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Ran 15km/16km for Will Run this year, happy muchh! :D
I was wondering my my blisters started hurting right from the 4th or 5th km onwards, and we stopped quite often. After removing my shoes, I found the reason.
 This on my right leg, a milder non-bloody one on my left. Worse blisters I've EVER gotten, I swear.
Inspite of it all, I feel accomplished. It's my first time running on the actual day itself, cause ODACians were marshalls for the Will walk last year, which was out of school. Yup, the atmosphere makes a whole load of a difference, makes you want to push on.
Constance, thanks for being an awesome running partner! Even though I stopped quite often cause of the blisters. Love you!
 Anyways, I'm seriously pretty amazed at myself for completing 15km/16km, on account of not really training for it! And. Jermaine, Jo and me overslept this morning! Instead of the first person waking up at 5am, we all woke up at 5.55am! Thank goodness Jermaine's dad sent us to school. ((: Oh. Check out what the both of us did after Jo went to bed.           (She made me wear my specs! Even though I could see perfectly fine without them!) Labels: its a good day., school (:
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 Hello world! Today's a super duper mega ultra mega fun day! Although lessons were kinda dry. Especially History lecture! OMG idk why it was such a bore! But the Literature lesson with Mr Burrows from England was pretty interesting! Jermaine had physiotherapy after school so I brought her English buddy around! There wasn't really anywhere to go, with the rain. :S Headed over to Dhoby Ghuat, and after Jermaine joined us we headed over to Bugis! The initial plan was to have steamboat for dinner, but Jo (the English girl) wasn't really hungry so we had fingerfood! Haha she got really fascinated with the Takoyaki Balls! Took neoprints with her, and she had a fun time decorating them! Its a pity we size we chose for the neoprints turned out to be a small one :((
And we bought those triple necklace friendship thingy from Diva! So the three of us have identical necklaces :D 
I'm staying over at Jermaine's house tonight, and we just returned from having Roti Prata @ Casurina Road! Yummy much, and we're all super tired now. ): But I'm glad we all had fun today! Tmr's Will Run, I pray that I can hit my target of 15km! Labels: its a good day.
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Hi Origins of the Cold War,
I think you suck. Why on earth are you so super duper ultra mega confusing?!?Labels: we scare because we care.
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Dear XXX,
Its been nice talking to you (:
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I just showered, and my hair's dripping water all over my work. Heh. But I'm too lazy to dry it.
Anw, today was Youth Sunday in church! Long overdue though hahaha. We had Youths leading worship and Youth ushers! I was an usher, and when Lydia and me walked up to the front to pass the offering bag, i suddenly realised that the Worship Hall isn't as big as it seemed to be lol.
Had a cake after service, and I think I was blocked during the photo taking. I happened to stand where all the tall people were, and they suddenly moved to the side cause the people at the other side couldn't fit into the frame. -.-"
Me - Eh Daniel! You very tall ehh!
Daniel - Is you short, not I tall. Go up one level la!
(cause we were standing on the stage)
Even at the highest 'level', I was still short. ):
And I think this song is niceeeeee!
Today Is The Day
Lincoln Brewster and Paul Baloche
I'm casting my cares aside
I'm leaving my past behind
I'm setting my heart and mind on You Jesus
I'm reaching my hand to Yours
Believing there's so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
I won’t worry about tomorrow
I’m trusting in what You say
Today is the day
I'm putting my fears aside
I'm leaving my doubts behind
I'm giving my hopes and dreams to You Jesus
I'm reaching my hands to Yours
Believing there's so much more
Knowing that all You have in store for me is good
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
I won’t worry about tomorrow
I’m giving You my fears and sorrows
Where you lead me I will follow
I’m trusting in what You say
Today is the day
I will stand upon your truth
All my days I'll live for You
I will stand upon your truth
All my days I'll live for You
All my days I'll live
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
Today is the day You have made
I will rejoice and be glad in it
I won’t worry about tomorrow
I’m giving You my fears and sorrows
Where you lead me I will follow
I’m trusting in what You say
Today is the dayLabels: church
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SCHOOL SUCKS. PERIOD.
Gym-ed today with Gillian! And we got pissed. We rook 50mins plus to run/walk 3km on the machine. Damn slow, seriously. Wanted to do 5km, but we ran out of patience, cut down to 4km. After that we decided to do 3km in the gym and run 1km outside. Way faster, hahaha.
But the 4km made me happy :D
Met the 23rd EXCO at the concourse, and I suddenly miss ODAC.
Tomorrow's Student Leaders Investiture, and I still remember everything that happened last year; be it the ODAC elections, ODAC AGM 2009, Camp Aspire, Student Leaders Investiture, all the way until we stepped down.
