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RAWR. i hate the stupid supplementary lessons. cause the lessons are majority 1 hour long. super boring. esp lessons like english, chinese, emaths and physics. i love chemistry and literature now. cause we get to go to the lab for chemistry to do some experiments on qualitative analysis , and miss ow is teaching us lit now. WHEE!!!

and oh. i think miss ow's really pregnant. initially, there was this rumour that she told her 4e6 class that she was pregnant. i asked daryl abt it, and he said it wasnt true. but tdy, as she walked up the open staircase on her way to the auditorium, she was 'holding' her back with her hand. and as she climbed the stairs, she put her hand on the railing. hahas. cheryl was saying that maybe she just fell down. but it doesnt seem that way eh? =)

=)
i woke up at 720am this morning. hahas. i forgot to on the alarm so i only woke up when grace called me. sorry! hope you werent late! ended up not gonig to sch for 2 reasons.
1. i wld be at least 5 mins late.
2. i was alr late once, so i cldnt appeal.
3. i dont want to get detention. i dont mind the demerit
4. there was no lessons tdy.

so yeah. hahas. yst was so fun la. supposed to have ss lecture. but since 3e4 and 3e5 had bball finals, it ended up that only 3e3 was in the audi. miss kaur decided to let us watch the finals instead. we didnt really want to go up for english, but some ppl had alr gone up. so no choice. had to go up. i wasnt listening to tobias as she droned on abt some stuff. we played qi quan (sp?) during chinese as zhang xin screened the liang shan bo and zhu ying tai cartoon again. until she told us to turn ard to face the front. bleah. we ponned pe later, and adeline took the red marker and started drawing on her hand. she soon realised that my spraying water on it, the ink wld become smth like blood. and soon everyone wanted to try. -.-" except cheryl, keziah and me i think. at one point of time adeline wanted to make blood on her other hand. so she asked me to spray water on it. she lifted her hand up, and it was kinda next to melissa's face. you know the thing abt nike bottles is that when you tilt it too little, alot of water comes out, instead of the little 'sparks' ? and that was what happened. and. i overshot too! so all the water when to melissa's face.
LOLS!!!! it was like damn stupid la. melissa was so pissed with me after that. heez.
sorry! it wasnt intentional la.
and i was high the entire day. kept singing JENNY until everyone ard me got so fed up. heez. adeline yunjia cheryl and me were like 5 mins late for guides yst. so we ran. trina told us it was 6. when it was onyl supposed to be 3. but we ran 3 anyways. the 4 of us decided to pack the guides room later, and i went to open the window to ventilate the room.
BUT.
as i opened the first window, i saw i lizard. and i SCREAMED!!! lols. the 3 of them were laughing like shit can? cause they found it so ridiculous that i was scared of my own kind. wth la! HAHAS.

helped the sec 2s to wrap the gifts for initiative later on. so pek chek la! we took damn long to wrap one of them, cus the scotchtape wasnt that strong. and when we finally finished, the plastic decided to spilt. right on top. GRRRR. so we had to go opp sch to buy the plastic to repack it again. stupid la.

WHEE!!! hahas. i'm in computer lab 2 now. for history! =) we're supposed to be completeing the history hmk, but i've alr done it! so here i am. we almost got busted just now - when cheryl and sohleng crowded ard my comp toread the article about click five's appearance in zhonghua on the new paper web. LOLS.

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had bball interclass this morning. i didnt feel like going back for lessons after 3e3's matches. so trina and me stayed at the court with the 3e4 and 3e5 people. it was so stupid la. i was feeling kinda lame as usual, so when 3e4 were cheering for their class players, i shouted e3 instead of e4. hahas. even serene and yunjia started giving me weird looks. lols.
trina and me only went back during english, cause e4 and e5 were having recess. mrs tobias brough us to the library, and we sat outside the library for a long time cause it wasnt open. and we started talking about click five! hahas. tobias was kinda surprised that the school wasnt that enthusiastic yst. she even told miss ow to close 2 eyes and allow us to do whatever we wanted. but. hais. it was kinda dead though. only the ppl in the front few rows went crazy. and yeah. tobias admitted it too. i mean, wth.? why are these group of ppl that special? they're so biased. but. oh wells. our class benifitted too, so i guess i shdnt be complaining?? =)

we watched to kill a mockingbird during lit tdy. wow. first movie we're watching since the exams ended. almost every class is like watching movies now? even the sec 3s. while we still have lessons. wth.
anyways, i think the movie is nice. but they removed certain parts of it. they didnt show aunt alexander, and they didnt show the part about cal bringing jem and scout to church. we didnt manage to finish watching it though. so many of us were so tired tdy. at one point of the movie, when atticus was tucking scout into bed, sohleng yawned and went, "i also want to sleep alr." hahas.

its thursday tmr. and i think zhang xin will show us the liang shan bo and zhu ying tai cartoon again. kinda cool, but i wasnt really watching for the past few lessons. cheryl was saying that she felt as though we were kindergarten kids. cause we're only quiet when we're being showed smth. lols.

