amazed
Lift my hands and say

He is
He was
He always will be

He lives
He loves
Hes always with me

Even when it feels like there is no one holding me
Be still, my soul
Through every fear
And every doubt
And every tear I shed
Down every road
Im not alone
No matter where I am

He is
He was
And He always will be

He lives
He loves
Hes always with me
Even when it feels like there is no one holding me
Be still, my soul
Be still, and know
Be still, my soul
He is

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fun times.
Sentosa











Random moments during work








Valentine's Day










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mystery.


Earlier on, W called to ask about the letters we received during the P's rally last year.
Coincidental much cause I happened to be on his FB profile page and I stared in disbelief at the screen cause for a moment I thought I pressed smth wrong, causing the phone to ring haha.

After hanging up, I randomly decided to look for the letters, and along with the letters from the YH and P, I found letters exchanged with Vanessa and Jermaine.
Read them, and there was this uber nostalgic feeling. Esp the one bb gave after the incident when I ponned school.

Made me rmb all the stupid stuff I did towards the A's, the subsequent shit I got myself into and the dressing down received from the two teachers back to back.

As retarded as this sounds, I miss all the studying. Esp the nights before the 3hour History Timed Practices and Econs tests. All the late nights spent to uds the content as well as the memorizing and mugging, and the desperate wish that coffee would have a maximum impact instead of a minimum effect on me.

OH, I found my Late Reminder Letter, as well as my Early Bird Program form HAHA.
I never bothered to sign them, much less hand them up.
Actually, if not for the fact that Miss Zeenat was my CT, and that I promised Miss Liu I'd try my utmost not to be late, I think I'd have gotten VCW for my lateness, heh.

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break down the walls.

Sometimes, I wonder why its so hard for me to thank you in person for all that you've done.
Like there's a barrier there or smth..

Ironically, the more someone has helped you, the harder it is for you to express your gratitude face to face.

Ah, life's weird at times.

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summer sunshine.



I have this uber random idea to do some handicraft next week, just for the sake of irritating someone ahahha. Just that the desired colour might be a tad bit hard to find. :/
At least I roughly know how I'm gonna spend my off-day next week! (:
Over and above it all, I hope it won't turn out looking ugly haha.

Work has been tiring, esp when I'm on the morning shift. I'm so not a morning person, seriously. And it gets worse now cause this isn't like school where the desire to see some people motivates you to have a smile on your face. D:

i've been massively missing people like there's no tmr recently. weirdly enough, I've seen most of them recently. I guess the meetups made me realize how much I miss them. especially bb! and M ):
Soon soon soon! (Y)

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treetop walk.



sometimes I feel that we all do stupid things in life.
it's like we insist on doing smth despite knowing damn well that we'll never succeed. the odds are against us, but we don't care.
it's like competing against seasoned atheletes in a marathon without prior training. you'll never win no matter how hard you try. but you're just itching to give it a shot. we hold on to the slight glimmer of hope that we'll win; but nonetheless you're somehow prepared for the failure, just that many a time, we under-estimate it's magnitude.
after tasting the bitter taste of failure, we pick ourselves up and ironically, we wanna have another go.

honestly, idk why I'm doing this. time and time again, I question myself. cause it makes no sense at all. it's as though I'm giving you a dagger. part of me wishes the dagger will never be used on me. then again, something at the back of my head chants, "dream on."

I really wanna tell you every single thing, but I don't want you to judge me. that's the main reason why I hesitated time and time again. you dont know how hard it is for me to hold back everytime i wanna share my joy.
maybe I should stick a post-it on you to remind me that you won't uds how i feel. ever.
I just want someone to listen when I ramble on about what happen, I don't want someone to pour hot water over my snow party. I know that friends don't want to see their friends hurt, but at the end of the day, you can't dictate their lives, can you.
yes, you advised, you did what you could. whether or not they want to listen, leave the choice up to them, really. we're all entitled to our own ideas. we're in a capitalist country, no one has any rights to impose their ideas on us and attempt to brainwash us.

