FAITH, HOPE & LOVE ♥ <body>
magical stardust ☺

J.

"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."



bold italic strikeout underline

TAGBOARD.


PEEKTURES.
FLASHBACKS
September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 January 2013 February 2013 March 2013 April 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 August 2013 October 2013 November 2013 December 2013 January 2014 February 2014 October 2014 November 2014 September 2015

watched a jap drama serial with my bro until 4plus this morning. LOL. nice and romantic! but i didnt really understand parts of it since it's alr season 2. but nonetheless, it was nice! =D

i amazed myself yst for by being able to study a whole physics chapter and not feel tired, with extra energy to do other hmk and even stay up to 4plus. hahas.

we had a maths ssp before parents day yst and omg. damn funny sia. gabriel started asking abt periods and whether your arse will hhurt or not, blah blah. then halfway through we started talking abt wet dreams. i cant rmb who, but one of the girls didnt know what it was. and someone else asked mr ang. LOL! he was so paiseh. and we started talknig abt more sick stuff and mr ang was, "oi!" hahahahas.

mac-ed for lunch with char, jas and nat. i bought a happy meal! cause the toys were hello kitty =D

Labels:


you know what? thanks alot. thanks for spoiling my quite fantastic mood. damn you. i dont know, but my impression of you's starting to change. i'm sorry. but its the truth.

i dont have the mood to continue mugging my physics now. thanks a million.

i feel so shitty. dont ask me why.

ARGH!!! i've been having emo periods of the day recently. hais.

i ended up amazing myself by coming this far. seriously.



...and the counter aint stopping yet.

Labels:


=)
rawr. my right butt's aching. like SHIT. the part where it joins the leg. lols. the result of not having PE for abt 5 weeks. miss talib nicely decided not to come. but she finally came yst. after 49114439482962 days of absence from sch. warm ups were quite retarded. esp the one where we had to lie face down on the floor and lift our heads+chest up. we were laughing like crazy then miss talib went, " why is there so much laughter from the girls?" lols. cheryl didnt even do it la. she was just like lying down with her head propped up the entire time -.- "

took class photo for the year book page. they super stingy can. decided to give the graduating classes only 1 page. down from 2. wth. we told keziah to come for the last period since we were taking the photo then. it happened to rain, and she msged me, "hi i'm stuck opposite school :(" lols. a while later miss tan asked us what time she was coming. i told her kez was stuck opp sch and i think she was kinda shocked..? hahas. later she said that both of us cld connect our minds and know what the other person was thinking. LOLS. cause of that she gave me the priviledge of 'fetching' her over. ^^

yay! gabriel ended up treating me to bubble tea. in the end, my report was shorter than his, as expected but he decided to leave it at home on the day miss ting asked us to hand it up. so i got free bubble tea ^^ thanks gabriel! =D

walked to tution with melissa yst and OMG. smth damn ass happened that made me seem like a bhb person. wth la. LOL i was super damn paiseh after that. anyways, our clique decided to try a speak only chinese campaign. for every sentence said in english, there wld be a penalty of $0.10. cheryl was the worst. hahas. she's fortunate we decided to scrap it. in the morning, melissa came back from bio and automatically, we started conversing in english abt not finishing mrs ang's chem hmk. lols we realised at the same moment that we were supposed to be speaking in chinese -.-"

anyways. i dont feel any motivation to study for the mid years. wth? and its 5+ weeks to mid years. what's this? rawr.

Labels:


lol i'm being quite random now. and omg. i wasted my whole night. doing nonsense on the comp when i shd actually start revising all my sec 3 stuff for mid years? eh no. make it learn. cause i never really paid att in class for certain subjects, let alone study for the EOYs. that explains why i dropped close to 200 lvl postions from sec 1. hahas. but you know what? its gonna change =D

stupid adeline. she got caught by mdm lau for skirt on wed then mdm lau asked her to see her yst. i went with her and she nicely decided to tell mdm lau that my skirt was very short. but good thing i decided to pull my skirt down. otherwise i guess i wld have to lenghten mine too. stupid addeline la. LOLS. anyways adeline was damn lame la. mdm lau was saying if we grew taller we must lengthen our skirts etc then adeline went, "bu hui zhang gao le" to which mdm lau replied, " ni shi yi shen ah?" at that point i was asking myself whther doctors cld determine whether or not you wld continue to grow. LOLS.