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THE CLICK FIVE
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!
CLICK FIVE CAME TO ZHONGHUA TODAY !!!!!!
SO COOL RIGHT???
AND.
3E3 WAS THE CLASS THAT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT, JUST BEHIND THE COUNCILLORS.
OMG-NESS!!!!!! =D

okay. i think i should relax..? hahas. yeah. click five came to zhonghua today. so did some reporters. i think they took loads of pictures of us? cause we were in the front row. omg. its way cool can???

thanks miss ong for letting 3e3 and 3e4 have the first SPA slot! we were supposed to have our SPA from 1140am to 1240pm, and 3e1 and 3e2 were supposed to have theirs from 1040am to 1140am. in the end, 3e3 and 3e4 had the first slot.
WHEE!!! anyways, i doubt the china scholars would appreciate the click five's appearance. no offence though.

and oh. i kinda screwed up my SPA. i studied titration like shit but it didnt come out. grrr. but i think the paper was easier than titration. smth about pH. thanks sohleng! she added the indicator to the alkaline in the measuring cyclinder. before pouring it into the beaker. mrs ang saw what she did and went,"please make sure you know what you are doing! read the instructions carefully!!" i did. and i realised that i poured acid into the beaker, when i should have added alkaline. phew. thanks sohleng! i really really love you. but i think i made alot of mistakes! once, there was too much alkaline in the measuring cyclinder. and i poured it back into the container. mrs ang HAD to be watching me from the front. and she came over to my bench to see my index number. hahas. and i think she marked against me cause there were too many things on the bench..? i'm not too sure. but i know she came and she wrote smth down.
i felt so paiseh la. i took so many extra things.
1 extra dropper for the indicator
1 extra graph paper
1 extra writing paper
1 extra bottle of acid.

HAHAS. my other answers were stupid. esp the one about the source of error. i wrote aby parallex error. when i shd have written abt homw difficult it is to differentiate the pH values cause the colours are quite similar. wth.

but. nvm. it's all overrrr!!!!!

WHEE!! somehow, i feel as though click five's appearance is like a consolation for my SPA..? hahas.

I WAS NEVER A FAN OF CLICK FIVE. BUT NOW, I THINK I AM. THE GUYS ARE SO HOT CAN!!! HAHAS. but i think they were a little dissapointed. the guys were like so not enthu..? hais.

but i think we were all surprised when click five popped out from under the table. we were so not expecting them.

OMG. I'M HIGH AGAIN. HAHAS. IT WAS SO SO SO COOL!!!!! =D
I FEEL SO SORRY FOR 3E1, 3E2, 3E5 AND 3E7. CAUSE WHILE WE WERE SCREAMING LIKE MAD OVER CLICK FIVE, THEY WERE IN THE LAB HAVING THEIR SPA. HAHAS. =)

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OPEN HOUSE.
RAWR. i'm soo tired. it was zhonghua's open house. practiced fancy drills yst like shit. yunjia and me felt so sticky and disgusted later on. reached sch ard 9am this morning. set up the guides booth and we started practicing for our perormance. oh man. it was kinda screwed. but nvm la. i think we all did our best and like they say, its not the results that matters. its the journey that matters. its our first time doing smth like this, and i think its kinda well done. =) ate lunch with the guides and i changed into school uniform and reported for council duty.
standing at the SFE booth was damn boring. no one visited the booth. and i was alone. keziah and qianyi came later on, and i joined regina, who was giving a parent a tour of the school. more fun than standing at the booth. brought the parents and students to the different booths ard the school. good thing i didnt get those parents who asked chim questions. on one of the tours, i brought the parents to the dnt room. and cheryl and yunjia happened to be there too. i wanted to make the acryllic thingy, but too bad the student didnt want to. otherwise i cld do it too. the 4n1 ppl were mending the booth and they dont bother entertaining their guests la. hahas. they dont even know how to operate some of the display things. hahas.
since there was a school video screening etc in the auditorium, i brought the parents up there and i went back to the dnt room to make the acryllic thingy. cheryl and yunjia were alr outside the room, but they went in again with me. thanks! =) the dnt projects are so cool la! the basketball thingy especially. the booths in the science lab were kinda fun and interesting. did the foot trail thingy later. and oh! i saw miss tay's boyfriend. i didnt realise anything at first, until she saw me in the foyer and she started smiling. lol!

my legs hurt like shit afterwards. and i havent started studying for the chemistry o level SPA yet! and its on tuesday. hahas.

