1:09am and I'm supposed to be sending out email reminders before i hit the sack, but for some absurd reason i'm missing you all over again. maybe my pms-induced-heartburn reminded me of the heartache, idk.
don't know why you still have this mega huge impact on me. i occasionally (accidentally) look back on the times spent with you, and there is always this ache. even as i'm typing this, i feel my eyes watering and my vision blurring.
maybe i should attempt to stop attributing my weakness to pms, and start admitting to myself that yes, i still do miss you.
7am call-time tomorrow, sigh.Labels: jaemzofspade.
|
