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J.

"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."



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TAGBOARD.


PEEKTURES.
FLASHBACKS
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well.. thanks serene. initially i thought it wasnt true. but after what serene told me, well. i'm obliged to believe its true again.

i wld be lying if i said i wasnt sad. but. i dunno what to do now. pretend i didnt hear anything??

PARADE COMMANDING.
i was the parade commander this morning. so scary. miss tan chye i decided to walk in front of me and start a a a hem -ing. lol wth. and miss tan gim hua was like, "you must be very loud ah.." i started freaking out as we were waiting for the bell to ring. and stupid yurong and tailim la. they started staring at me to make me laugh. and they obviously succeeded. -.-"

my voice sounded weird when i heard it. after that joey told me my scholar and sed was normal. then suddenly my "ia" was very low. hahahaha. and jess see said that she wanted to laugh when she heard my command. my heart was beating super ultra mega quickly. even after the attendance taking and all.

joey kung!!!! you really owe me one okay. she's supposed to be the parade commander next tues. but she doesnt want to. and i happen to be the reserve. so yeah. even if i dont agree to swop with her now, i wld still have to command on that day itself. its a win win situation. and its in the hall! omg-ness.

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RAWR.
you know smth? i cant find my DG manual. and i am SO dead.

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YAY!! finally changed my blogskin. and yeah. i'll link you guys soon. during the holidays i guess. sice week 9 and 10're common test weeks.

QUIZZING.
Get to know yourself better (http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx)

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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THINKING DAY RALLY>
OMG. i suddenly feel so tired. lols. had tution this morning with grace, rushed for lunch and rushed to school. but i was still 10 mins late. hahas. anyways, we became hairdressers for miss tay and miss ling. they saw us in plaits and felt like plaiting their hair too -.-" i helped miss tay tie hers, and lol she looked like some small kid. super cute can? miss ling's was nicer. cause hers was french plaits. miss tan came out from her meeting, saw their hair and started laughing. before that miss tay and miss ling were saying that miss tan shd plait her hair too. i tried to imagine her in plaits. and she looked super weird.

so yeah. boarded the bus for the indoor stadium. i felt like having french plaits too so asked hinye to help me. thanks! i think i look better in french? partly cause when i plait my own hair, the left plait will always stick out. hahas. miss tan didnt want us to sit according to our lvls. we had to sit with our patrols. it didnt turn out as bad as i had expected it to be though. =) erlin and me self-highed during the sing a long session but then the speeches and all got boring as usual. ended up playing sims 2 on eugenia's phone. hahas.

and. many of our juniors were kinda shocked that we werent getting any poor nor aisha awaard this year. i think its kinda a pity la. but too bad nth much was done in the first half of the year. we only had 56 points, and the minimum required for bronze was 70. cheryl was commenting that if we had worked as hard in the first half of the year then we cld easily reach 100 plus and get our gold award. true. but still. cant put the blame on the batch before us, i dont think it was their fault. they cant do anything if the teachers dont pass them word, etc. miss tan even said that when we were in sec 1, she told miss chan that we wld be the batch that will bring the company a gold. but now... anyways, no use crying over spilt milk. the most we can do now, is to spend our last few months in guides doing stuff that can help our juniors get the gold award.

so yeah. jiayous to the sec 3s this year! do your best, bring ZHS 1st COY S'PORE to greater heights!!!

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i suddenly feel like posting again.

well. i think the 3 day motivational camp worked wonders. many of us werent looking forward to it. but many of us broke camp on the 16th of feb feeling somewhat motivated. melvin said things that made me realise how important my parents, friends and everyone else were were to me, and very appreciative of what our parents did for us the day before, and most of us left for dinner that night tearing.

many of us were sobbing and singing our hearts out at the same time as we sang the final song "if we hold on together" with arms ard one another. it was a really touching moment, with many people taking the step of faith and courage to go up in front of the entire 4e/5n cohort to thank their parents. i wanted to go up so badly. i dont know why. even though only my dad came. and i so wasnt close to him. thanks weiqi for wanting to go up at the last minute. and thanks melvin for letting us speak, even though we had exceeded the time.

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RAWR.
i'm trying not to be bothered abt it, but i cant seem to stop it from appearing im my mind.

ARGH. WHAT'S THIS, MAN???

sohleng and cheryl are telling me to get over it. but like wth. its easier said than done. even if the roles were reversed, i wld have given the same advice too. but omg. its damn hard to put everything behind me. which i dont think i will anyways. hahahas. but yeah.

i will get over this obstacle. just like how i walked over the first one.

somehow i cant picture the combination in my head lols.

wheelala!!

HAPPY THINKING DAY!!!

