hello from Los Angeles! :D

time check; 4:31am. supposedly have plans to leave for Santa Monica tmr at 9am but half of the group is still awake. so..... HAHA

i'm not ready to go back home. 12 more days till i leave America, 14 days till i reach Singapore (cause of th time difference). too fast, really. when i return, it'll be back to all the nonsense back home. really enjoying the peace now without all of that bullshit. still remember what happened on the eve of the day i flew off. and even what happened before i left home. sigh. J just reminded me of my curfew back home. screw my curfew, seriously. exceptionally infuriated cause it was imposed without rhyme or reason.

y'know sometimes i watch tv shows and it all just seems too unreal. i mean, look at how easy it is. sometimes i act like it was prolly half by choice, but sometimes i really wonder if its just a front. maybe i'm too choosy for my own good. it does kinda make you feel good about yourself. oh well, maybe the time will come.

this is what happens when a cute girl and Asian American guy goes into Jan's room to fix her wonky Internet.

last weekend here in Berkeley! time really flies huh, seems like it was just yesterday that we got here. 2 final papers due on Wednesday, each with a length of 4-5 pages. and i don't feel like doing any of it, sigh. after Wednesday, i can legitly play and not care about school anymore! until Fall'13 comes around, that it. but yay! and i'm kinda starting to accept the fact that i may never see my eye candy ever again. sigh such is life, such is life.
okay depressing stuff aside, i haven't actually started missing Singapore. yes, i miss my friends and all but that's it. there is no urge to fly home and soak in the S'porean atmosphere whatsoever. if only i can stay on in America sighhhh. then again, i really really wanna make it back in time for my brother's convocation. oh and he mentioned wanting to go to NYC, so yay maybe we can travel together in future. when i finally start working and earning moneyyyyyyy. it's been so long since we went overseas tgt; really hope we get to travel together soon.
anw D if you're reading this from Korea, cheer uppppp! things will get better there once school starts on Monday alrighty. sending love from US to Korea! :)

i want to do something really crazy before i leave Berkeley. okay i know i've done several things i've never done back home, but....

this IS pretty crazy. I really don't know why i have this sudden urge to do it. but.... i somehow just don't have the guts to do it hahahaha what is wrong with me. i'd say i'm making progress bit by bit, but time isn't on my side. left with slightly more than one week (omg where did time fly to), and fate is being a total and absolute bitch mehhhh

crossing my fingers and toes for something memorable to remember this Summer by, apart from all my crazy adventures and stints :))

trying damn bloody hard to write my damn History paper, but i have no freaking idea what to write. really wanna get it over and done with by this evening so i can head out and party with the rest at night. alrdy gonna give up a free pass to a movie premier, urgh.

4-5 pages; and although i'm already at the 2 page mark, i cannot help but worry because i don't know what i'm writing. okay i know, but i kinda think that this is not what the paper is asking for.

okay wait, do i even care? no. so i'm just gonna go ahead and submit this paper. this will prolly be one of my worst papers ever, but i've reached a point where i really cannot be bothered.

i'm starting to wonder if taking Postwar Japan was a mistake. but in any case, i have no other choice but to suck it up and continue, since add/drop has ended.

temperatures rose over the weekend, then it dropped again on Sunday night. and i think that's the main reason why i fell even more sick. there is even blood in my mucus, zomg. time to start spamming the Panadol pills i thought i could escape from.

and my body is finally protesting to the apparent lack of sleep ever since i got here. and maybe its also a reaction to all the partying (whoops). roomie agrees that i've been more wild here, sigh.

hello from Berkeley! :D

it's been a week since i got here, and life here is AMAZING. enjoying every bit of the peace and serenity here, and Berkeley is so pretty! was kinda cold when we arrived, but the temperature's rising now so yay! altho it still gets cold at night and i resort to running back into the building after we cross the road cause i finally ditched my jeans for shorts/skirts/dresses haha.

and San Francisco is so superduperultramega pretty zomg i'm in love. all the tall buildings... idk, its just the vibe the city gives me. always so happy whenever i'm there :))

body clock is so horridly screwed up, i think i won't suffer that much of a jetlag when i head over. flying off in less than 4 hours, and i'm still wide awake.

somehow hasn't set in that i'm heading over to the States. everything just feels so surreal right now. maybe it'll set in at the airport.

this morning, i woke up, felt lazy, turned off my alarm and went back to bed. to be honest, i'm pretty sick of school.  especially since the end of the semester means that Summer is coming. and Summer = Berkeley!

TWO AND A HALF MORE MONTHS!!
mad excited, i really really cannot wait :D

was applying for housing with the roomie the other day, and for some weird reason, her profile on the page just states her age. no name, no nothing. i keyed in her student ID and found this 20 year old person. took the risk and requested to be her roomie. she received the request but the two of us were so paranoid that we chose someone else as our roomie since i had no idea if the 20 year old was really her. so we resorted to sending messages to one another just to make us feel better. hahaha epic moment.

my printer just bled blue ink cause i turned it over to connect the usb cable and now my hands are blue.

but at least my documents have finally been scanned, so we can finally book our flight to Berkeley! :)