I miss the moments. Yeah, sometimes I wished I was an ordinary student without all these labels & responsibilities and the need to portray a good image of myself; I wished I could just let my hair down and just ignore all the rules. And I still do wish it was like that.
Jermaine was telling me that day that I actually have quite a high profile in school, and seriously, it sucks. Teachers watching you and all. Take PE for example. I can't walk during PE. How many of those teachers stationed along the way are from ODAC? And its not like the others don't know me. And I think Miss Liu does ask my subject tutors about my performance in class and all.
This sucks.
But at the end of the day, I'm glad these little things make me conform. Its cause of the expectations expected of me that I behave the way I do. Even during PE, when I really feel like slacking.
Oh well. No one said life was a bed of roses.
But honestly, despite all the negative things, I'm still grateful for the opportunity to undertake that role. It really changed me and my perspective of things in life.
Miss Liu, thank you so much. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for believing in me and for being my pillar of support. (:Labels: ODAC is love (:, school (:
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I want to know why people say this looks like me!
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City On Our Knees
If you gotta start somewhere why not here
If you gotta start sometime why not now
If we gotta start somewhere I say here
If we gotta start sometime I say now
Through the fog there is hope in the distance
From cathedrals to third world missions
Love will fall to the earth like a crashing wave
Tonight’s the night
For the sinners and the saints
Two worlds collide in a beautiful display
It’s all up tonight
When we step across the line
We can sail across the sea
To a city with one king
A city on our knees
A city on our knees
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
If you gotta start somewhere why not here
If you gotta start sometime why not now
If we gotta start somewhere I say here
If we gotta start sometime I say now
Through the fog there is hope in the distance
From cathedrals to third world missions
Love will fall to the earth like a crashing wave
Tonight’s the night
For the sinners and the saints
Two worlds collide in a beautiful display
It’s all love tonight
When we step across the line
We can sail across the sea
To a city with one king
A city on our knees
A city on our knees
Oh-oh-oh
Tonight could last forever
We are one choice from together
Tonight could last forever
Ooh
Tonight could last forever
We are one choice from together
As family
We’re family
Oh Tonight could last forever
We are one choice from together
You and me
Ya, you and me
Tonight’s the night
For the sinners and the saints
Two worlds collide
In a glorious display
Cuz its all love tonight
When we step across the line
We can sail across the sea
To a city with one king
A city on our knees
A city on our knees
Oh oh oh
A city on our knees
A city on our knees
Oh oh oh
If we gotta start somewhere why not here
If we gotta start sometime why not now
Daniel led this song during Worship just now!
I didn't really like it initially, but when he played this song in the car on the way home, I suddenly felt that it was a super nice song! :DLabels: lyrics.
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I'm seriously getting more retarded as days go by. Hahahaha.
I drove Jermaine nuts in school today! :D
Today was a perfectly awesome day to sleep in, with the rain in the morning. But we had GP timed practice in the morning, so I had no choice ):
Alton's nice sister gave me a lift to school! Thanks! ((:
Of all days, I forgot my jacket today. When I needed it the most -.-" But Miss Ni was super duper ultra mega nice and she got jackets for Hanan and myself from the staff room cause it'd be freezing in LT1. ((:
Jermaine Peh the pigggggg overslept! Hahaha. But I had fun driving her mad while studying afterwards. Heh.
Church was okay, except that Alester kept making me laugh during the Spiritual Gifts workshop -.-”
Visited my aunt at KK Hospital with Daniel and Caprina afterwards, met some of my relatives there too! Dinner at HK Café was niceeee! :D We had a nice time of fellowship, and yay, we’re going to go to Timbre after my A’s!
Daniel – Don’t say we go with you uh.
Caprina – Not that it’s not encouraged, cause you’re already legal. Just doesn’t reflect nicely on us as your CG leaders. Hahaha
Daniel drove me home afterwards, amazing how he remembers the way back to my house! And after I alighted, I realized my clothes smelt just like his car. Hahaha
Anw its going to be a super long weekend! The amount of work due is absolutely disgusting.
RAWR.Labels: its a good day., school (:
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HELLO HELLO!
I'M IN A FREAKING GOOD MOOD TODAY! :D
STUDYING IN SCHOOL WAS FUN FUN FUN TODAY! WHEELALA~
HAD CONSULTATION WITH MR ONG AND HE WAS RETARDED TOO!
SO YUPP, ALOT OF NONSENSE! :D
Before that, Jermaine and me were talking to him about consultation.
Jermaine - Okay so I'll see you at 7pm!
Mr Ong - What's on the menu?
Me - Fish and Chips!
Mr Ong - (gives the huh face) From?!