I guess we just see things from different points of view. and weirdly, idk why you can do smth to others, but then when you get your deserts, you throw up a freaking big fuss. that's another thing I still don't uds about people. some learn after getting their deserts. but some still go on and on, and trust me, it gets freaking annoying after a while to see someone go on and on about how a particular someone is treating them but on the other hand, they treat other people like that too.
yes I know you have your reasons, but you know fairly well that in these kinda situations, what other people tell you will have no impact on what you do. ultimately, it's a personal choice, you'll go for it even if the entire world is against it. you're a walking testimony to that.

I guess XXX knows me really well when she told me to be careful. and XXX, you should know the high amount of trust I have in you when I told you this, seeing how close the both of you are. don't disappoint me, alright? (:

anw M, I meant what I said the other night. you don't know how long it took for me to finally dare to tell you that upfront.

DISCLAIMER: yes, I'm alright. I just needed to rant. nothing's wrong, in case you're wondering (:

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wish upon a star.


Back to work tmr, after 4 days of hardcore slacking and sleeping in.
It doesn't help that I'm on the early morning shift too, gah.
It's at times like this that I wished I was unemployed. So that I can have the luxury of choosing what time I wanna do what, and not be tied down by anything.
Then again, unemployed = no money = cannot shop.
Opportunity cost, really.
(Okay I just realized that Econs principles can be applied almost everywhere. Econs is really an uber practical subject huh)

But, at least I'm meeting my short girl tmr! (Y)
Provided she doesn't fly my kite, that is.


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a day well spent.


It's been a long time since I did anything physical, and it felt really good. I'm not sure if my muscles are plotting anything against me though.

Went to ECP with Nelson and Xiu Wei today, and seriously, there was smth wrong with me this morning. First, I misread the time by half an hour. Later on, I somehow burnt myself with the iron as I was trying to keep it. Don't ask me how I did it kae.
I was supposed to meet Nelson opposite Parkway before heading to ECP tgt, and as late as I was, he was way later. I was complaining about him being super slow, and he texted me, "i can see the building alr!' To further prove his point, he MMS-ed me a picture of the building. Cute max haha.
XiuWei happened to see me at the bus stop so he alighted too, and amazingly, as late as I thought I would be, I was the earliest. And I thought only girls would be late for appointments D:

It was nice getting out in the sun after being cooped up in the office for the past few days, and cycling felt nice. Ages since I touched a bike, and I'm glad I still rmb-ed how to cycle. No injuries this time! No oil stains on my leg too, awesome max. (Y)
N was acting like a little kid while cycling cause he kept whining about how he wanted to eat ice-cream, hahaha.

For some weird reason, ECP was heavily populated today, and know what's the weirdest part? Most of the people there were non-Chinese. I'm somehow not used to seeing our beaches so heavily populated, they made me feel as though I was in Bali or smth.

Took a long stroll to the hawker centre after chilling on the rocks by the beach, had an uber filling dinner, took a long stroll back to Parkway Parade, and N wanted to drink KOI uber badly. But alas, it was closed by the time we reached.

Bus-ed home, and I was wondering why it was a winter wonderland in the bus, and then I realized the person sitting by the window turned the air-con outwards at me -.-"

Nonetheless, I had a great time today.
Thanks Nelson and Xiu Wei! :D




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back to december.

It was a random conversation and somehow it strayed to that particular incident. As I recounted the happenings and I came to the part that you entered the scene, the person went, 'huh why (insert name)?'

Somehow or other, it didn't strike me until the person mentioned it. Come to think of it, yeah, it IS weird. For the other person to intervene, yeah I guess it was logical, even from an outsider's point of view.
But you? Makes no sense actually.

Counting in the fact that there were many other similar instances, but you only intervened in mine, idk. :/

out of the blue.
One evening, two girls were bored at home.
What started out as a tweet by one girl trying to decide if she should have dinner out ended up being the spark that initiated a random trip to the movies.
Within one hour, everything was decided. It was uber hard to decide on a movie to watch, as majority of those they had in mind were either not showing at the cinemas near their homes, fully booked, or at weird timings.

