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J.
"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."
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TAGBOARD.
PEEKTURES.
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I want to feel the same amount of satisfaction everyday..
Anyway, Off On Wheels went on uber smoothly, thanks Waii Hoong and Yong Siong! I don't know what I'd do without the two of you. (:
I totally shagged myself last week, plus Off On Wheels was held on Saturday. I had the stone face the whole time and Miss Liu kept asking me if I was okay lol.
Slept for 15 hours after reaching home, but I'm still tired.
Rawr.
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BLOODY HELL. OKAY, I'M PISSED.
I gave my dad the Meet-The-Parents session form to fill in.
Dad - Make sure you detach uh!
Me - Up to you to detach what you want what!
Dad - You want me to sign right?
Me - Don't even need to sign!
He got angry and went to sleep.
What the hell?
Firstly, no signature is required.
Secondly, all the while my mum detached whatever she wanted and returned it to me. How the hell would I know what you want! If you sign/fill in and return the thing to me in its entirety, I'd take it for granted that you don't want anything. Right?
Bloody hell.
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That's my current state of mind. All the emotions mixed into one heap.
CT results are out, and they're far from desirable. In a way, you could say it was expected, due to the lack of preparations, but then again, even those I really studied for turned out freakishly horrible. Like Econs. And Math. Urgh.
2A02's a class of concern, oh wells. Most of the cohort scored under 30, o.o
But yes, I'll pick myself up and continue.
My MYEs wouldn't be like this.
I PROMISE.
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I'm totally screwed cause my homework's barely done. Labels: school (:
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On The Side Of Me; Corrine May
I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
On the side of me
I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
On the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
But you
I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth
'Cause you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
On the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold
When it's cold outside
And there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
All alone I cried
There was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...
Yeah you choose to be
On the side of me
On the side of meLabels: lyrics.
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On the 18th of Marc 2010, Jessica bought a school bag, a pair of school shoes and a nice necklace. As a result, she's an ELATED girl! :D Labels: its a good day.
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Conquered Mount Ophir, and the feeling's awesome.
The climb up was totally draining, I swear its the first time I ever felt like that. Especially the first part, cause I was uber sleepy. Thanks guys for cheering me on!
And Waii Hoong, I'm really and truly and deeply and sincerely sorry for grabbing on the flimsy and unstable trees/plants for support and flinging them in your face afterwards. But thanks for taking good care of me! :D
The view on the top was simply amazing, it made the climb worthwhile. Watching the scenic view, I felt a sense of pride and acomplishment ((:
Climbing down was way easier. For one, I prefer down slopes. Plus, I was already fully awake and snapped out of the grouchy mood I was in when we first started out. Group 3 and part of 4 formed the SR ODAC CHORALE and we had fun, singing nonsense songs to entertain ourselves along the way, even creating our own songs. It poured like no one's business later on, and we just chionged down. At that point, my knees were aching like crap but I didn't care. I wanted to get out of the rain, that was my motivation. I totally ignored the pain, just sped up. Its in times like this I was glad I borrowed Yun Jia's hiking boots, they provided the grip and footing! Although they were too big and my thick socks was about 1cm below the top. I totally regretted choosing thickness over length, my abrasions are freaking bad and pain, the skin's raw and brown.
Anyways, returned to base camp and realised our tents were soaked, even though they were fully zipped up. Awesome much. Belongings soaked, thank goodness my bag was waterproof. Otherwise, no clothes left! Sleeping bag half soaked, jacket TOTALLY drenched in water. So much for it bringing it cause it wasn't there for me when I needed it the most. :(
At least the guy in charge of the resort was nice enough to offer us huts on his own accord. Thank goodness he did anyway, it poured again that night.
Now my abrasions became worse. Initially it was just brown and raw skin. After that, it started to bleed, pus came out. Its as though I fell and scraped my knees or something. :S
After the trek, it was my right knee that hurt like crap. Now, its my left. This's the worse trip ever, in terms of injuries.
But you know what? I saw things that made my day.
You know what I saw? I saw true gentlemen who were willing to make sacrifices for the sake of their fellow peers. Kudos! (:
you know, sometimes i think people don't think about the impact of their comment on people before they blurt it out.
what you people said, i don't think its fair to him.
he did what was right, honestly i'd have done the same if i were to be him.
and fyi, you did the same too. if you can, why can't he?
urgh sometimes, i just don't understand how people's minds are wired.
