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J.
"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."
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TAGBOARD.
PEEKTURES.
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flaws.
You know the feeling when you have a hell lot of things on your mind but you cannot seem to articulate your thoughts? Yes that's going on now.
I've been thinking a lot about things recently, and yes I realized that many times when things don't go your way, we console ourselves by coming up with all sort of rubbish shit excuses to console and make ourselves feel better.
Do we let these excuses shape our character whereby we'll always fall back on this excuse when we fail; or do we work on that excuse so that we can come up with another one until everything's flawless?
Something I heard today made me ponder why people don't do the things they ain't supposed to do. Most commonly, they don't do it where it's not deemed right. But then again, that act is in itself wrong. Why is it that we abstain from it only at certain places, but elsewhere we just do as we please? Hypocritical much?
And really; its admirable when people are willing to let society judge them based on what they do by themselves; "what you hear is what you get." Its as good as knowing that you ain't perfect but you're embracing your flaws cause you acknowledge that we're all fearfully and wonderfully created by God.
That aside, NTU's letter came (like finally) and now all I'm banking on is SIM.
Already been accepted into RMIT Business Management; received the package in the mail yst. I have to accept the offer by 8th June and make payment for the first semester.
Looked at the modules and honestly; it was a total turn-off.
Now idk if I should just accept the course while waiting for UB Sociology to reply and withdraw from RMIT thereafter. 95% refund will be given if you withdraw more than 14 days before the course commences; 11th July.
Alternatively, I can just totally ignore the deadline and wait for UB to accept me. If they don't I can just wait for the next intake.
Risky; i know. But do I want to torture myself with something I detest just by the sight of the names?
I really don't know. Every time I think about this, I can't help but think of History and how I gave the subject a second chance in 2009 and ended up falling in love with it.
Question: will it be the same this time around?
What are the odds?
Really; I wish I knew.
See, the story repeats itself yet again. I cannot sleep. Just that it gets worse each week.
What's wong?!
On a separate note; the musical was awesome; all glory goes to Him and Him alone :)
Prata-ed thereafter and 10 of us squeezed into a 7 seater car; powerpacked much.
Less than 3 hours of sleep today; sigh.
But yay at least I've more or less packed my bag for HongKong! (Y)
Flying off in about 33hours, can't wait for nuts!Labels: deep.
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