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J.
"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."
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TAGBOARD.
PEEKTURES.
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pressure, pressure, and more pressure. but its good, i seriously dont wanna retain, although i'll get to experience another year of ODAC. haha.
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OH.MY.GOODNESS.
THIS.IS.SERIOUSLY.GETTING.OUT. OF.HAND.
that aside, i'm seriously freaking out about econs and literature.
wuthering heights is boring. i fell asleep while reading it in school today. and my reading speed is way slower than usual. freak.
anyways, thanks for the concern guys! (: yeah, i'll just give it my best shot;
i'm locking this blog soon, tell me if you want to be invited.
church tmr, yay :D
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its late, the stupid after effects of drinking the coffee from coffee bean on sunday hasnt worn off yet. but i think i shall head to bed soon.
anw, i've been sorting out my thoughts recently. and whoever told me that JC life would be when you'd really enjoy yourself is a huge freaking liar. yes.
i really wanna turn back the clock and relieve those secondary school days. i miss them so much. the teachers, the friends, the stupid school with all the stupid freaking ass rules, yeah. i wouldnt mind relieving those memories.
esp in sec 3, when 3e3'07 was just rebellious. i remember all the discipline problems our class had. ironic, miss ow taught our class but we gave her loads of trouble too. and she was our friend. instead of DM.
all the heck care attitudes when the school changed 6 out of 9 of our teachers, and we got mainly fresh NIE graduates. yes, they were fun to fool around with. looking back, i wonder what i was doing during lessons. lol, i ended up with 4 F9s for EOY, with 48% score. i was still promoted though.
4e3'08 was somewhat similar, fun, hyper, full of nonsense. we got into less trouble, but miss ow still remained as our friend. i still remember the time she wanted to lecture us for going for recess during the lower sec recess but she ended up making us laugh. and she commented that our class is the only class that she can laugh with after scolding us.
haha, the scene whereby our class linked hands and ran across the parade square on graduation day was the max. the entire level, including mr chong laughed. and all the water bombs we hid under mr chong's watchful eye when he made us destroy them, all the havoc we created after graduation lunch, gosh. i miss those days.
and all our rebellious attitudes towards council after the EXCO took over, idk, most of the other sec 4 councillors turned anti-council. my attire was crap, i hardly wore my tie after assembly, i seldom wore my council badge, my socks, and esp my skirt length. one day,
mr chong - while waiting for the bell to go so that we can start the flag raising ceremony, please check your attire. girls, your skirts are supposed to be below your knee.
i was standing in front of 5N1, for duty. i was their class attachment councillor. and when mr chong said those words, i felt miss wong TL and miss tan GH's eyes on my skirt. it was above my knee, haha. and i was a school councillor. exemplary behaviour was expected. me? haha.
anw yeah, all the privileges given to the sec 4s & 5s when we sat in the gallery for assembly. how we laughed at whatever stupid thing mr chong said to the school population. he was scolding us, but we found it funny. he never scolded us. i still rmb one incident, whereby the sec 1 to 3s could stay in the hall for assembly, while we proceeded back to class for lessons. we were obviously not happy, so we started mumuring.
mr chong - sec 4s & 5s in the gallery, is there any problem?
sec 4s & 5s - YES
haha i think he didnt expect us to say yes, but we did. he was shocked, but there was nothing he could do. DMs in zhonghua are always nice people. i still remember the fire drill. i was one of the student helpers, and after everything i carried the box with the 2 loud hailers back to the GO. when mr chong put the loud hailer back in, the other one sounded.
me - ahh!!! mr chong!!!
mr chong - (laughs) you ah. we're all so kan chiong already, you make things worse.
lol, yeah. i still remember how we bargained with him regarding council investiture rehearsal dates that the sec 4s had to attend.
the DMs were actually very nice people, if you know them.
oh wells.
i miss all the company.
ZHGG 1st COY Singapore
Zhonghua 5th Student Council
4E3'08.
Happy Bitches
Bu Ke Si Yi
(: (:
i can never replay the tape in a different environment. in SRJC, things are just different. different friends, different backgrounds, it's hard to be myself. i havent found the jessica i knew back when i was in zhonghua. i think i left part of myself there. the jessica my friends now know, its only part of the person i truly was from 2005 to 2008..Labels: zhonghua memories
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-HeMz- says:
lol
haha
why u happy ah?
JESSICA ♥ I'M HAPPY! FOR NO APPARENT REASON HAHA. (: says:
no reason!
see my nick la
lol
-HeMz- says:
NO AS IN I KNOW ITS NO REASON
BUT HAS TO BE A REASON WHY UR HAPPY FOR NO REASON RITE
LOL
JESSICA ♥ I'M HAPPY! FOR NO APPARENT REASON HAHA. (: says:
NO!
lol
i really happy for no reason haha
-HeMz- says:
okok
lol
shall nt disturb u then
JESSICA ♥ I'M HAPPY! FOR NO APPARENT REASON HAHA. (: says:
why?
disturb!
i got no one to talk to
-HeMz- says:
lol
eh
u okay anot
sometimes when ur happy for no reason..it might mean ur sad but trying not to show it u know
JESSICA ♥ I'M HAPPY! FOR NO APPARENT REASON HAHA. (: says:
irritating la
i'm really happy!