DEBATE?
mrs tobias gave me a shock today. we were discussing the debate and we were short of a 3rd speaker. then mrs tobias went, "i have a few ppl in mind - pearlie, jessica and phyllis."
OMG. like wth? i'm so not goin to be third. 1st and 2nd is okay. but 3rd is a real nonono. haha i told nathenial that i cld be the chairperson then let the other 2 ppl scissors paper stone or smth? lols.

and there's smth wrong with CHUNG ZHIXIN CHARMAINE.she decided to give everyone in class a card today. and so many ppl thought smth was happening to her or smth. but LOL. seriously.

Labels:


PHONE.
RAWR. my dad took my phone again. wth wth wth? i know i talked on the phone for like more than one hour till a few mins past midnight. but then when he was coming i had the common sense to cut off the line. but then after saying saying he went, "your mother asked you how many times to off alr?"
"never ask at all what."
"give me your phone now. i heard her asking you not to talk alr and to do your hmk."
like lols..? she never asked me to stop talking. only to talk softer, cause she was in the hall watching tv. and go do my hmk?? LOL. she only told me, "not abt work right.." cause i always tell her that the conversation's abt school work.

then like wth. he heard wrongly. then anyhow take my phone. wahlao eh. yst i was like," daddy, when can i get my phone back ah?"
"when you know how to behave yourself lor."
-.-" but i happen to know where my phone is! lol cause after he took it i heard the bells on my phone and the opening of his drawer then in the morning when i checked, my phone was there =D but the batt's flat now though.

anyways, sohleng. its okay la. although you cldnt sense my desperate hints that i needed to stop. i went, "wah. midnight alr leh. you dont want to sleep ah?" and " - yawns - i super tired alr leh!" lols she cldnt understand. you know she was so apologetic she even asked me, "eh you want i take out my card then lend you my phone not?" cause i was saying that carrissa has offered to lend me her spare phone and since i know where my phone is i can easily remove the SIM card. hahas. =D

P.S it's my 200th post! (:

Labels:


LOLS. i just realised i'm 16 years and 2 months old today. =D

goodnight, everyone!

sohleng - i'll be waiting for my lawyer's letter to come. i cant wait to meet you in court. =D

charmaine - you'll always be my SHINE. sohleng can be the water if she wants to. hahas.

RAWR.
LOLS i felt like posting again. i'm almost done with editing the chemistry air report, and damn, i'm still stuck with the stupid physics report. i made a deal with gabriel and the person whose report is the longest with RELAVANT points wins a cup of bubble tea. i think i know who's gonna end up buying who bubble tea. lol seriously.




You Are An Exclamation Point



You are a bundle of... well, something.

You're often a bundle of joy, passion, or drama.



You're loud, brash, and outgoing. If you think it, you say it.

Definitely not the quiet type, you really don't keep a lot to yourself.



You're lively and inspiring. People love to be around your energy.

(But they do secretly worry that you'll spill their secrets without even realizing it.)



You excel in: Public speaking



You get along best with: the Dash



CHARMAINE CHUNG!!! see! i added your name in my post :D

Labels:


CAMPFIRE>
i just rmbed that our campfire was supposed to be held sometime this week. but. miss tan didnt allow us guides to continue planning it. and i guess the scouts cldnt continue plannig the huge-scale event on their own so it was cancelled. wth.. its a pity, since we were alr halfway through everything.

RAWR.

Labels:


TAG.
i found this tag on sohleng's blog. LOL



-.-" enlarge it and read the boxed up tag by char.

Labels:


movie quotes.
lols i just found this cool website where you can search for movie codes containing your name, etc. and this one sounds wrong.

I love the smell of jessica in the morning.

Which movie was this quote from?

Get your own quotes:

Labels:


WTF.
WTF. SHE'S DAMN FREAKING ANNOYING. SERIOUSLY. AND ITS NOT LIKE I DID ANYTHING TO IRRITATE HER. I DID NOTHING OF THAT SORT AND SHE DECIDES TO GO ON NON-STOP. WTH.

cheryl told me previously that i should patch up the relationship with my mum or i'll live to regret it. but the problem is, i'm trying not to irritate her. but she still starts scolding and shouting at me. what's this la. and she starts to accuse me of stuff i didnt do. but she insists that i did them. she cant go on blaring non-stop about one issue. and trust me, its damn freaking ass annoying. and i cant do anything abt it. imagine me going home in a jolly and high mood. but once you open the door, she starts shouting at you, etc. obviously your mood will be spoilt. that's how i often feel.
i cant tell her off or smth. it'll get worse. or she may decide to slap me or smth. what's this la. i need my rights. i was really looking forward to her attending the motivational camp graduation talk. "i dont want to go." wth. and she didnt even read the letter i wrote. "what for?" imagine how hurt i was.

i'm getting really irritated.

