1. My first time being in a sports-natured CCA
2. My first time being in charge of a CCA
3. My first time being closer to my CCA friends than my classmates
4. My first time really loving my CCA and actually standing up for it
5. The first time I got really tired and sick of all the internal conflicts within the EXCO that I didn’t want to go for CCA MANY times
6. My first time skipping CCA (but with a valid reason. I was too sick)
7. My first time rejecting a CCA
8. My first time transferring CCAs
9. My first time scuba-diving! :D
10. The first time I learnt how to cycle
11. My first time falling off a bike – because I was too shocked to brake HAHA
12. My first time cycling at Pulau Ubin
13. My first time night cycling – 42km; totally awesome
14. My first time trekking at Bukit Timah Hill
15. The first time I actually enjoyed sports
16. The first time I missed the previous batch in my CCA
17. The first time I was rather close to my CCA seniors
18. My first time running more than 2.4km
19. My first time completing 2.4km in 15:08mins :D
    
20. My first time taking part in the Nike Human Race
21. My first time running 14km within 1hour 45mins (:
22. My first time I actually jumped so far for the Standing Broad Jump
23. The first time I actually felt fit
24. The first time I actually missed running
25. My first time spraining my ankle THAT badly
26. My first time doing CIP overseas
27. The first time I really enjoyed doing CIP
28. My first time going to China
29. My first time going to a cold country
30. My first time going overseas with 2 of my best friends
31. My first time trekking overseas
32. My first time eating almost the same dishes for one week
33. My first time on a snow mountain
34. My first time being 4680m above sea level
35. The first time I really enjoyed a school trip
36. The first time I almost lost my handphone
37. The first time people actually said my Chinese was good o.o
38. My first time having a guy as my best friend
39. The first time I had guys as close friends
    
1. I realised I’ve been in a girl oriented class and CCA in Secondary School;
   
2. I came from a girls Primary School
40. The first time I had so much to rant. Haha ask Constance. All our Rant Fests (:
41. My first time being emo for more than one month
42. The first time I cried over school exam results
43. The first time I got worried about not being able to be promoted
44. The first time I failed my exams and couldn’t get promoted
45. My first time studying so hard, I swear.
46. My first time hating a subject so much that I didn’t want to study for it at all
47. The first time my mind went blank during an exam. Gah, I almost cried after that. Plus it was the Promos -.-
48. The first time someone made me cry THREE times in less than 2 weeks
1. Seriously, you should get an award. No one had the ability to make me cry. You did.
   
2. Worse still, you made me cry three times.
   
49. The first time I got so pissed and totally gave up on a friendship
50. The first time someone made me so pissed and upset that I actually told him that I hated him
51. The first time I got jealous over a friendship
52. The first time I got woken up in the middle of the night for a 20km run/walk/jog
53. My first time having blood blisters
54. The first time I learnt how to play tai di
55. My first time getting badly sun burnt – ironically, after that incident, I became super prone to getting burnt -.-
56. My first time being in a school that isn’t within walking distance from my house
57. My first time taking public transport to school
58. My first time being late for school 8 times in a year o.o
    
1. I was hardly late for school in Secondary school.
   
2. 3 times in 4 years; once in Sec 3, the other 2 in Sec 4.
59. My first time reporting to school at 11am
60. My first time having to tuck in my school uniform
61. My first time going to the Singapore Arts Museum
62. My first time going to Singapore Management University
63. My first time going to the Singapore Horticulture Park
64. My first time going to the Japanese Cemetry
65. My first time having fringe (in a super long time)
66. My first time wearing contact lenses
67. The first time I felt dizzy during CCA
68. My first time having COUNTLESS muscle aches throughout the year
69. The first time I liked someone I shouldn’t
70. The first time my friends disallowed me from liking someone
71. My first time going up stage to make an announcement
72. My first time having a (serious) rashes outbreak
73. My first time not enjoying Literature
74. The first time my phone crashed – after Shawn showed me what happened to his phone; the same thing happened to mine -.-
75. My first time taking the Lord’s Supper – cause I got baptized this year (:

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Then comes the re-exam. Oh you know this sian feeling, of not wanting to study at all? Yeah. That was what happened. Crapped through the GE question again, this time feeling more confident cause I know for sure that some of the stuff I wrote was valid. And I realised that I didn’t even study for the GE common test.

So the best time to study GE, is now. Before 11^th Jan 2010. No, wait. More like before 7^th Jan, cause we’ll be having OSL Camp from 7^th to 9^th Jan. Its not a stay-in camp, but I doubt I’ll have the mood to study after the activities each day. Grace and me were talking the other day, and we talked about going back to the CC to study. I’m seriously considering re-applying for the CC’s Study Room card, cause I’m always in a dilemma as to where I should study on weekends and school holidays. On school days, yeah I can study in school, but sometimes I just don’t feel like staying in school. Oh wells, we’ll see how it goes (:

Somehow, I totally enjoyed myself in Li Jiang, I kinda forgot about J2. Until this conversation I had with Daniel brought me back to reality. The 2 of us were just talking, fooling around, the usual Group One style while queuing to check in for our flight back to Singapore, and suddenly he went, ‘I think I need to start studying for J2 already, I really scared I cannot make it’ Or something along that line. And wham, reality suddenly struck me. Yeah, I made it to J2. BARELY. That conversation moved on to H2 Economics and haha, he was shocked by my atrocious results for Economics. Heeh. But what he said was true luhh, I need to read up on my own, cause yeah, the lecturers in LT4 this year are seriously wth. He’s in the same LT so he understands. I hope we’ll get better lecturers next year. :D
Oh btw Regina, all the best, I hope you don’t get Mr Phay as your Economics tutor again next year. Otherwise, all the best. HAHA.

