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"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."

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FIRESIDE.

whee! returned from Fireside just now. and i think absence makes the heart grow fonder. our DG today was super crappy. after 5 weeks, we have our DG group again. lols lydia thought we'd be still be in the room for lessons so she brought 3 jap fishes along. haha. but we were in the worship hall and wow. the smell was so strong. but i guessed we had fun today? though we were rushing through the questions due to the lack of time.
dylan - eh auntie choon lee, you know which questions we shd focus on right? so can we do the impt ques then spend the time talking abt other stuff?
auntie choon lee - yeah the impt one is ques 10. the application question.
US - so can we do it now?
auntie choon lee - but the rest of the questions lead up to it so lets do them first.
US - -.-"

lol and lydia kept going on abt how we're immersing ourselves in the presence of God then at one point she asked, "er what question are we at? i'm too immersed in the presence of God." ROFL.

and megan was dying to have dinner together with us. she kept asknig auntie choon lee and she kept ignoring her. haha. then at the end megan volunteered to close us in prayer. "dear God, ..... and i hope we can have dinner together. in Jesus name i pray, Amen" -.-"

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i suddenly felt like blogging again, i dont know why. and i just feel that everything around me's screwed.

havent used the computer for quite long. havent found the time to. anw i dont know why i've been feeling super ultra mega tired recently. almost everyday, someone'll tell me, "are you okay? you look very tired." as a matter of fact, yes i am. omg. i keep telling myself that i need to study for the preloms and o's. i want to prove my parents, esp my dad that i can do it and i can get accepted into a JC. he's been going on abt how i may not even get accepted into ITE. like damn. but i dont deny that i've been slacking the entire 2007. the entire year. i didnt even study for the EOYs. like omg. i didnt know what had gotten into me last year. and my expected L1R5 based on my PSLE score is 8. and what am i getting now? close to 30. wth. somehow, its just lip service. my hands and my brain remain still. dang. can someone motivate me?

and oh. smth assholic. that day my dad said no when i asked him abt going for Fireside on saturdays. then i told Doc John abt it last sunday. he talked to my mum, blah blah but she said my dad controls everything. and when my mum talked to him, he denied saying no. wth. i can clearly rmbed that when i asked why he said, "now everything you ask is no." when i pointed that out to my mum she said maybe i didnt say what "saturday thingy" i meant. but still. you cant any-o-how say no without knowing more. right?

that aside, i kinda have the sixth sense that smth's gonna happen. i mean 2 consecutive days, 2 different ppl. and these ppl arent even close to me. i dont know. i just pray that i'll know what to do when smth happens. i dont even know what. but damn. i dont know. i just have a lot of thoughts running through my mind recently.
and i was shocked at what happened in sgoon central yst. it was totally unexpected. all the friendly-ness, etc was smth i never expected. but i can say that what heppened has changed my impression of you. =)

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