Labels:


DOUNUTS.
whee! i'm ALMOST done with all the written holiday hmk! -claps hands :D-
hahas. but i kinda forgot what i learnt in tution abt vectors. hahas. so i cant really do the e maths quiz..?

anyways, i'm super jealous of CHERYL TAY HSI YING can? you know the muttons give out supper every friday night? she won it last night la. so cool! and she bluffed them that it was victoria's birthday. wth..? lols. i only tuned in after i off-ed the comp, which was ard 12.40am and they were announcing the winner. they gave cheryl a call. at that point of time i was asking myself whether or not it cld be her. the first part of the conversation sounded like her. but in the middle part, it sounded like some.. i dunno. angmoh-ish chinese? lol. then towards the end they asked cheryl how old her sister was. and she cldnt rmb. LOLS! the muttons were like, "what kind of a sister are you la!" hahas. but still, it was super cool la. justin hand delivered the dounuts to her house, and they had this 'live' conversation at her house. i almost burst out in laughter when they were singing vic a birthday song, since i knew it was definetly not her bday. and their singing SUCKED. lols.

Labels:


SUN. without the SHINE
oh wells. hahahas. thanks sohleng for cheering me up. i guess? hahas. thanks for being my sun. without the shine. LOLS!

Labels:


why?
oh my goodness. all i wanted to do was to visit and leave a tag. and wth. it made me sad within. i dont know why. its like. i thought i had alr gotten over it. i thought it didnt affect me. so what? its just a repeat of what happened the other time. it'll be over. i'll just continue my life the way it was. but tonight (14th march) as i sat at the table at the hawker centre waiting for my parents to finish their food i suddenly thought of it. and i became emo all over again. wth. and. what i saw. i mean, normally i wld just look at them, laugh to myself or smth? i dont know. but just now as i looked at them. i felt kinda weird within. sadness maybe? rawr. why why why?

its like. i cant forget everything that has happened. all the msges. i know it wasnt really smth special. but it was to me. oh wells. i dont knw why i'm feeling like this all of a sudden. when i told myself that no matter what happens, i'll persevere on.

weird eh?

Labels:


AIR
AIR

Air is everywhere. Every crack, hole and space that is not already filled with something else is filled with air. Every time you breathe, your lungs are filled with air. Even though you cannot see air, nor taste it, nor feel it (unless the wind is blowing), air is "something". It is a substance or material which scientists call "matter". Matter may be a solid, a liquid, or a gas. The matter called "air" is almost always a gas. On the average, a man inhales and exhales 500 million times during his lifetime. Without air, a man can live maximum 3-4 minutes.

In earlier times, air was thought to be simple substance and was called an element. However in the eighteenth century, it was shown that air is a mixture of two major components – nitrogen and oxygen and these 2 gases make up 99% of the air. They are always found in the same proportion of about 78 per cent nitrogen and about 21 per cent oxygen. There is also a small amount of carbon dioxide in the air, which is added to it by living things. The remaining percentage of air is made up of what are called rare gases: argon, neon, helium, krypton, and xenon.

Nitrogen: 78.1%
Oxygen: 20.29%
Carbon dioxide: 0.03%
Water vapour: 0.4%
Inert gas: 0.95%
Dust particles, sulphur oxides, nitrogen oxides, etc.: 0.23%

The great ocean of air extends for many miles above the surface of the earth. Because air is something, gravity attracts, or holds it, to the earth. Thus air has weight. The weight of the air exerts pressure. The air presses on your whole body from all directions, just as water would if you were at the bottom of the sea.If you climb a high mountain or go up in an aeroplane, there is less air above you, so the pressure is less as you go up. About eight miles up, the pressure is only one-eighth of that at sea level. At 62 miles, there is almost no pressure.

Air is important to all forms of life in several ways. Its pressure retains the shape of objects on the surface of earth. Air provides us with the life-giving element – oxygen, which is responsible for respiration and combustion. The importance of nitrogen in the air is in diluting the oxygen to moderate the process of burning and respiration. Oxygen is very reactive and without nitrogen everything would be in flames. Air is essential for burning and combustion and only oxygen of the air is used up in these processes.


heys melissa. maybe you can shorten it or smth? and see if you can add more stuff. oh! if possible, can you look for a detailed air composition diagram? thanks! =D
lols. both hotmail and yahoo are screwed up. i cant seem to send mails. oh wells. at least there's blogger. hahas.