Me - Fish & Co! :D
Later Jerm and me asked him about another question then he was making links here and there.
Mr Ong - What came before the Long Telegram?
Jermaine - Uhh..
Me - The Short Telegram! :D
Basically, I just didn't make sense. Period.
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Today's an awesomeeeee day!
Hahaha I was in a super duper ultra mega good mood today, for goodness knows what reason. :D
I was practically talking/doing rubbish the whole time!
Studying at the cafe with Jermaine, Regina, Sky, Jun Zhe and Rahul was the bomb.
Haha we had bananas to eat, courtesy of Nike (they had their run clinic thingy today)! ((:
We each walked down the stairs to the concourse, with a banana in hand, to clear the excess, and we even gave one to the security guard! Damn hilarious. I was tying my hair, so I passed my half-eaten banana to Jerm.
And someone (I think Rahul) went, ‘Eh Jermaine! Why you got two bananas!’
Plus she was holding it in a weird way! Hahaha we all knew what he was talking about but the poor girl didn’t. Retarded max!
And Rahul Thadani was being an absolute asshole, seriously. We met Mr Ong on our way out of school, and Rahul decided to take revenge for me bastard-ing him.
Rahul : Eh Mr Ong! Jessica says she totally hates History, she wants to give up History for the A-Levels!
Me : HOI!
Rahul : I was telling her to strike a balance between her subjects but she said she’s gonna fail History so no point. (continues about some other thingy, main point was about me neglecting History)
Haha all these while, Mr Ong remained silent. When Rahul finished,
Mr Ong : (Looks at Rahul) Just eat your banana!
Rahul : (obvious shock) Eh whose side are you on!?!?!
Mr Ong : Her side la! She’s my History student!
Rahul : But I’m your Council student also!
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And the conversation ended with some Oxford talk, hilarious much.
But hahaha, Rahul Thadani, IN YOUR FACE! :P
I seriously didn’t expect that from Mr Ong, but (Y)! Anyway Rahul’s dumb luh. Of all subjects, he chose to mention History. When Mr Ong knows that I’m pia-ing History. -.-”Labels: its a good day., school (:
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You know what, I think God really works in amazing ways.
Its all so real. If you bless Him, He'll bless you abundantly.
When I realised what had actually happened, I was in shock.
And now, my heart's still beating super fast.
Thank you Lord! ((:Labels: thank you Lord (:
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 I found a whole host of verses on Tumblr that day, and I remembered how awesome it is to have someone who will always be there for you, rain or shine.
 Its also awesome how you can cling on to the promises for strength and deliverance no matter what, and you know He'll never forsake you. :D
Yes Lord, I want to thank You; for all You've done in my life; for all the blessings received; and simply put, for being there for me always.
Thank You Lord ((:
Labels: thank you Lord (:
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 If only the same thing applied or our studies. Oh you're weak? Just change the batteries and everything will be alright again. :/
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First Love
My Highest Call,
My greatest call
Is loving you
Your perfect love,
has won my heart
Now I am yours.
Your sacrifice, demands my life
And I will live to honor
Your holy name,
the price you paid
So I sing
You’re my first love,
You’re my true love
You’re my reason,
You are why I breathe
I will give you my devotion
All of me, all of me
You chose the cross,
You chose me
Surrender Your life,
You chose me
Though I did not deserve,
You chose me
So I choose to love,
just as You chose me
I put you first,
as You first loved me
I’ll treasure Your grace as you died for me.
Went to City Harvest with Jermaine just now, and that song spoke to me.
Idk why, but recently I get this feeling that somehow, in the midst of my hectic life, I seem to be forgetting His presence in my life, I seem to forget Him altogether.
That sucks.Labels: lyrics., thank you Lord (:
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At the end of the day, I'll just prove it to you IN YOUR FACE that I can do it. Just wait.
But seriously, I need more people like you to push me.
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Recently, my mum gave me $100 to deposit in my bank account after realizing that I'd spent all my CNY money. Along with the cash came specific instructions to 'spend the money SPARINGLY'.
Just today, I walked into FOX and came out grinning like a happy girl with 2 new tops; both at 30% off. But, my account just got poorer by $37.66.
Shucks. At least the GSS is ending soon.Labels: its a good day.
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That's the reality. But then again, what's the point of looking back?Labels: school (:
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Talking to Regina online and I suddenly remember what happened yesterday when Miss Liu rushed up to me before morning assembly, held my hand and looked at me in eyes.
Trust me, the feeling wasn't good.
Even the thought of it now makes me feel horrible.
It just sucks to know you've been a disappointment.
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I THINK DINOSAURS ARE SUPER CUTEEEEE :D
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