HAPPY WORLD THINKING DAY, EVERYONE!!!!!!

lols. i think the parade this yeah was kinda short. but not as short as the one in sec 2 though. last year's was ultra long. good thing the VP didnt want to speak tdy. good think miss tan chye i decided to postpone the briefing for the sec 4/5s. otherwise goodness knows when we cld kulua baris.

anyways, tdy wasnt as bad as i expected it to be. the triple lit was fun, cause we didnt talk abt the book the whole time. miss ow randomly said that 4e3's a brillant class. -.- we started talking abt anything and everything, and we even complained abt mr chong and his weird discipline stuff hahas. well yeah. we asked abt the books issue and she said that it was cause the cleaners had to wipe everything at least once a week to get rid of the germs, etc and it was hard to do so with our books under the table so they decided to have us clear the books. the canteen siren thingy, according to miss ow is very effective. but like hello??? we're a secondary school. not the boys or girls home for goodness sake. i kinda have the feeling that ppl will start ignoring the siren in time to come. seriously.

i wanted to post abt smth but i suddenly cant rmb what. hahas. i hope i'll be able to self-entertain during the thinking day rally tmr. hahas.

oh! and i wanna see all my friends from the int camp =D

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ARGH.
ARGH.

can YOU please tell me it isnt true. please. its like the second time..? i persevered the first time. i'm not too sure if i can do the same this time. OMG-NESS. and the thought that i was the one that gave you the number makes the feeling worse. WTH.

why why why why why?!?!?!?!?

the funny thing is, your attitude towards me hasnt changed. weird eh..?

nonetheless, i shall perservere on.
jiayous, jessica!
you can do it!!!

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RAWR.
BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY.
seriously. i've been so tired this few days, now that next week's the common test week and since tmr's thinking day.

i've been rather retarded recently. haha. that day when i went up to 5n1 to off the lights stupid tailim said that he had a stomachache and was complaining that he had to go to the toilet everytime he saw me. -.-" i gave him the diao face and walked over to ask the girls to go down. but instead of saying, " erm can you all pls go down " i ended up saying, "erm can you all pls go toilet''. LOL. i told cheryl abt it later and she kept laughing hahas.

then we had chinese ssp on tues in the resource room, together with deng lao shi's 5n class. people came late, and since i was the nearest to the door, i ended up opening the door 20374390242 times. and at one point of time i pushed it too hard and the door ended up slamming against the wall. lol sorry to the person! and it was only after benjamin (or was it alvin..?) came in that i realised only benjamin said thank you. -.-"

well, yeah. thinking's day tmr!!! jiayous everyone for the contingent!!
RAWR. i dont feel like waking up early to plait my hair. rawr rawr rawr rawr. and i havent sewed on my heritage badge. wth.

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PICTURES
whee!!!! pictures taken during the motivational camp. i'll upload the CNY class deco ones some other time. =)



-i'll love you until the ends of the earth..-

















our nice 4e3 mindmap =D



ti-amo!!!! <3



I LOVE YOU!!!!





lol we were trying to touch our posters. but mine was too high up so i ended up pointing. haha



at this point of time gary went, "eh the 4 of you at the back! think what. you in taiwan ah?" LOL. we got so paiseh and sat down to complete our work lols.



whee!!! =D




4e3 makes the world go round.



very very round.



super ultra round! lol.



-.-" yunjia got bored while waiting for me to pack my bag.


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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

whee! received lots of stuff tdy. edible and non-edible lol. grace gave me a mini heart =D and the guys bought roses for everyone. cool right? haha. although they kinda withered during the motivational camp. hahas. thanks everyone for the presents!

motivational camp was kinda okay. the first 2 speakers were damn funny la. haha. but there wasnt enough time for recess. only 20 mins. -.-" ate malay with sohleng then she was complaining the 5n guys damn qian zhou. really la. they were saying that i shd order kids meal. then as i was ordering yu rong went, 'auntie i want orange juice -.-" . ' lol wth. and stupid darren kicked the vegetarian stall's pail for putting your plates at me. after that dingyao and him didnt want to let me walk to the table and started blocking my way. -.-"

so yeah. soh leng and me self entertained during the boring parts of the camp, although we laughed like shit most of the time hahaha. the last part was boring though. and we didnt get much stuff for dinner cause we were the last grp to go down. stupid la.


"opinions are like assholes, cause everyone's got one."

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OMG. school is seriously H-E-L-L.

seriously. thank goodness its the chinese new year week. i really need the break. i'm dying.

save me, please.

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GUIDES INT CAMP PHOTOS.
yay. i finally uploaded the pictures from the int camp.
OMG. i spent more than 1 hour doing this. haha. blogger had some stupid problem. grrr....

ANYWAYS, ENJOY, PEOPLE!!!!!!






lol they say i look like mother theresa -.-"



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i love this pic so much. lol.

US!



how we spent our saturday afternoon.

yay! =)



the big zhonghua guides family.




being as spastic as ever.



i guess she's looking out for someone to plant the kiss on? hahas







when the maldive guides first arrived..

cheryl doing her forfeit. =P


adeline and huiyu.
us out kayyaking.
lol this one was so imprompto. the photgrapher came and we randomly posed. with people we didnt even know. hahas.

with a sri lankan guide.






federal building


yunjia, yuying, cheryl and my hands!

i love the effects. although it turned out like that cause my hand shook like shit. hahas

in the middle of the night..

our light source. =)

looks somewhat like the olympics sign thingy right? hahas.


federal building, and our 2 tents!

our lovely tent =D


US ;D

now you see it, ...

...then you dont.
the newspapers that saked up all the moisture beneath our tent

zhonghua people in juliette low!