Labels:


i've wasted my march holidays slacking. wth. i think yst's PL meeting was such a waste of time. we updated the particulars of our patrol mates on the guides website, planned what to pass down to the sec 3s and we were supposed to pack the guides room. however, our NICE quartermisstress, miss see wei ting jessica didnt bring the key. so we watched white chicks while waiting for mr lionel ang to come with the key. and i was so not looking forward to seeing mr ang since i forgot abt his ssp on wed? and regina decided to shout, "mr ang! jessica lin ponned your ssp yst!" to which mr ang replied,"oh ya. why? i need to see you." WTH??? stupid regina see. lols. in the end he explained the 1/x thing, and how in this situation, x cant be a zero. i didnt get into trouble!! =D
packed the guides room after that, and gosh. we have so much rubbish in there. and the scouts are messy ppl. their things are strewn all over the place. even in our area. we found their pulley (?), their water bottle (which i think still contains water) and a belt without a buckle. halfway through cheryl asked me whether or not to throw smth away. then i was telling her anything. and she asked, "do you want a copy?" then i was like so shocked? then she showed me what she meant. LOLS! hahas anyways i think i got a copy at home, although i;ll have to dig it out. thanks girl!

had council AGM this morning. saw yurong, ivan and darren on the way up. lol so weird. hahas. anyways i think it was a waste of time? it didnt concern the sec 4s at all la. went for lunch at AMK Hub's subway with weiling and tan wei. the entire hub was like a freezer la. lols. went to look for my mum again, helped aunty geraldine to fold the bulletins (sp?) then we left to meet my daddy for dinner.

Labels:


oh wells.
well. i suddenly thought of what happened last year. and i missed those times badly. although they were just plain crapping and maybe a little more at times, they were still special. they werent seen as normal messages. they were somewhat special to me. oh well. i doubt they'll return. please. would you be nice enough to help relieve those 'long-lost' memories?

Labels:


QUIZZING.
i got pretty bored doing the physics report and decided to do some quizzes!

You Act Like You Are 17 Years Old
You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid.
You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.
You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.
What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/">What Age Do You Act?


You Are A Blue Girl
Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.
What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorgirlareyouquiz/">WhatColor Girl Are You?div>




You Are a Yellow Crayon



Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors.

You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius.

Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way.

While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme.



Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth.

Labels:


RAWR.
its the holidays, but somehow the mood aint there. i've to go to school everyday. its no different from the school term, only that school hours are shorter, there are lesser subjects but longer periods, school starts later and there are breaks in between subjects most of the time. Note the fact that I used MOST not ALL. hahas.

had oral on monday. i was so super tired and i fell asleep while waiting for my turn, since i was the 4th/5th last one. and i didnt understand the conversation question. OMG. so i just crapped my way through. and wth. i kept saying 'then'!!! rawr. i can see my marks flying away.
went to brass basah complex with cheryl, yunjia and serene cause we wanted to find the old history textbooks. ate breakfast at j8's LJS with sherlynn first then train-ed to bugis. and i bought my wallet!!! =D wanted to walk to brass basah complex from bugis junction, but we ended up taking a bus since it was raining and only yunjia brought her umbrella. hahas. went to the shop selling 2nd hand books and i saw our physics workbook for sale there. it was in a super new condition, nth was written inside, selling for $4, and the shop was having a 20% storewide discount, so i got it for $3.20, whereas popular's selling it for $5.46. i seriously dunno where my disappeared to. i highly doubt its at home, since i took every single thing out of my cupboards and i cant find it. hahas. shopped for notebooks and stationery at POP @ CENTRAL, and i found this lizard notebook. hahas. it was more expensive then the rest, but i bought it cus it was so cute. hahas. trained down to serangoon later for tution and angeline's mum gave me a lift home afterwards since it was raining.

the physics students had chemistry ssp yst from 9am to 10am. sians. miss ong released us at 10.10am, and trina, weiqi, jasmine and me went opp to eat, on account that our next break will be at 2.30pm. lol so retarded. some of the 5n ppl were at the 3rd stall when we went there, and when tailim saw me he went,"lizard!" (by then we had alr walked into the shop) so i went,"cockroach la!" at this point of time, trina didnt know that i was refering to tailim and she went," har where where where???" and started panicking. LOLS. anyways theres a problem with the owners of that shop can. asked us what our orders were THRICE and still ended up serving us the wrong stuff. wth. stupid shaun saw me later and got so excited. pointed to me and tailim and went, "2 cockroaches!" i argued that i was a lizard but he said i since i'm so black, i'm a cockroach. he peered into my bowl, saw that i was eating tom yum and told me,"eating stuff with milk wont make you whiter. " -.-" wth..? hahas. the 4 of us ended up being 25 mins late for our ssp. hahas. miss ting didnt even care. the lesson was so boring and we ended up crapping with gabriel, guoguang and i think royston. had lit after that and halfway through, i felt sick. my rose starting running like shit. lols. went to j8 for lunch with angeline and grace, and we 58-ed to tution afterwards.