Labels: ODAC is love (:
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I screwed up every single paper except Econs. Awesome much, huh?
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I TOTALLY FEEL LIKE SLEEPING INSTEAD OF REVISING LIT AND MATH.
And I think I'll end up doing that. Maybe I'll wake up earlier tmr to read the online guides for Wuthering Heights. I still haven't finished reading the book yet, HAHA.
But I need to make sure I score for Math! I need my A. Otherwise my Common Tests are uber screwed. It doesn't help that we're gonna be tested on Statistics too, cause my Statistics are horrendously horrible. Urgh.
Lets cross our fingers and hope majority of the questions are on Pure Math, and the Statistics questions are easyyy! :D
That aside, Econs was surprisingly okaayyy! Yay! :D
What I studied came out, and for once, I actually knew what to write for the essays, and I didn't have to crap out some nonsense. For once. OMG, I feel so proud of myself.
BUT, whether or not what I wrote carries good marks.. Its a totally different issue altogether HAHA.
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2 down, 3 to go.
And the week kickoff-ed on a bad note. Got into trouble for leaving the hall before dismissal. Instructions weren't clear in the first place, mutual misinterpretation and misunderstanding. Lol that's so Cold War-ish.
Speaking of History, I guess I need to learn to think and consolidate my thought faster when I'm doing SBQ. Urgh.
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Hello, Common Test Week!
Please be nice and merciful towards me.
If you want to kill me, please let me die with some dignity.
With much love,
Jessica
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Studied at the CC today with Serene, Ting Fong joined us later. This is what happened..
"Today's a nice day, I went to the CC and was sitting two tables away from Angeline without noticing! Until like half an hour later, I looked up from my desk and saw this small girl going up to her and realised it was Jessica! Then on closer observation I realised that girl was Angeline! But she didn't wear specs/contacts so she couldn't see me with her naked eyes! Hahaha! Yeah then after that, concentration span shortened greatly (like duh~!) and more of gossiping and giggling with Angeline as we caught up on each other while Jessica being studious (fake one! :X HAHAHA kidding :S) studied her history. Well, actually both of them start their tests tmr. Anyway, there were 5 other zhss one year our junior studying there too lol, like a mini mini (x10000) zhss hangout place sia. Anyway, we went down to buy bubble tea and was going back up again when we saw Jaslyn! Like omg, she came to give us a surprise rofl.
Glad that I went there today, was actually deciding to just stay home rot instead because I woke up nearing noon to an empty house and felt groggy :S But it was a good thing that I went so I could see them! I didn't even know Angeline signed up again!
Guess we'll be back to studying together for a lvl again ~ :D Both of them take h2 lit and econs too :D And all three of us aren't confident for our lit. :( Jokejokejoke, we want ms ow backk pleaseeee!
And this time round, no gossiping and drifting away one day before our papers! :P" - CHARMAINE, @ www.mysugarrush-x.blogspot.com
Today's an awesome day! I miss the Sec 4 days ttm!
HAHA today seems to be a 'Meet your fellow ex-Zhonghuarian Day'.
Charmaine Chung, I'm a studious person okayy! The 2 of them were gossiping super duper ultra mega loudly, I could hear them from a distance. So much for studying. HAHA it became worse when Jaslyn came.
AND, I'M NOT SMALL!!!
Labels: its a good day.
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Happy Fact #1 : I can get a 40% refund for my camera that spoilt in LiJiang! :D
Happy Fact #2 : I bought a nice bag from Novena Square and I love it ttm! :D
Happy Fact #3 : More or less understood the whole chapter on Market Failure (:
Happy Fact #4 : Spotted potential questions for Monday's History Paper! :D
Happy Fact #5 : The holidays are coming!! :D
Sad Fact #1 : Common Tests start on Monday! I'm hardly prepared!
Sad Fact #2 : I need to stop spending unnecessary money!
Sad Fact #3 : I sleep too much, when I should have been studying.