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QUIZ!
List out the top 5 presents you wish for-
1. my own laptop!
2. iPod
3. smth that can make me grow taller..? hahas.
4. more clothes!
5. hmmm.
The person who tagged you is - my DEAR boyfriend PHYLLIS. =)
5 impressions of her-
♥short
♥cute
♥totally sweet
♥caring and thoughful
♥funny
The most memorable things she has done for you- she divorced her lao po so she can be with me! LOLS.
The most memorable words she has said to you-hmmm. i cant rmb. hahas.
If she becomes your lover, you will-if? she IS already my lover!haha.
If she becomes your lover, shw will have to improve on-hmmmmmmm. i dunno.
If she becomes your enemy, you will-i dont think we will ever become enemies. =)
If she becomes your enemy, the reason is-erm. you've gotta ask phyllis why. LOL.
Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you-
1. cheryl
2. yunjia
3. serene
4. regina
5. jeslyne.
6. keziah
7. zicong (pay back time! hahas.)
8. adeline [no blog though]
9. sohleng [deleted her blog]
10. melissa DEAR. [ no blog too.]
1.Who is no.7 having relationship with?i dont know. havent spoken to him for a long time! =)
2.Who is no.9 having relationship with? no one.
3.If no.9 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? they wld be lesbians! and they wld be cheating on me. =(
4.What about no.1 and no.5? hahas. lesbians too. then jeslyne wld be cheating on pok.
5.What is no.3 studying? same as me, except that she takes geog and i take lit.
6.When was the last time you chatted with no.6? 5 hours ago.
7.Does no.4 work? YES, as a student (:
8.Does no.8 have any cousin in his/her own school?no.
9.Will you woo no.8?no. i don't woo girls. =)
10.How about no.5? she alr has pok! hahas.
11.Does no. 2 have any siblings? yes, an older sis (:
12.How did u get to know no.3 and no.4?through sch! regina's in council too, and jeslyne was in my lower sec class. and we're all from girl guides!! =)
13.Where does no. 1 live at? 8 grace walk. =)
14.How did you get to know no.2? - she's in my physics class, she was in my lower sec class, she is in guides! =)
15.Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world? hmmm. i prefer to keep my opinions to myself. heez.

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had guides tdy. and. I FORGOT TO BRING MY PT KIT!!!! lols. seriously. hahas. sorry adeline! =)


i think guides tdy was kinda fun. and retarded. but i started feeling super tired towards the end, when we were rehearsing for the fancy drills thingy. stupid jeslyne soh hui loon!!! kept saying smth. then i tried to kick her. we ended up chasing one another ard the basketball court. and miss tay said to me,"eh! can you be more lady-liked or not..?"

then i was like. wth la. all jeslyne's fault! lols.

its like. i just wish it would all stop. cause whenever that is mentioned, i'll try to act as if i dont give a damn about it. and its hard. i was talking to adeline abt it on the way home tdy, and she suggested just saying it out. and maybe everything could stop. i dont know. i see it from the point of view that if i say it out, it'll be worse. it'll be everywhere.
it's kinda irritating at times you know. so. actually, i dont think you guys will be reading this post anyway, but yeah. stop.

i'll say thanks in advance. =)

hais. got back all our results alr. and all i can say is WTH.

chemistry - 8/41 passes
a maths - 11/41 passes
maths - 24/41 passes

not really sure abt physics. alot of people failed it to. and i'm like wondering why the school sets such tough papers that many of us fail and have to go for the re-exam. this's the first time that people are asking others whether or not they passed a certain subject. in the past many people only cared if they had a distinction, etc. now? "you got pass or not..?"
seriously...

had guides tdy. and. I FORGOT TO BRING MY PT KIT!!!! lols. seriously. hahas. sorry adeline! =)

i think guides tdy was kinda fun. and retarded. but i started feeling super tired towards the end, when we were rehearsing for the fancy drills thingy. stupid jeslyne soh hui loon!!! kept saying smth. then i tried to kick her. we ended up chasing one another ard the basketball court. and miss tay said to me,"eh! can you be more lady-liked or not..?"
then i was like. wth la. all jeslyne's fault! lols.

and. there's this trip to japan next month? i want to go!!!! there's like 2 days homestay, i day farm stay, its winter time there, etc. and. MISS OW"S GOING!!!! OMG OMG. its going to be SO SO SO fun can??? and my parents had to say no.
RAWR. WTH LA.