woke up at 11.15am tdy, after regina called me. took a quick shower and went to school for chi ssp. it was suppose to start at 12.30pm, but at 12.30, quite alot of ppl were still eating opp. and i realised that a maths ssp was today, not tmr! lol when char and the rest saw me they were, "you pon a maths!!" lol. sorry mr ang. when i received jess see's msg i somehow thought the "tmr" was thursday. hahas. went through the oral passages and omg. i read a damn lot of wrong words!!! miss tan chose ppl to read out the paragraphs and for the last one, she decided to call out a number. but she cheated at walked to the back to look at the numbers on our shirts, since that's what majority of us wore. and she decided to pick 23. lol wth. when she 'innocently' asked who 23 was we told her that person was absent and she went, " ci you ci li! zhe ge ren gan que xi?!?!?" (how daring of the person!! he/she decided to be absent ?!?!?) lols but i ended up having to read. bus-ed to j8 with shinying, ate LJS there, and i train-ed to novena to look for my mum. met my dad at toa payoh for dinner, and came home! =D

there's a PL meeting with the 3 teachers tmr. hmmm. wonder what we're gonna do. and there's council AGM on friday morning. WTH?


we make the world to round.

Labels:


stupid tobias, man. didnt even collect the files. so you cld say that my staying up till 3am to finish all her work was in vain. damn her la.

anyways, prize giving was sian. i was initially under class attachment. bacame foyer usher afterwards, then when the ceremony started i went up to the hall. before i cld sit, miss ong told me that at least 2 ppl had to be at the door to open and close it. -.-" stood there for a while, before sitting. after a while it was my turn again. as i walked there, miss ong told me to stand at the front door and makle sure no one leaves. WTH. and i was alone. stood there for maybe half an hour? until i went out and asked yiheng to take over.
went for dinner @heartland mall with jiahui, jaslyn, jasmine, char and weiqi, and we bought so jeong a soft toy dog. 136-ed home with jiahui, weiqi and char, but weiqi and char dropped halfway. waited damn long for the bus sia.

packed my room yst. well. not really pack la. i took everything out and put them back in again. hahas. cause i lost my DG manual and physics workbook part 2. but i cldnt find both. dunno what made me pull the entire cupboard out. my DG manual was behind -.-" dunno how it landed there. bus and train-ed to novena, went to LJS to pass char, weiqi and jaslyn a letter for so joeng, then i left for church for movie night. sohleng and angeline reached ard 7 when it was supposed to start at 6..? hahas. i was the receptionist and jonathan said i cld only go in when my friends came so i ended up missing the games and songs. RAWR. the movie had alr started when we reached. the show wasnt bad. quite nice actually. really, with God, nth is impossible. but it was damn cold la. hahas. sohleng left a while after the movie cause she was meeting her parents at orchard. after everything, angeline and me helped to pack up and we wanted to buy starbucks. but i realised my parents came to pick me up -.-" they gave angeline a ride home too =)

nth much happened tdy. went to church, came back and here i am. =D there's chinese oral tmr. i pray the words wont be to hard to read and the conversation to be smth easy. hahas. going out with yunjia serene and cheryl after that for lunch and to buy books then i'll have tution.

RAWR.

i HATE filing. seriously. because i'm forced to do the assignments i didnt want to hand up. hahas. i ended up doing 6 newspaper articles last night, along with 4 journals. but i was smart enough to copy out last years journals and edit them a lil. mrs tobias doesnt even read them -.-"

anyways, i'm kinda pleased with myself. i think my grades are improving. esp for my maths and a maths. =D but its partly cause i have tution too. but still..

a maths yst was super retarded. before that during maths mr lee said that charmaine was mas selamat's wife, cause she walks with a limp in her right leg, due to her dislocated bone which has yet to fully recover -.-" then later during a maths shufen randomly asked char and me our chinese names. when she knew char's name, she was, 'shdnt it be mas selamat translated?"
trina decided to try. and it became ' ma si le ma' directly translated, it means mother die alr or not? LOLS!

Labels:


HELLO! ;D
i'm in computer lab 3 now. for english. hahas.

you know what sucks? miss ong wants us sec 4 councillors to be down for duty on friday for prize giving ceremony. she says there arent enough sec 2 and 3s. and the worst part is that during the ceremony, i have to stand by the door and help open/close it -.-"

anyways, melissa the lame person says hi! =D

Labels:


msn is annoying. i keep getting signed in and out. rawr.