At last, they decided to catch The Rebound at 8pm.
Afterwards, they didn't feel like going home and decided to sit somewhere to slack.
One thing led to another, and soon they embarked on a cam-whore escapade, amid some weird looks from people.

















Before the dawn of the new day, one walked home, while the other caught the last bus home.

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cny blues.


CNY sucks big time, esp when you have a mum who doesn't believe in the idea of visiting out of respect.
"What for visit only once a year during CNY, and only out of respect?"
Yeah, I agree that it's being damn fake, but thats partly the whole idea of CNY. Aint it?

And seriously, what's with allowing misunderstandings a few years ago to ruin all my fun during CNY just cause you don't wanna see that sister of yours and skip the maternal gathering altogether since its at her house?

All thanks to that, CNY has been uber different. Yes, I'll be honest and admit that I don't like to visit my paternal side.
But I like my maternal side, and now I'm deprived of the fun CNY brings.

Yes, I can still go alone, but then you guys never tell me anything. Now I'm hoping that one of my aunts call me tmr morning and ask me to go along, just like what happened last year.
It seems pretty rude to call my aunt and go, "Hi, can you bring me along to the gathering?"

Bleah.

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face it.


One thing I've learnt, is not to have any expectations.
When reality fails to live up to your expectations, the feeling truly sucks.

On the other hand, when life surprises you, its an awesome feeling.

To you, thank you.
Honestly, I was taken aback. I wasn't planning on meeting you, and there you came from the back and totally surprised me.

And yes, I know that everything happens for a purpose.
I guess things would have been a hell lot more different, if you had been around that day.

Its true that in order to enjoy the rainbow, you'd first have to brave the rain.

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can i have a unicorn please? pretty pretty please?


Honestly, yst was one of the days whereby I really enjoyed myself.

I was super duper ultra mega high at work! But towards the end some asshole said he could sue me cause he wrote his email in English and I was supposed to read it properly before talking to him (long story) and I totally wth-ed, he was the one who couldn't rmb what he wrote in his email.
Bleah. Mood spoiler much, but after a while my TL sent out an email saying that today's a tentative half-day! So my spirits perked up again :D

Went back to SR for Movie Under The Stars, Despicable Me was uber cute! But the winds came and the screen collapsed at least twice. And people had to hold it up for the entire duration.
It was great seeing the school mates again. I really miss school.
After the movie, some teacher (I forgot who) reminded the students that there were CNY celebrations the next day, and the Alumni went, "Huh, whats school?!" Haha.
Had a nice time catching up with the schoolmates!









Met the two teachers, and they're as annoying as ever HAHAHA. Then again, what's new?
Miss Liu was at the booth selling badges when I went over to say hi.
Miss Liu: You wanna buy badges?
Me: Huh don't want la.
Miss Liu: Regina told me you got alot of money then don't know how to spend! Buy one set k?
Me: I only want Cetus leh! The rest of the houses how?
Miss Liu: Then can give Mr Ong!
I totally went HUH when she said that. HAHAHA.

But I bought one set in the end, and bought an extra Cetus one for Reg cause that was the only house we wanted. In the end I realized the councillor didn't give us the extra Cetus badge -.-"

Nothing needs to be said for Mr Ong, cause he's just Mr Ong. Standard luh hahahaha.
But yeah, I'll get it for you the next time I go back. Promise promise! If you're free, that is. Hahaha.
Or like what Miss Liu says, I can sew one for you! :D
Bet he totally regretted telling me he'd be busy when I asked him the day before huh.

OH AND I BUMPED INTO THE 3 GIRLS TOO! <3
Happy only, heh.

And I met Vanessa Lim otw out of school!



I saw my ODAC juniors too! (Y)
I seriously didn't know Hip wouldn't be staying for the movie! I got a shock when Huilin told me she flew back to Vietnam alr. ):

Macs-ed with Reg and Nel, Circle Line-ed home with darling.
Thanks for everything that day, love! :D









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