Anyway, thanks for bringing me back to reality, and the reminder that I need to study, in order to catch up. You know what? Reality sucks big time. But Li Jiang was still awesome. (: (:

It’s a day to Christmas! I somehow feel that Christmas this year’s gonna be different. Maybe its cause there’s no Christmas service on Christmas Day itself. Then again, Christmas services started only a few years ago.

Anyway, I’m looking forward to the Fireside Christmas party on Saturday. And yay, Reg’s coming along. We were supposed to get one another presents for Christmas but somehow both of us ain’t getting pocket money cause we ain’t going to school. Haha presents gotta be put on hold, darlingg.
Made her a mini present, and I love it loads. And I think my GCE group members are gonna get one each too. Haha.

That aside, idk why I got reminded of what happened, just now. I think it was just the time I was going home, the venue from which I was departing, the stop I made before going to the bus stop, and what I did at the bus stop. Oh wells, like what I wrote in the letter to myself during our 7hour transit at Kunming International Airport, ‘memories are a great part of your life, but sometimes its better to let go of some’. Well, I admit, I wasn’t too sure of the answer when you asked me that question the other time. But, if you were to ask me that same question again, my answer would still be yes. This time, with greater determination, certainty and conviction.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

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But the performance was entertaining too. I guess it was just the way the actors carried themselves. Haha and Abigail said something uber true. She played the role of Lydia, Mary’s friend and she told Mary, “It’s just like, if God wants you to go straight. If you go left or right, God will somehow make you go straight. If you go up and down, somehow, God will make you go straight. Even if you go in the opposite direction. God will purposely put a U-turn sign there specially for you so you’ll turn!”
HAHA the way she said it was uber hilarious. I guess its just Abigail.

Anyway during the reception I somehow found myself talking to Daniel and Caprina. They asked about my trip, my ankle etc etc. Halfway through Daniel went to get somemore food and Caprina asked me about THAT issue. Talked and we ended up talking about guys and how enormous their ego is. Haha and at that moment, Daniel returned.

Daniel – Eh what!!!!!
Caprina – You all have big egos!
Jessica – Yeah. Guys luhhh!

Haha Daniel was super lost but we kept shooting him and all. Haa. I realised its been ages since I last talked to the couple properly. Okay, more of Caprina. I talk to her way more than Daniel, but yeahh. It’s been a long time. Feels like, I don’t know if its really been a long time. Haha and somehow, I keep ending up with them as either DG/CG mentors. That time when the adults were still our DG mentors, they were my CG mentors. Then the Young Adults took over as DG mentors, I was in their group. Now we’re doing more of a CG style throughout, and yeahh, I’m in their group. Which is a good thing! :D

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• My ankle still hurts. This sucks, I wanna go cycling, etc etc but I can't! I haven't really tried, but I think I can't run too. Even uber short distances like 1 metre. I guess I really amazed myself by completing the trek over in LiJiang. First few to complete somemore (:

• I REALLY REALLY REALLY miss LiJiang. I miss Group One! Haha I suddenly remember this uber retarded conversation we had in MALAY while waiting to check-in for our flight back to Singapore. Stupid, Bryan and Daniel know truckloads of Malay, and they started using it against me. Hmph! Esp stupid Daniel Chay. Haha at least I had Liyana to help me. In Zhonghua, we learn more Chinese. In Monfort, they learn more Malay. Wait, that doesn't make sense. Okay nevermind. (: (: (:

• No offense meant, but sometimes I cannot stand girls who take advantage of the fact that they are girls, and get the guys to carry their things for them during hikes, etc etc. I mean yeah, sometimes we get really tired and having the guys to carry our bags for us is a good thing, but some girls just over do it I guess. Its a physical exercise, so duh, we will feel tired. But since girls feel tired, won't the guys feel tired too? If we don't feel like carrying our stuff, how sure are you that the guys feel like carrying their stuff? Note, only their stuff, not their stuff AND your stuff. I don't know, it irks me sometimes when I see this kind of things going on. If its reached a point whereby we really cannot take it anymore, then yeah, I'd be more than willing to pass the guys my stuff. But its not. Now I know why some guys cannot stand girls and look down on them. Some girls ask for it, serious. Bleah.It's a strenuous exercise, for crying out loud, not some walk in the park. If you think you're not up to it, don't go.

• I realised how we really bother if someone dear to us tells/promises us something. We kinda expect them to honour what they said. Compare and contrast that to some ordinary friend. He/she tells you something, but ends up not meaning it. You wouldn't mind as much. Right? Or is it just me. I don't know.
  

• My throat's still sore. I realise many people fell sick. Either during the trip itself, or afterwards. At least I'm no longer coughing. I coughed like mad in LiJiang, my nose was ultra naughty. At least my nose tamed down, and I no longer cough. It's just pain whenever I swallow. Speaking of which, Alton and Bryan fell sick during the trip. Towards the end. AND. Seriously, I prefer the Alton and Bryan who're well, healthy and as fit as bulls. Because, they became more nonsensical and kept bullying me! Pffft! Haha they were annoying to the max, I swear.

• I wanna develop some nice pictures from the LiJiang trip and paste them on my room wall! Then I can look at them and smileeee. Okay. It sounds retarded. But yeahh (:
  

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