-HeMz- says:
LOL
alrite
if u insistLabels: msn conversations.
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Days Of Elijah lyrics
These are the days of Elijah
Declaring the word of the Lord
And these are the days of your servant, Moses
Righteousness being restored
And though these are days of great trials
Of famine and darkness and sword
Still, we are the voice in the desert, crying
"Prepare ye the way of the Lord!"
chorus:
Behold he comes, riding on the clouds
Shining like the sun, at the trumpet's call
So lift your voice, It's the year of Jubilee
And out of Zion's hill, salvation comes.
And these are the days of Ezekiel,
The dry bones becoming as flesh
And these are the days of your servant, David,
Rebuilding the temple of praise.
And these are the days of the harvest,
The fields are as white in the world.
And we are the laborers in Your vineyard,
Declaring the word of the Lord!
chorus
There's no God like Jehovah,
There's no God like Jehovah,
There's no God like Jehovah!Labels: days of Elijah
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okay, dumb. we were supposed to bring our ODTs today.
i vividly rmb taking out mine from the drawer, but i couldnt remember what happened afterwards.
this morning, i was walking to the MRT station. when i suddenly rmbed about my ODT. i was too lazy to go back to get it though.
i decided to be a good girl and line up to get my temperature taken, and what the shit, today had to be the day whereby they record down your names and make you come at 7am the next day to show them your thermometer.
okay, i accept it as the result of my forgetfulness.
THEN,
during econs lecture, i drank water, and as i bent down to put my bottle back into the side pocket of my bag, i saw my thermometer. oh my gosh, i felt dumb/retarded/stupid, whatever.
okay, i happened to see mr peter goh during lunch. so i showed him my thermometer and ask if i could not come tmr at 7am.
he laughed.
and said i still had to come early tmr morning.
freak, this is super duper ultra mega lame, i swear. gosh.
anw, alot of ODAC-ians look super tanned now, and yunjia commented that we look like refugees.
seriously, what the hell, yunjia? lol.
no link alright. haha
and its gross, the skin on my nose is peeling. so it looks super ugly now, with patches here and there. gah.
oh well, thats what i get for joining ODAC (:
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the skin on my nose's starting to peel. gah. aftermath of my 16km kayaking sea expedition. Labels: aftermath.
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i was doing my lit essay with shawn at the cafe this morning after pw consultation, while waiting for cheryl's meeting to end so i could meet her to study.
at one point of time, i got tired of my essay
me - i feel like leaving already.
suddenly, my phone rang. it was cheryl.
talk about telepathy .Labels: telepathy.
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damn the sea expedition, i slept for practically the whole day today. not counting the fact that i knocked out at 9pm last night.
and my scalpe, face, arms and thighs are sun burnt. and my arms ache. rawr. but i kinda had fun.
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sleeping at 5.30am and 3.30am on 2 consecutive day is seriously no joke. esp when you have lessons at 8am..
watched The Proposal with jasmine after PW consultation. the woman tried to charge us adult prices. despite the fact that i was in school uniform. -.-"
nonetheless, the movie was awesome! :D OH OH. and we saw miss tay (:
astons-ed for dinner, the queue was uber long. its a good thing we only needed a table for 2; we walked past many other patrons in the queue haha.
JASMINE! I STILL MISS YOU!
blogger doesnt allow me to upload photos! they dont want to appear even though blogger says they've been loaded -.-"
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okay, i officially declare that yunjia is smart. i know how to make the tool bar appear already. (:
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i was talking to vanessa on MSN, and i gotta admit, what X said actually made sense, whether or not i want to admit. weird, but i never realised it, until X mentioned it. vanessa, i totally agree, its a reality check. harsh reality check i must say. and now i'm all confused. to the extent that i cant articulate my thoughts.
thanks van for hearing me out, sorry about all the readings you had to do, haha.
X, thanks for pointing out what i might have been missing all along.
dont think so much k
just know what you want and let time do its thing
take a deep breath and go to sleep
tmr's a new day
- vanessa
i love you! (:
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153-ed home with yunjia to serangoon mrt. i realised its lame, wont it be the same if i took the bus to kovan MRT and take the train from there? faster though. there was no one to take the circle line with me today, so i felt lazy to train home. ended up walking a longer distance from the bus stop to the circle line platform at serangoon -.-"
and i looked out for my stop today. the past few times i 153-ed with yunjia, i almost missed my stop haha.
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We Are The Reason - Avalon
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives
We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love
I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him
He is my reason to live
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i finally came up with my official study plan.
went back to zhonghua today, and i missed that place like crap. all the four years, bittersweet memories. class reunion was the best. just sitting around, talking to people you havent really talked to since graduation day. the feeling was just awesome. took a class photo with miss tan, and i miss her chinese lessons. to think that i used to complain about them. the chinese lessons i have in JC are way worse than hers by 1000 times?
haha she was saying she couldnt recognise some of us, cause we became more mature, face shape changed, etc etc. you know what she told me?
miss tan - sometimes i cant recognise you. cause you're getting prettier. :D :D :D :D :D
lunch-ed and ION-ed with cheryl and adeline. pictures up when i feel like it, and when blogger allows for it.
pilot testing at NTU tmr, i'm nervous. haha my dad did most of the arrangements for me, heh :)
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