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FRIENDS. =)
i was reading cheryl's blog and she mentioned,
"it is only this year that i realised how blessed i am! friendships that really counted and weighed.not just a bunch of ppl, but ppl who care.thxs and hats off to those brilliant friends of mine who have such a nice, nice heart. personally, i feel, friends and family is the best gift ANYONE could ever have."

yeah. true. its just that so many things happened to me this year. and i started to value friendship more and more. old friends, new friends. it just feels different when you have your friends ard you to entertain you all the time, and to cheer you up when you're sad. =)

i just realised that i made many new friends this year. some who were total strangers and aquaintances last year. thanks to all my nice nice friends for being there for me! i know i only divided my love among 4 people, but hahas. you guys are still loved by me. whee!!

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HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!
i'm so looking forward to the holidays!
firstly, there'll be the annual guides camp straight after school closes (for the lower sec, that is). whee!! cant wait. we can sleep in tents and go crazy in there at night, we can go kayakking, we will have loads of fun. just hope that i'll be in the same tent as cheryl, yunjia, adeline, huiyu and melanie. exciting eh..? hahas.

then there's the guides international camp. i'm in the same group as cheryl, yunjia, adeline and huiyu!!! whee!!!! and only 10 from zhonghua are going!!! and we drew lots. and the only one from our gang not going is melanie! poor her. i was supposed to go for OBS. but i swopped places with joey. cause so many ppl from our clique are going. and we're going kayakking, night cycling, horse riding and many more!!! OMG OMG. so fun! and yunjia offered to teach me how to cycle before the camp. cause yeah. i cant cycle. LOLS. not funny kaes. so dont laugh. =P

there's the TRBC children's camp too! went last year to help. and we had so much fun! esp with crystal and leon! hahas. we were the assistant teachers of the P3 classes. heard from my mum that leon's in games this year. and i happened to sign up for games too! hahas. too bad crystal's going to be an assistant teacher again. but nvm. we'll still have fun during the camp. too bad i wont be able to stay for the grand finale. cause there's the farewell bbq for our sec 4 guides seniors. :(

oh and there's the fireside youth camp too!!! WHEE!!! my holidays are gonna be soooo fun.

except that there's smth to spoil my holidays. and that is...








the stupid re-exams.

RAWR. it's so funny. before the results are out, so many people are already saying that they'll have to go for re-exams. lols. but the papers were seriously hard. hais.

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AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its so idiotic. i seriously want to go online now. cause i know you are. lols. but i cant. so idiotic!!!

i was feeling bored and i decided to watch "the princess and the pauper" on my brother's computer (its a long story, but i cant use the internet unless my brother logs in and switches account. done unintentionally, of course) last night. hahas. i think the story's nice. this's like my 3rd time watching it? and i still find it nice. sorry, but there's still a kid in me. lols.
i think fairy tales like these are nice. they all have a happy ending. in the princess and the pauper, amelise and erika end up with the people whom they want to be with. and the kingdom is rich again, erika's debts are paid in full.
if only its like that in life. after all the trails and tribulations that we face, everything will go on smoothly, just the way we want them to.but. yeah. they arent called fairy tales for fun. cause like they say, life isnt a bed of roses. sometimes, i do wonder. dont they say that we have to endure the thorns in order to get the rose? but its like the obstacles just keep appearing? the journey is never smooth. isnt it? so in other words, we'll never get the roses. true isnt it?

OMG OMG OMG.its so damn idiotic can. all the while i've been telling her that i'll be going out on either monday or tuesday. and she didnt say anything. now when i tell her that i'm going out tmr, she says no. cause i didnt ask her permission. WTH CAN ..???

sorry cheryl. sorry for spoiling your birthday celebration. wth la. its so damn freaking irritating, idiotic, horrible, unreasonable, the list goes on. you get what i mean.and its just because of that day. i told her i went for lunch. which is true. just that i reached home after 6..? so idiotic.