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I Was Made To Praise You
I was made to praise You
I was made to glorify Your name
In every circumstance
To find a chance to thank You
I was made to love You
I was made to worship at Your feet
And to obey You, Lord
I was made for You
I will always praise You
I will always glorify Your name
In every circumstance
I'll find a chance to thank You
I will always love You
I will always worship at Your feet
And I'll obey You, Lord
I was made for YouLabels: lyrics.
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Yes, re-exam students can do well at the A Levels if they're willing to work hard. I will be one of them (:
(okayy, not really magic, but hard work plus divine intervention I guess?)
The Class of 2009 did awesomely well, I'm happy for them. Mr Tan was smiling today, how rare is that! Haha.
I still can't forget what Augustus's Geography teacher said. She saw his results slip and got a shock that he got an A.
Teacher - What did you do to your paper! Draw hearts all over uhh! You this type, ting ting dong dong in my class still can get A!?!?
HAHA the way she said ting ting dong dong plus her actions, super cute lol!
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OMG I SERIOUSLY CANNOT BELIEVE I GOT A DISTINCTION FOR A LEVEL CHINESE ORAL!!
Haha those who know me, I totally can't speak Chinese. I was the Chinese Representative last year, and when our Chinese teacher became this guy from China, and you know how the subject teacher always talks to the reps and all? HAHA he totally couldn't understand me, and Shawn'd have to step in and help me talk. Worse still, sometimes even Shawn couldn't understand me. That's how bad it is lol.
Amazingly, DISTINCTION! Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh. Haha I was in a super good mood today :D
Dear God, thanks for seeing me through the Oral and allowing me to say things the examiners perceived as impressive, thanks for allowing me to be the first person so they wouldn't have any basis for comparison, cause without my oral to pull me up, I might have failed lol. Ironical, huh? Usually its my written that's good, speaking that's horrendous my now the tables are turned.
Anyways, Regina's super duper ultra mega dumb. I swear.
Jessica - Oh my gosh distinction! :D :D
Regina - Shut up la, I got merit.
Jessica - Okayy what!!!
Regina - Merit is below pass ehh.
I seriously felt like slapping her HAHA.
Outdoor cooking during ODAC, fun fun fun! Haha my group's full of nonsense, invented new food ideas on the spot. We got plastic utensils from the cafe cause no one brought any. Amazingly enough, we all forgot haha. You know how plastics might melt and all under high heat, blah blah. I don't know why, Miss Liu seemed to think it was my idea. When it wasn't!
Miss Liu - But if it's Jessica's idea, understandable. Cause she's an Arts student, doesn't study Chemistry.
Jessica - Not my idea!
Yao Yang - Eh but she's from Girl Guides!
Piang eh. HAHA then they started laughing at me and all, what the shit! And the person who ingeniously thought of the idea just sat down there quietly while I took all the 'blame' -.-"Labels: ODAC is love (:, school (:, thank you Lord (:
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samantha ann says:
hey
JESSICA ♥ says:
?
samantha ann says:
haha you there?
JESSICA ♥ says:
HAHA nope
samantha ann says:
HAHA gg off?
JESSICA ♥ says:
its a ghost replying you :D
not really
samantha ann says:
hahaha
you ahLabels: msn conversations.
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okayy, this isn't exactly making much sense to me.
you claimed i was weird and all when i felt that way.
now, you feel the same way too.
who's the weird one?
but, at least you finally know how i felt.
which. is kinda useless i think.
the damage has already been done.
plus, the circumstances have changed...
as i read your tweets, i can totally imagine being in those shoes.
its all so familiar.
all the sadness and emo-ness cause of the neglect felt
its an exact replica of my feelings.
i guess its just human nature?
you won't know how it feels like until you've been in a similar situation too.
and somehow, i end up missing you and all the good old days.
i don't want to feel like i'm imposing on you, so that explains why i've been quiet of late.
rawr.
aye, life's just complicated.
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Common Tests start on Monday, I'm hardly prepared. Except for Mathematics and Literature. Congratulate me. So much for wanting to score at least 40 points. Pfft!
Anyway, school's turning me into a grouchy girl. Endless amounts of homework, and they compromise my sleeping time and subsequently, attention span during lessons.
As a result, I'm easily irritable. Gah.
Plus, I've lost interest in other things too. ODAC for one. It just seems as though my life revolves around school and the A Levels.Labels: school (:
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