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J.
"an attempt to make sense of and articulate the thoughts running through my head."
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TAGBOARD.
PEEKTURES.
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RAWR.
know smth? i'm sick. like what the... had fever, sore throat and running nose. thank goodness the fever's gone. but my nose is still running. GRRRR.
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woah. i was supposed to be typing out the proposal for the campfire. but i started blog hopping. hahahas. until i forgot abt the proposal.
suddenly felt like posting a long post. but i dont know what to blog about. that's the problem. LOL. and i think i'm weird recently. i keep having weird feelings. hahas. its like i dont know what to do, etc. OMG. smth's seriously wrong. i never experienced this kinda thing before. hahahas.
lalalala. i'm worried for next year. its like. i havent really been bothering to study in 2007. that's why my grades plumeged like shit. and next year, i'm gonna chiong alr. going to prove my parents wrong =D
but i think the transition will be weird la. from not really studying to studying like siao. esp for physics. seriously, i only studied for the first test. the rest. i fell asleep while studying. LOL.Labels: TRANSITIONS.
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and oh.
anyone interested in buying iPod touch?
one of my friend's selling it. for $440.
brand new, if i'm not wrong.
leave a tag if you are.
and spread the word around too. =DLabels: iPod touch
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i tried changing blog skin just now. but. same problem. either the posts disappear, or the words overlap with the pictures.
ANNOYING.Labels: ANNOYING's the word.
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hahas. just remembered that i have to be in school at 6.55am tmr for sec one registration. LOLS. so yeah. hope i can wake up on time. hehes. and yeah. zhonghua's cut off point for the 2008 batch is 238. OMG. super high la.
and i'm gonna be so busy tmr. after sec one reg, i'm going to church for the rehearsal for our youth item on christmas. then i have to buy my Kris Kringle stuff. hais.
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let me tell you a secret kaes?
JESSICA MISSES HER PHONE SUPER ULTRA MEGA BADLY.
lols! seriously la. omg. i want my phone!!!
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OMG-ness. living without my phone is like totally BAD. cause now, most of the messages are spread through SMS. right? and like woah.
i didnt know there was a meeting for the facils of the sec 1 camp 08 on the 12th.
i didnt know there was a meeting for the combined campfire yesterday.
i didnt know there was a Fireside outing yst to watch Daniel(one of the camp facils)'s performance.
i didnt know there was Fireside Camp debrief at 1pm tdy. i arrived only when it was about to end.
i didnt know i was leading the children's worship tdy. saw my name on the bulletin only when i entered the worship hall and OMG. i chionged downstairs straightaway. LOL. [okay. i admit this cld have been avoided. cld have asked my mum for last week's bulletin to check. i asked, but forgot to follow up. so yeah. my fault. =X]
seriously, OMG. i really really want my phone! RAWR.Labels: OMG-ness
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woah. finally. i finally remembered my blogger password. sorry to those who've been trying to contact me, cause my parents confiscated my phone. my reults were like seriously horrendous. my oh my. i really miss my phone. seriously. and serene, not only cause of that la. lols. anyways, havent really been free of late too. after the supplementary lessons ended i had to study for the stupid re-exams. then it was CEC 2007. after a few days, Guides International Camp 07. then it was our Fireside Youth camp.
it was so life changing. made me realise how much God loves all of us, no matter what we do. and that He loves us no matter what happens, and that He'll be there for us, guiding us through our life. it may seem weird, but i never really felt that way. until the camp. its like. yeah. He went through alot on the cross. we had this mock journey and all. with the torture chambers and all. the first night was the worst. the second night's one.. well. maybe we were alr mentally prepared so it wasnt too bad. but ours was like so little, compared to what Jesus went through for us. and yeah. HE could actually have saved himself by coming down from that cross. it wld really show the world how powerful He is. but i chose to sacrifice Himself. so that we wld all be forgiven of our sins. that's so amazing. and no matter how small we may consider ourselves to be, HE will always be there for us, loving us unconditionally.
i am a flower quickly fading,
here tdy and gone tmr.
a wave tossed in the ocean,
a vapur in the wind.
still You hear me when i'm calling,
Lord you catch me when i'm falling,
and You told me who i am..
i am Yours
- Who Am I by Casting Crowns
isnt that so wonderful? but. i'm very afraid of going back to my old ways again. the turning point was during the CEC. i really hope that i'll never forget Him. the first prayer station was the one on distractions. yeah. weird, but i didnt really realise that all the stuff ard us were taking us away from Him, neglecting Him and all.
"our christian walk should be consistent at all times and not only on fire for God for a period of time after the camp."
"it's easy to read the Bible during our free time and holidays but we should continue reading it during our busiest times e.g exam period. this is the testing period."
got it from someone's blog. not referring to our Fireside camp, but yeah. isnt it true.? it happened last year. wanted to start my daily quiet time. it was okay during the holidays. but when school started, yeah. i was too busy for God. isnt it sad. i mean yeah. He never says that He's too busy for us.
yeah. the food incident last night. OMG. i really felt so bad after that, cause of what happened afterwards. anyways, thanks Megan, Lydia, Dorothy, Andrew and those who comforted me afterwards. really sorry Doc John. i was talking to David, one of the facils just now. he asked if i felt bad abt the food thing. well, i dont deny that i still am. but what he told me was true.
"dont feel that way anymore
you realise how God use this mistake to bring everyone together?
and without that mistake, doc and i wouldnt have patch up"
true isnt it? He has a purpose for everything.
anyways, they said that hmm. sentence? well, and yeah. i thought abt it. true. i've become more vulgar and all, after that. and now, i'm trying to change. but who knows what will happen next year? the year after? and so on. yeah. but. hais. its hard to tell what the future holds for us. right? anyways, i hope THAT FEELING is just temporial. or is it what God has planned? is he that person? dont know. but sadly, cldnt get anything. i'm confused. hope its just smth else. dont know what the smth else is, but yeah. maybe its similar to what happened during CEC. i was worried on the first day of CEC. but i realised that God used that day to make me realise that i've been backtracking horribly. HE used that person to help me change. and i'm really grateful for what He did for me on the last day of CEC. in the morning and at night. it's just so wonderful.
Fireside really became more bonded during the camp. and i realised that we shd start appreciating the things we have now. like Doc John. its sad, but we dont really appreciate what we have now, until its too late. really want to thank God for bringing Doc John into the lives of us, Fireside-rs. and i think the camp was just wonderful. hopefully the change in us will remain, even after we face the real world, with the reality of life, with all the temptations surrounding us. we must and we will emerge victorious, defeating satan and all the evil spirits ard us. yeah?
lets all be the fragrance that spreads the wonderful unconditional love of God to those around us. =D
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