RAWR. yeah, i know i shd be happy cause the exams are over. but i'm gonna die of boredom one day. seriously. i cant watch tv as and when i like, i cant use the comp as and when i like too. and if i do use the comp, i can play games. and now my MSN is down. i asked my dad to install the new one for me, and he was saying that MSN is distracting me.
COME ON. you ppl dont let me use the comp as and when i like it. you put a password to my account. i have to have a reason to use it. in what way is MSN distracting me??? you 2 are just being super ridiculous. you threatened to get me out of council and guides next year if my results continue being so shit. so i can concentrate. but. get real. will i make use of the time on friday afternoons to do my revision? i doubt so. like wth..?yeah. i know my results this year are super shitty. midyear results were shit cause i only started studying the week before. and i fell sick from tuesday to friday. so out of that week, 4 days were gone. i studied on monday, saturday and sunday. dont tell me you expect me to study when i was having a fever of over 39 degrees? i pulled m yself to school on that four days was only because the teachers were rushing to complete our syllabus. and you 2 werent even concerned when i fell sick. okay. you seldom get concerned when i do. so i wasnt really surprised.i know i slacked for the endyears. sorry about that. i tried to study, but nth went in. you were complaining that my a maths is totally shit. but. do you know i spent the most time on a maths? i started like 2 weeks before. as compared to the other subjects, when i started only on the day before the paper. i was telling my mum that the paper was super difficult, and that many ppl were sure to fail it. her response, " yeah. and you'll be the first one." omg okay. like what on earth is wrong with you? but. you've been like that all along. so i didnt expect much when i told you that. but seriously. a maths was tough. even pros like adeline and sohleng were complaining abt how many marks they had lost. like my parents give it a shit. they only care abt how i do. "other ppl fail their problem. i'm only concerned abt how well you do." seriously, wth.
and i find it so darn idiotic that they put a password to my account? so i can only use with their approval, cause thay have to help me log in. i dont think they know that i know the password, and i've been using it occasionally when i'm alone at home and bored. most of the time when i want to use it for fun and they ask, i say i need to do my "(subject) homework" . once in a while, they see me doing other things, etc, and they will be, "i thought you're doing your hmk? ""yar. finished liao so i do my own stuff lor.""finished already must say. dont anyhow go here go there. my laptop leh. not your own computer. dont cheat me."
many a time, i have an urging to rebutt. "if i told you i want to use for fun, will you help me to log in? no right?" but i havent. its so idiotic. the comp was down with virus once. i was blamed for it. new computer. then it cldnt boot. my problem again. why is everything my problem??? do my dad bought my mum a laptop. so i'm "borrowing" her laptop. wth. when i ask them for my own password, they keep saying that i cant be trusted. tell them i'm doing my work but i go somewhere else. and my mum's favourite line ,"time after time you've failed." its irritating can. that time i needed to write my debate speech for the next day. my mum went out to "find" my dad at work in the day and they went out for dinner. came back ard 10. i fell asleep while waiting for them. i told my parents that. "your problem. you've lost your liberty" o wth.
its just so unfair? whenever i tell my mum that all my friends have free excess to the computer, despite the fact that their computers were once down with viruses that they caused, and those who parents once put a password on theior account has now stopped the password thing, on account of the frequent need to use the computer cause of our school work, she'll be, "then you go ask their parents whether want to adopt another child or not la."
OMG. JUST WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? can you like just be more concerned. can you like just know how to "connect" to me? stop saying, " last time when i was your age..... "i'm just so sick and tired of it. everytime i try my best to please you, you still find some faults in there. sometimes,. i even ask myself, why i even bother trying. i cant feel the love and warmth at home can. all you know what to do is to nag at me. seriously, if you arent tired of nagging, i tell you frankly thaty i'm already immuned to it. i've heard the same things like countless times already? they have no effect on me. you dont ask about my school work, etc. you only complain when my results are shit. tell me what is this can??then you'll go on about how rude i am. when i've no intention of being rude? "your tone is very rude. " when is just like normal? so are you trying to say that i'm rude to whoever i talk? no right.
RAWR.

RAWR. i want to change my blogskkin. but everytime i find one and i copy it into my template, smth's wrong. either the picture's not there? or the posts all disappear.

RAWR.
RAWR.
RAWR.
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whee! okay. i'm being a little random tdy. hahahas.
chinese paper was okay. but i wrote nonsense for the last ques. the kind where you had to give your comments, etc. it was the last ques, afterall. i was too lazy to write some chim stuff there. so i just said that i agreed, i stated the entire sentence. nonono. i paraphrased it. LOLS.
it was so weird in the morning, seeing all the ppl in our clique studying bio. and i'm there relaxing. hahahas. stupid melissa stole my bag after the chinese paper la. so idiot. and they brought it down to the canteen. i think studying too much of bio makes them go high. to the extent that they will do lame and retarded stuff. hahahas.
and we realised that miss ilan didnt take our oral report from the cupboard. that means she didnt mark ours i guess. like wth..? i paged for her using the intercom. and mrs tobias talked to me abt the chiangmai trip, and asked me who went last year, etc. AND. miss ow came. i keep meeting miss ow when i'm with mrs tobias. BLEAH. and my socks were like super low tdy? she stared at them for a while, as she talked to tobias. and i think she forgot abt it later on. hahas. the other time i met her was whn i went down with mrs tobias to take the timed practice stuff. miss ow saw my back and she was,"why are you out of class, jessica?" as if she cldnt see me with mes tobias. we were like less than 10cm apart? hahahas. she made me pull up my socks that time. and my socks were like much lower this morn.? hahahas.

RAWR.
well. the study subjects for the EOYs are over.
but. i know the results are gonna be horrendous. esp for a maths. it was the most screwed up paper la. seriously. the first few questions were still okay. but when i reached like the middle, i didnt know how to do to questions. i finished my paper in like 1 hour ?? and i decided to start from the front again. to do those questions that i cldnt. know what happened? i stared at the questions. they stared back at me. no ball rang in my head. lols! it was like super duper difficult? everyone was complaining after that. cheryl said she also finished the paper in 1 hour. we both sat there and stoned. hahas. after the paper, i saw keziah. we were telling one another that we cldnt do the paper. and you know what we did next? we started LAUGHING. yeah. we laughed. cause we were gonna flunk a maths like hell. i counted. and i could only get 25/80 max..? LOLS. seriously. that was how bad the paper was. carrissa was saying she wld be lucky to get a double digit. melissa obviously cldnt do the paper. she wanted to drop a maths. so she didnt bother studying. i think she cld do only 3 questions..? hahahas. i dont know anyone who said that a maths was managable. lols.

chem was kinda screwed too. i didnt know how to do the open ended questions. most of my answers were, " A is more reactive than B, thus the observation ". i even wrote for one question "it will explode, due to the high concentration " LOLS. but seriously.. the last question was super stupid. about percentage purity. many of us cldnt be bothered to think alr. and we just took the 2 numbers we cld see in the question. so it was " 5/10 x 100" hahahas. so stupid la.

maths was kinda hard. but i hope i can pass..? physics too. it sounds ridiculous, but its the first test that i studied for. HAHAs. most of the time, i cldnt be bothered to. if not, i fell asleep while studying. same thing here. i studied for physics only at 5am tdy? i was too tired to study the night before. cause i slept after 3am on tuesday. trying to cram history and chemistry into my brain. super shitty can.

good thing the ss, lit and history paper were okay. i need them to pull up my marks. LOLS! after the physics paper, yunjia serene and mel were asking me if i wanted to join them for lunch. called to ask my mum if she cooked tdy. since she didnt, i told her i was joining my friends for lunch. went all the way to PS. we took a super long time deciding where to go. hahas. i randomly said carls jr. and they were all "okay. lets go to PS ". hahas. we sat there for like almost 1 hour? hahas. and mel left. so the 3 of us walked ard.. trying to find cheryl's b'day present. and. i saw marcia!!! again. hahas. so freaky. she was supposed to go home with me. but she left first. rawr. anyways, my mum was like scolding me when i reached home? cause she said i went out without telling her. i did la. but she said she didnt expect me to go for lunch for so long. so i guess that's going out? -.- cause i reached home ard 6. had so much fun. i miss the times bu ke si yi went out together :( too bad cheryl was at home studying for her bio paper tmr.

oh. and cause i went out without telling her, my mum says i cant go to sohleng's hse tmr. we were planning to go there after their bio paper. to watch lord of the rings. rawr. so stupid. i dont mind going home and slacking for 3 hours before going back to school to meet them. but. oh wells. nvm. my mum says we'll go to jurong point tmr. i think my brother's joining us for dinner tmr. long time since we had dinner together. cause he's in the army now. hais. i miss my brother's presence at home sometimes. lols.

i dont feel like going to school tmr. stupid chinese paper 2. rawr...

JIAYOUS to the bio students ! ;)

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